Blighted by an eye disease, Joanna Raines undergoes a corneal transplant operation to stop her going blind. The procedure is successful, but in the weeks that follow she begins to see dark coronas surrounding certain people. By turns fearful that something has gone wrong and worried that she’s going crazy, Joanna searches for an answer to the phenomena.
What she finds will change her life forever. The transplant has opened a door in her mind, and the strange coronas are not legacies of the operation but proof that a legion of demons plans to invade the earth!
Now the only thing that stands between the demonic horde and their plot to take over the world is Joanna, a young woman with the power to see them for what they really are.
Seeing is believing.
The demons are real.
Joanna just has to convince everyone else before it’s too late.
Acknowledgements
I would like to thank Jim Mcleod, Rhonda Wilson and Mark West for taking the time to read my work and for offering their comments. Garry Charles and Daniel Russell for their support. Brenda and Darren, because they are always there for me. And finally Deb and Callum, my number one fans.
CHAPTER 1
Joanna Raines looked at the world through a dead man’s eye.
Things were still a little blurry, which was why she felt sure her transplant was being rejected – why else would it feel scratchy and appear red? She shuddered at the thought of a world in darkness if the graft failed, especially now that she could see things a little clearer. The checklist she’d been handed after the operation mentioned various symptoms to watch out for, two of which she had, which was why she’d made the appointment with the doctor.
The musical notes of the tannoy interrupted her thoughts and she listened to the disembodied voice announcing that the train would be twenty minutes late. She peered at her watch, squinting to combat the double vision so she could make out the position of the hands. Prepared for such an event, she had decided to catch the earlier train. Her hospital appointment wasn’t for another hour and a half, so she still had plenty of time to get there.
A chill wind blew through the Victorian station, carrying with it the pungent scent of cleaning fluid that tickled her nose and made her eyes water. Further along the platform, she saw a yellow triangular board, the figure on which she guessed indicated cleaning in progress. She resisted rubbing at her replaced cornea, wary of dislodging it or upsetting the stitches, which although virtually invisible, made her feel a little like Frankenstein’s monster.
Joanna stared up at the lichen coated glass roof overhead. Wan light seeped through, making her feel like she was underneath a pond. Through her new cornea, she saw blurred beams of light arcing down, like biblical rays; through her uncorrected eye, it felt like trying to stare through a dusty curtain, a common symptom of Fuchs’ corneal dystrophy.
At the sound of approaching footsteps, Joanna looked up, squinting. Despite her blurred vision, she could see a large man wearing a red vest top, and as he drew close, Joanna ducked her head, letting her black hair veil her features.
“Damn trains! Always late when you need to be somewhere at a certain time,” the man said as he sat beside her.
Despite the pressure behind her eyeball caused by leaning forwards, Joanna didn’t look up. “It shouldn’t be long,” she said, the words coming out barely more than a whisper, intensifying her insecurity.
“An optimist. I guess you don’t travel by train very often, otherwise you’d be with us pessimists.”
She gazed at her feet, all four of them. Concentrated on trying to correct the view, closing one eye at a time, but it didn’t help, and the replaced cornea actually stung and she started to feel a little giddy and sick.
“You like a stick of gum?” the man asked.
“No thanks.”
“I know, it’s god-awful muck, especially this low sugar shit. If I wasn’t in a bodybuilding competition this afternoon, I’d be eating chocolate. God, I miss chocolate. You don’t realise how much until you can’t eat it. The things we do for our dreams eh.”
Joanna nodded. She knew all about dreams. Had followed hers through college and university where she gained a BA (Hons) in photography before setting up as a freelance photographer, specialising in portraits; then her eyesight started to fail, and the dream faded along with her vision.
“Sorry for rambling,” the man said, “it’s just this fuckin- pardon my French - train, where is it? We’ll probably get some bloody lame excuse about leaves on the line next.”
Joanna heard the man tapping his foot on the ground and drumming his hands on his thighs. She could almost feel the impatience oozing out of him.
Feeling a little dizzy, she folded her arms across her chest and closed her eyes to rest her sight, but the irritation from her replaced cornea caused tears to form. The darkness behind her lids increased her fears about going blind. She couldn’t imagine a world of perpetual darkness.
Someone walked past, pulling something that rattled across the stone floor. She heard a couple of children arguing and an irate mother berating them. She also heard traffic outside and the beat of wings as a bird, probably a pigeon, flew through the station. Then she detected the sound of heavy machinery droning in the distance like a mechanical bee. The whistle of the wind blowing along the platform. And above it all, the man at her side beating out his impatient rhythm like a war beat.
She never realised before how much extraneous noise the ears picked up that the consciousness ignored.
A voice over the tannoy interrupted her thoughts and the announcer mumbled out an almost incoherent apology for the lateness of the train, and that there was a change, and it would now be arriving at platform two at any minute.
“Typical,” the man beside her said as he stood and hurried away.
Joanna opened her eyes, the tears obscuring her sight even more. She blinked rapidly, aggravating the stinging sensation that felt as though she had a lash stuck on her eyeball. Despite wanting to rub it, she closed her eye and pressed the palm of her hand against the lid to soothe the pain.
She looked up at the sound of the approaching train, the engine’s single headlight like a Cyclopean eye. Through her Fuchs’ eye, she saw the light as a bright ball with needle-like rays radiating out. Through the transplant, she saw at least three bright lights.
When she looked with both eyes, the effect combined to create a distorted image.
Joanna gathered her belongings and made to stand when she heard a shout and what sounded like a hollow drum roll. She looked across the platform and saw a flurry of movement on the stairs leading down to platform two. People jumped aside, and she squinted to combat her distorted vision, recognising what appeared to be a suitcase tumbling down the steps.
The waiting passengers scattered out of the way of the falling luggage, knocking into each other in their haste.
A woman with a halo of blonde hair stepped aside, crashing into the man beside her. He grimaced and reared back, inadvertently knocking into an old woman who dropped her drink. The plastic beverage container exploded like a grenade, splattering hot liquid over the legs of a teenage girl wearing a miniskirt. She squealed and flailed her arms in the air, punching the young man next to her in the nose, and causing him to step into the path of the bodybuilder that had been sitting next to Joanna.
Unable to tear her gaze away, Joanna watched in horror as the man stumbled and then fell over the edge onto the tracks. Someone screamed. The engine driver blew his horn, the hellish sound almost deafening in the confines of the station. Although it wasn’t going fast, the train wheels squealed against the rails. The man tried to roll out of the way, but he didn’t move fast enough. With sickening precision, the front wheel rolled across his arm.
The train stopped, and a strange silence descended.
Blood gushed from the stump where the man’s arm had been.
Joanna froze, unable to believe what she had just seen. Bile rose in her throat and she fought not to be sick.
She caught sight of movement beside the man and turned her head. Saw what looked like a strange shadow, a black ethereal mass that surged towards the fallen figure and flowed into his body through the ragged stump of the missing limb.
Thinking she’d imagined it, that she was seeing anomalous floaters, Joanna blinked, aggravating the irritating pain from her cornea. She narrowed her eyes, straining to make sense of what she had just seen.
A second later the man moved, his legs twitching. Then he sat up and grabbed the severed limb. Despite the distance, Joanna thought the sliced end looked like a cut of meat marbled with fat and muscle. But strangest of all was that although the man’s arm had been severed, he had what appeared to be a black limb protruding from the shoulder.
The man started to stand, and a strange black shadow surrounded him like a dark phosphorous corona. The nimbus was so black, it looked like an absolute absence of light, as though the man had been carved out of his surroundings.
Joanna covered her face with her hands. Either her eyes were playing tricks on her, or she was going mad…
She shuddered. Maybe there was something even worse than a world of darkness.
CHAPTER 2
“So Miss Raines, what’s the problem?”
Joanna stared at the doctor and exhaled slowly. Where should she start? With the fear of her transplant being rejected? Or with the fear that she might be going mad? Neither option seemed appealing, but weighing them together, she plumped for the former.
“I’m worried about the transplant. My eye feels scratchy, and when I blink, it hurts.”
“Okay, let me have a look.” He leaned forwards and scrutinised her eye. “Look up,” he said. “Now look down.” After a moment, he nodded. “The end of one of the stitches is sticking up, and when you blink, it’s causing it to rub. I can soon fix that.”
Joanna watched as he donned a pair of gloves and sterilised a pair of scissors. Although her eyesight wasn’t clear and she now doubted what she had seen, she couldn’t get the image of the one-armed man out of her head, blood gushing from the stump of his arm.
Then there was the blackness that infiltrated his body. The more she thought about it, the more she realised how ridiculous it was. What she had seen must have been a shadow, that’s all.
“Alright, Miss Raines, just lean back,” the doctor said as he stood over her and held her eyelid open with his fingers.
Joanna watched as the scissors headed towards her eyeball, growing more blurred the closer they came. She cringed. One slip and he would pierce her eye like a grape.
The need to blink became almost overpowering and she felt tears rolling down her cheek. She felt a slight irritation, then heard the scissors snick together and the doctor drew back.
“There you go, that should be better. Just try not to move your eye around a lot.”
Joanna prepared herself, and then blinked. The scratchy feeling had gone and she blinked another couple of times, savouring in the relief.
“How’s that?” the doctor asked.
“Feels fine.”
“Now is there anything else I can help you with? You’re looking very pale.”
Realising the doctor was waiting for her to reply, she shook her head. “No, everything’s fine.”
“Good. The epithelium on the surface of the eye is growing back well. Just remember to keep using the eye drops.”
After thanking the doctor, Joanna walked out of the room and into the corridor of Temple Hospital. Paintings of trees, fields and mountains adorned the clinical white walls like windows, belying the fact they were in the heart of the city.
Patients, staff and visitors bustled around Joanna, causing her to pause for a moment to allow her eyes to rest as she tried to focus her gaze.
“Hey Jo, what you doing here?”
Joanna looked up and saw her boyfriend, Stephen Cook.
“I had an appointment with the doctor.”
“You didn’t tell me. I’d have driven you in if you’d said.”
“It was a last minute thing.”
Stephen frowned. “Why, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing. My eye was a little itchy, that’s all. The doc’s sorted it now.” Stephen nodded, tongue poking from the corner of his mouth, something he
always did when he was concerned or nervous. He looked at her with his chocolate brown eyes, dark hair neatly combed to make him look presentable at his reception desk in the A & E department.
“Are you sure you’re alright? You don’t look very well,” he said.
Joanna nodded, then shook her head and sighed. “There was an accident at the train station earlier. A man fell on the track and a train cut his arm off.”
“You mean Lincoln Parker. Yes, I processed him not long ago.”
“I saw him fall on the track.” She took a breath, inhaling the sterile aroma of the hospital. “It was awful. There was so much blood.”
“Jesus Jo, I didn’t know. Do you want to sit down?”
“No, I’m fine. It was just… it was awful.”
“I can imagine. Well, I can’t actually.” He stepped forwards and put an arm around her shoulder, squeezed tightly and kissed her on the cheek before stepping back, looking awkward.
Missing the warmth of his touch, Joanna held her arms out and he stepped into them and gave her a hug, their fledgling relationship still in the uncomfortable stage as they tested boundaries.
After a moment, they separated, and an embarrassing silence ensued until Joanna said, “That man that lost his arm… Is he going to be ok?”
“I guess so. I mean he’s strong. Did you see the size of him?”
“He said he was a bodybuilder.”
“You spoke to him?”
“He sat next to me on the platform.”
“Well I’ll tell you what, when they wheeled him in, you wouldn’t believe he’d just had his arm severed. Bloke was as chipper as someone who’d just won the lottery.”
Joanna frowned. “So he was conscious.”
“Yeah. Shock affects people in different ways. I think I would have passed out.”
“Where is he now?”
“In the operating room. They’re trying to save his arm but they had a hell of a job getting it off him as he wouldn’t let go of it!”
Joanna wondered whether she should tell Stephen what she had seen, but then thought better of it.
She remembered the first time they met in the hospital café after she accidentally spilt a cup of tea over him. Luckily, the tea hadn’t been too hot and they started talking, hit it off, and had now been going out with each other for a month, and she didn’t want him to think she was crazy.
Stephen looked at his watch. “I’ve got to get back to work. What are you going to do now?”
“As I’m in town, I thought I might do a bit of shopping.”
“Well take it easy and don’t overdo it. You know you’re supposed to rest your eyes.”
“Ok Doctor Cook.” She smiled.
“Well I wouldn’t like to think that you couldn’t see me in all my glory.”
“Hmm, there’s nothing like blowing your own trumpet.”
“Well if you won’t blow it for me, I have to do it myself.”
“So you’re a contortionist too!”
Stephen blushed. “I was talking metaphorically.”
Joanna liked the way Stephen got embarrassed so easily; the colour bleeding into his cheeks made him look cute. “So you mean you can’t blow it yourself.”
“If only.”
“Then I guess I’d better loosen my lips.”
“If I didn’t know better, I’d think you were trying to seduce me.”
“You wish.”
“We could always work on it.” He winked then looked at his watch again. “I’ve really got to go now. If you’re still around later, I get off at five.”
“And what, you want me to watch?”
Stephen went a deeper shade of red. “I meant get off work.”
“Sure you did.” Joanna grinned. “I’ll see how I feel later on.” She kissed him quickly on the lips and then walked away, chuckling.
Walking around the shops tired Joanna more than she thought and by the time she arrived back at the hospital to meet Stephen, her eyes were stinging. The eye drops helped relieve some of the pain, but the thought of returning to the train station made her feel a little queasy, which is why she waited for Stephen to give her a lift home in his car.
She walked through the automatic doors in the A & E department and despite the distance and her blurred vision, she recognised Stephen sitting behind the desk by his light pink shirt, which he said made him look welcoming and approachable, but which she thought looked a little effeminate. At a distance, and with her distorted vision, he resembled a blancmange.
Hoping he noticed, she waved and saw him wave back. Then she went to sit in one of the uncomfortable plastic chairs in the waiting area where people sat snuffling and complaining about the length of time they’d already waited to be seen.
After a moment, the blancmange came out from behind the security screen and walked towards her until it gained clarity.
“You ready?” Joanna asked.
“You’ll have to give me another fifteen minutes as I’m running late,” Stephen said. “How are the eyes?”
“They’d be better if I didn’t have to look at that pink shirt.”
“I could always wear my Hawaiian one instead.”
“What, and let me think I was on an acid trip. No, I think you should stick with the pink.”
“Are you talking rude again?”
“Moi? Wouldn’t dream of it.”
Stephen grinned. “I’ll be as quick as I can.”
“I hope that’s only a reference to leaving work.” She saw Stephen blush before he walked away sniggering.
With the lack of chairs for those waiting to be seen by the medical staff, she stood and wandered towards the corridor leading to the various departments, each one reached by following the colour coded lines on the floor.
In the distance, she saw an orderly pushing a hospital bed towards her. As the bed got closer, she recognised the man lying in it as the bodybuilder who had fallen onto the railway tracks. She remembered Stephen saying his name was Lincoln.
He was propped up and by the looks of the bandaged stump around where his bicep would have been, they hadn’t managed to save his arm. But with no sign of the black phantom limb that she thought she had seen earlier, she now realised it must have been either her imagination or a visual aberration caused by the protruding stitch and despite her pity for the man, she felt relieved she wasn’t going bonkers.
As the bed drew alongside Joanna, the orderly pressed a button for the lift and Lincoln looked up at her. Despite his size and the fake tan adorning his face, he appeared drawn and sickly, no doubt an after-effect of the accident and subsequent operation. His eyelids flickered, eyes rolling in their sockets.
“Do I know you?” Lincoln asked, his voice a little slurred.
“I was at the train station,” Joanna said. “You sat next to me on the platform.” She paused. “I’m so sorry about what happened.”
“Not as sorry as I am.”
The lift doors opened and a couple of people exited.
Joanna looked back down at Lincoln, about to say something in reply, when she saw his eyes close as sleep laid claim.
Then his eyes snapped back open, making Joanna jump. He stared up at her, only his blue eyes were now as black as obsidian.
The black limb materialised from the stump of his arm, fingers flexing.
Joanna took a step back, her mouth open and her eyes wide as she shook her head, trying to dispel the image.
“It’s good to be back,” Lincoln said. “It’s been too long.” He grinned, the white teeth looking oddly menacing in the tanned features.
He stared at Joanna, and her legs started to shake.
“You know what they say, possession’s nine tenths of the law.” He emitted a booming laugh.
Despite the pain the movement caused in her eye, Joanna turned and ran. Ran as fast as her legs could carry her through the reception and out into the fresh air, the roar of laughter silenced by the doors sliding shut in her wake.
Whatever the hell was going on, she wasn’t going to hang around to find out.
CHAPTER 3
“What happened to you?” Stephen asked. “One minute you were waiting in the hospital, and the next you’d gone. I tried ringing you on your mobile, but you wouldn’t answer.”
Joanna leaned back on the threadbare settee and took a deep breath. What was the best way to tell him she might be going crazy?
“Jo, talk to me. I was worried sick. I went down the corridor where I’d seen you walk, and there was that man who lost his arm, you know Lincoln.”
Joanna shuddered and the blood drained from her face.
“He was waiting to be taken up in the lift. Looked way too, well, happy I guess, for a man who’d just lost his arm.”
“What about him?” Joanna snapped.
Stephen frowned. “Hey. Take it easy. No need to bite my head off. I was only going to say that the orderly pushing the bed said you ran off after talking to Lincoln. What’s going on?” His tongue peeked from the corner of his mouth.
Joanna closed her eyes, but the darkness behind the lids made her recall the blackness that surrounded Lincoln, so she opened them again. “I don’t know what’s going on. It’s… complicated.”
“Just tell me.”
She took another long breath, then an equally long exhalation, delaying the revelation. “That man, Lincoln.”
“Yeah, what a bloke. Talk about upbeat.”
“I thought you wanted to know what was wrong.”
“I do. It’s just, Jesus, man loses his arm and anyone would think he’d won the lottery. He asked about you. If I didn’t know better, I’d think you had an admirer.”
Joanna froze. “Why, what did he say?”
“Not much. Just asked if I knew you and where you lived.”
The blood froze in Joanna’s veins, she felt her heart pound within her chest.
“So what’s going on.”
“What’s going on? I wish I knew.” She stared around the living room of her one bedroom apartment. Photographs decorated the walls, black and white portraits taken when her sight wasn’t as bad. She liked to think she captured the subjects’ essence in the shots, trying to make them as natural as possible. The wrinkles on a pensioner’s face a map of time. A young girl, head thrown back as she laughed – looking at the photograph usually made Joanna smile, as though she could hear the laughter, but not today. Today she felt cold inside and she shivered.
“You’re starting to scare me now. Did the doctor at the hospital tell you something that you’re not telling me?”
“No, he said everything’s fine.”
“Then what is it?”
“I was trying to tell you. It’s that man, the one who lost his arm. Well, I saw something, something strange. When he lost his arm, I saw, I don’t know, another limb sticking out from where his arm should have been.”
Stephen frowned. “A what?”
“I don’t know. A sort of limb.”
“You probably imagined it. Hell, you’d just seen a man lose his arm. That’s enough to freak anyone out.”
“I didn’t imagine it.”
“Well what other explanation could there be?”
Joanna licked her lips. “I think there’s something wrong with the transplant.”
“Did you mention it to the doctor?”
Joanna shook her head.
“Well don’t you think you should have?”
“I don’t know. I was scared he would think I was, you know, crazy.”
“No crazier than anyone else.” He winked. “So why’d you run out of the hospital?”
“Because I saw it again, that ghost limb thing when I saw Lincoln in the corridor. The first time, yes, I might have imagined it, but twice!”
“Have you thought that seeing the man again made you see it? That the sight of him triggered the shock from the accident and that you’re, I don’t know, imprinting an arm where there isn’t one to disguise the horror of what you’d seen.”
“So now you’re Doctor Freud. I know what I saw.”
“You
Joanna didn’t like Stephen’s train of thought anymore than her own as it implied that she wasn’t in control of her own mind. That there was nothing wrong with her transplant, and that she really was going mad.
She stood up and walked across the room towards the small, claustrophobia-inducing kitchen, stopping at the window to draw the curtains on the encroaching darkness.
Before she pulled the material across, she looked down at the road below. The streetlight opposite shone a dull orange, highlighting the figure leaning nonchalantly against the post; a figure she instantly recognised as Lincoln Parker. The light overhead threw shadows around his feet, but they seemed to dance as though alive.
Lincoln waved his spectral limb in her direction and Joanna screamed and backed away from the window.
“Jo, what’s the matter,” Stephen asked as he rushed to her side.
“He’s out there. The man with one arm. He’s outside.”
“That’s impossible. He lost too much blood to have been released yet.”
“Then why don’t you go tell
CHAPTER 4
“So you’re sure Lincoln Parker didn’t leave the hospital last night,” Stephen asked.“Positive. The man was on enough sedative to knock out a horse. Why, what’s the matter?”
Stephen looked at the staff nurse and shrugged. “Oh nothing really.” He stared into the room where Lincoln sat eating his breakfast, his large bulk propped up against a stack of pillows on the bed. He didn’t know what it was, but he didn’t look like the same upbeat man he had spoken to outside the lift the day before. “Is it okay if I have a word with him?”
The nurse pulled a quizzical expression. “I guess so.”
Nodding his thanks, Stephen walked into the room and stood at the foot of Lincoln’s bed. “Hey,” he said.
Lincoln looked up. Despite his missing arm, his bulk gave him a powerful demeanour. He peered at Stephen with piercing blue eyes. “You a doctor?”
“No, just a receptionist.”
“Well I would offer you a chair, but as you can see, I’ve got my hand full.” He lifted the fork to his mouth to shovel down some more of his dinner.
Stephen stared at the stump where Lincoln’s arm should be and felt a twinge of discomfort.
“So what do you want, some more details about me for your records?”
Stephen shook his head. “No, nothing like that. Do you remember yesterday, that girl you were asking me about?”
Lincoln frowned and lowered his fork. “I may have lost an arm, but I haven’t lost my marbles. I’ve never seen you before, never mind asked you about any girl. I think romance is pretty far down my agenda at the moment.”
“It was late yesterday. You were being moved back to your room. A girl came up to you. You might remember her from the train station, when, you know… She said you sat next to her on the platform.”
“Oh, her. Yeah. I saw her yesterday. Cute little thing. Black hair. Nice body. She was talking to me and then…” He stared up at the ceiling and chewed his lower lip. “Damned if I can remember really.”
“Well she ran off after talking to you.”
Lincoln shook his head. “Guess she didn’t like me that much then.” He grinned, but the expression looked pained.
“Do you know why she ran off?”
Lincoln shook his head.” Guess I’m not the hunk I thought I was. Why, what’s it matter?”
Stephen didn’t really know what to say. “Nothing really.”
“Matters enough for you to come and question me.”
“I’m worried about her, that’s all.”
“And that’s got something to do with me, because…?”
“This is going to sound really stupid, but when you had your, erm, accident, she thought she saw, I don’t know, a phantom arm where you lost yours.”
Lincoln pulled a face. “Are you taking the piss?” He jabbed the fork in the air as if emphasising the words.
“No, of course not. Look, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have come. Forget it.”
“Too right I’m gonna forget it. Now get the fuck out of here before I call someone.”
Stephen felt himself blush. “Look, I’m really sorry.” He turned and quickly walked out of the room.
He knew it was a stupid idea to confront Lincoln. Now he wished he hadn’t done it.
Lincoln watched the receptionist leave the room and slammed his fork onto the wheeled tray set over the bed, making it rattle. With a sweep of his arm, he sent his dinner flying across the room. As if he didn’t have enough on his plate without some nut job questioning him. The freak probably didn’t even work at the hospital. Was probably a reporter after a story for the local newspaper. Bastards. The last thing he wanted was people seeing him like this, never mind being featured in the news.
He glanced at the nub of his left shoulder, clenched his teeth and then looked away. Couldn’t believe his fuckin’ arm had been chopped off. To make it worse, the orthopaedic surgeon said there was too much damage to save the limb, and that he would be fitted with a prosthetic one – a fuckin’ plastic arm like Action Man. Well fuck that.
A loud sob burst from Lincoln’s mouth and his chest heaved. He ran the back of his hand across his eyes to dispel the tears. He wasn’t going to cry; was stronger than that, despised weakness, whether physical or mental. He was going to rise above this.
But how?
He was a cripple!
The word stung him and he gritted his teeth.
A weak, ineffectual, cripple.
Lincoln had spent years in the gym, honing his body, engorging his muscles through the repetition of lifting weights. Yesterday was going to be his first bodybuilding competition. He saw it as a way out of the crummy factory where he worked. Now even the job in the goddamn factory would be better than this.
Having heard the commotion, a red-haired nurse with stocky legs walked into the room and stared at the broken dinner plate and the food splattered across the wall. She looked across at Lincoln and then tutted.
“Now then, what’s all this? I’ll not have this sort of behaviour on my ward.”
Lincoln bit his tongue. He knew it wasn’t her fault, but he felt like screaming.
“Cat got your tongue? Feeling sorry for yourself isn’t going to help, young man. And throwing food around certainly isn’t. Someone will have to clean this up.”
“Then why don’t you do it.”
The nurse fixed him with a hard glare. “Due to the circumstances, I’ll pretend I didn’t hear that.”
Lincoln’s wound throbbed as though to remind him of his loss. “Whatever.”
He shuffled down using his right elbow to lie on the bed.
Why had that receptionist/reporter, whatever he was, insisted that they had spoken the day before?
It didn’t make sense unless he was trying to ingratiate himself in some way to get Lincoln’s story. Make him feel that they’d already spoken, as though the barrier between strangers had been broken.
Lincoln closed his eyes to embrace sleep.
Well fuck him. Fuck them all.
CHAPTER 5
Stephen looked up from his desk and stared at Lincoln Parker wandering towards him across the foyer.
He couldn’t put his finger on it, but there was something different about the man. Although he had never seen him upright before, the man walked with the air of someone possessed of an inner strength, his back ramrod straight.
But surely the man should be resting after his traumatic experience and subsequent operation, rather than wandering the hospital. Unless…
Stephen felt the blood rush into his cheeks. The last thing he wanted was a confrontation. Working the A & E reception was often bad enough at the best of times, what with irate patients.
When he reached the counter, Lincoln nodded. “Morning,” he said, smiling.
That’s when Stephen realised what the difference was. The man before him was the same, upbeat man he had spoken to the day before, and not the dishevelled, browbeaten man he’d spoken to earlier. He knew the drugs they gave him were probably good, but they couldn’t be
“Mr Parker. Can I help you? If it’s about earlier…”
“Help me!” Lincoln laughed. “You took the words right out of my mouth.”
Stephen swallowed. Something about Lincoln made him feel intimidated and he was thankful for the security glass separating them. Even with one arm, he knew the man could probably knock him into next week if he should so choose.
“So what can I do to help?” Stephen asked.
“Yes, I’m sorry about earlier. Anyone would think I’d lost my manners along with my arm.” He chuckled, a deep throaty sound that made the hairs on Stephen’s neck stand to attention. “Now that pretty young girlfriend of yours. What exactly did she say she saw when the accident occurred?”
Stephen licked his lips. “I told you. It’s stupid really. She said she saw a sort of phantom limb, you know, where you lost your arm.”
Lincoln nodded thoughtfully. “Perceptive.”
“Pardon,” Stephen said.
“Nothing. Just thinking aloud. Will she be coming back here soon?”
“Erm, no, I mean, why?”
“Oh nothing. I’ll meet her again before long. Anyway, I’ve got work to do.”
Chuckling, Lincoln walked away, the people gathered in the reception area parting before him and then swarming back into place after he passed them by.
Stephen preferred the one armed bodybuilder when he was browbeaten rather than upbeat, because with the positive change came something else, something sinister.
CHAPTER 6
Humans are a pitiful race, Malachi thought. Weak and ineffectual. They didn’t deserve to live.
Being forced to inhabit a human body to interact with the physical world sickened him, and although he knew people sensed his power as they stepped out of the way along the hospital corridor, it was little comfort. Fortunately, unlike Joanna Raines, they couldn’t see him for what he was.
He didn’t know how Joanna could see him, but she’d seen him infiltrate Lincoln’s body after the accident, and she could see him when he took possession, when Lincoln was asleep or unconscious. That made her a nuisance at best and a threat at worst. And the best thing to do was to infuse her with one of his brethren.
He would have done it the other night if she had been alone, but the opportunity didn’t present itself, and he didn’t want to jeopardise his plan. Besides, who would believe her? He wouldn’t have been bothered now if her pathetic boyfriend hadn’t come questioning Lincoln. Not that Lincoln could answer any questions as he didn’t know he was possessed.
Putting all thoughts of Joanna aside, he decided to concentrate on the more important task, that of bringing his brethren out of purgatory.
With his army alongside, one girl with the ability to see him for what he was wouldn’t matter, for soon the world would have a new master.
The demon smiled.
Little did those he passed along the corridor realise they stood on the brink of a new era, an era of fire and brimstone. He saw some of them stare at Lincoln’s missing limb, and then turn quickly away. Being saddled with a one armed human wouldn’t have been the demon’s first choice of host, but at the precise moment Lincoln lost the limb, he died, leaving an empty shell. That’s when Malachi gained access to his host. Unfortunately, Lincoln’s spirit returned, and they now had to share the same space. While Malachi was active when the human slept, the human was in control when its host was awake.
When in control of Lincoln, Malachi had use of all the man’s senses. He could sometimes feel the human’s consciousness, like a tickling sensation, and he despised the feeling.
“Excuse me, but you shouldn’t be out of bed.”
Malachi turned at the sound of the woman’s voice and saw the nurse that had entered the room earlier when Lincoln had his petulant fit. Despite Lincoln having no awareness of something else residing within his body, Malachi remained aware, even if he couldn’t react.
“I thought a little exercise might do me good,” Malachi said.
“You’ll have time enough to exercise when you’ve regained your strength.”
Malachi chuckled to himself. He’d never felt stronger. He flexed both Lincoln’s hand and his own black, scaly appendage that protruded from the stump of Lincoln’s shoulder. It looked strange seeing only his wraithlike arm, while the rest of him resided with the skin of a human, combining with muscles and corpuscles, synapse and nerves.
“Come along, get back to bed,” the nurse said.
Malachi stared at her brown eyes; wondered what they would taste like if he crunched through the retina, how sweet the vitreous humour as it dribbled down his throat. He salivated at the thought.
He glanced along the corridor, saw no one looking their way, and then motioned to the nurse.
She frowned. “What is it?”
“I need to show you something.” He pointed towards a storeroom door; could tell that she felt a little afraid in his presence as she held her ground, eyeing him suspiciously.
“What’s in there?”
“I’ll show you.” When the nurse didn’t move, he decided to play on her sensibilities. “I think he’s in trouble.”
“Who?”
“The boy in the storeroom.”
The nurse’s expression turned to one of concern and she stepped forwards and opened the storeroom door. As she stepped into the room, Malachi followed her inside.
“Where is he?”
Malachi grabbed her around the throat. The nurse struggled and kicked, Malachi maintained his hold, the stink of hairspray thick in his throat as he held her tight, his own superhuman strength combining with that of Lincoln’s enhanced physique. As he strangled her, he chanted ancient words, words that resounded with power. Even as he spoke them, he felt the air around him crackle, alive with the tongues of the ancient ones. His body felt like a tuning fork, its pitch giving darkness physical form.
As the nurse’s spirit fled, she slumped forwards. Her body went rigid, then her eyes snapped open and she sucked a breath, drawing oxygen back into her lungs.
Malachi released his grip and stepped back, allowing the nurse to stand. She cocked her head to the side, drew her shoulders back as though to relieve tired muscles, and then held her hands up to inspect them. She smiled.
“It’s good to be back,” she said with a wicked grin.
Although exhausted by the effort of transferring its brethren to the human host, the demon smiled. “Good doesn’t come close, Bethena.”
Malachi suddenly slumped, his power dwindling after the toll of performing the possession, allowing Lincoln’s consciousness to rise to the fore.
Malachi cringed – to think he was at the beck and call of a snivelling human.
Lincoln felt as though he had just woken from a deep sleep. He yawned and stared at the nurse in bewilderment; saw the wicked red mark around her throat. “Sorry, were you talking to me?” He glanced around the room. “And where are we? How did I get here?” He guessed it was a storeroom, the clean towels and sheets of which were stacked on shelves. The smell of washing powder tainted the air. The small confines of the room made him feel giddy, the walls appearing to close in, and he felt his pulse quicken.
The nurse glared at Lincoln with what he could only describe as malice.
“Malachi? Can you hear me?”
Lincoln frowned, turned and looked behind him to see who she was speaking to.
Seeing no one, he turned back to the nurse to see her staring at him, as though waiting for something to happen. “What?” Lincoln asked. He felt a chill slide down his spine and beads of sweat dotted his forehead as he fought to catch his breath. Pretending exasperation at the nurse’s lack of response, he turned, walked out of the room and headed back to his ward, trying to remain calm and not run.
He didn’t have a clue what was happening, or how he had found himself in the storeroom. Had he started sleepwalking?
The thought made him shudder. As if losing an arm wasn’t enough.
CHAPTER 7
Joanna stared at herself in the mirror. Black hair dishevelled after a sleepless night and her transplanted eye puffy, she looked a mess, but felt even worse.
As she stepped away from the mirror, her mobile phone rang and she crossed the room and picked it up. She squinted to read the name on the display. It was her mum.
“Hi,” she said.
“When are you going to come down to see us? You know how long it’s been?”
Joanna rolled her eyes. “Don’t you think I’ve got enough problems with my eyes?”
“I thought they were alright now.”
Joanna read between the lines. Her mum wasn’t the sort to enquire how she was. She circumvented the question, hoping that Joanna would fill in the blanks.
“Well my sight still isn’t right, and I’m not up to a long journey. You could always visit me.” She knew it wasn’t going to happen. Her mum had agoraphobia; hadn’t left the house for over six years, and relied on photographs of special events, such as Joanna’s graduation, to make her believe she was a part of it.
“You know I would…”
Joanna sighed. “I’ll come down as soon as I feel up to it. Promise.”
“Well don’t leave it too long. I miss seeing you.”
“Yes, I miss you too, mum.”
She spent the next fifteen minutes catching up with all the gossip that her mum gleaned from Joanna’s father, then she finished the call.
Just as she put her mobile down on the table, it rang again.
“Morning. I didn’t wake you, did I?” Stephen asked.
“No, I’ve been up a while. Mum rang so I’ve been chatting to her. What’s up?”
“I just thought I’d put your mind at rest. I went to the ward where Lincoln is and spoke to the staff nurse, and she said Lincoln hadn’t been anywhere yesterday.”
The mention of the man’s name made her stiffen. “And that’s supposed to put my mind at rest! How can they be sure?”
“Because he was sedated.”
“That doesn’t mean anything.”
“It means he was unconscious.”
Joanna exhaled slowly. “So I’m going mad then?”
“Of course not. You’re just, I don’t know, upset still.”
“Ah, the psychoanalysis again.”
“Look, Jo, if you feel there’s something wrong, make another appointment with the doctor. It’ll probably put your mind at rest if you just talk to him.”
“I dunno.”
“You’ve never met my aunt Vera. Now
You wouldn’t say that if you’d seen what I have, she thought.
Luckily, she’d managed to arrange an appointment at the hospital for the next morning. She wasn’t convinced that it would help, but she couldn’t think of anything else to do. As she waited outside the doctor’s room, she tried to think of how she should broach the subject. Should she just come straight out and say what she’d seen? Or should she ask him whether it’s possible that the operation might cause her to see aberrations? Whichever way she said it, it sounded the same. She was seeing things that couldn’t be real.
Before long, she found herself sat before the doctor, twiddling her thumbs and staring at the knickknacks on his desk: pens, stapler, notebook, tape recorder, toy dalek, a framed picture of two small children.
“So Miss Raines, how can I help you this time?”
She licked her lips. “I guess I’m seeing things.”
“I’m sorry, you’ll have to speak up.”
Joanna sat up straight and looked at the doctor. “I think I’m seeing things. Well, I don’t think, I
“Seeing things. What sort of things?”
“Erm, shadows I guess.”
The doctor wrinkled his brow. “And are they visible all the time, these… shadows?”
“No, not all the time.”
“So when did you first notice them?”
She explained about the accident at the train station.
The doctor leaned back in his leather chair and tapped a pen against his teeth. “And since then, when you’ve seen the man who lost his arm, you think you see him with two arms.”
“One arm and a sort of what I guess you’d call a shadow arm really.”
“Is it just an arm you think you see?”
“Well no, it’s like he’s… I don’t know, surrounded by shadows, like a what do you call it, corona. That’s it, a dark corona.” Saying it aloud made her feel stupid and she looked back at her hands in her lap.
“I see.”
Joanna wished she did, or to be more precise, that she didn’t.
“You never see the shadows at any other time?”
“No, never.”
The doctor was about to respond when a knock at the door interrupted him.
“Come in.”
Joanna looked up as a red-haired nurse with stocky legs walked into the room.
“Doctor Hazleton…” the nurse said.
Joanna stared wide-eyed at the black shadow surrounding the nurse. Her jaw dropped, tongue glued to the bottom of her mouth. Although unable to see the nurse clearly, she could see the shadow around her.
“Miss Raines, are you alright?” the doctor asked.
“Do you see it?” Joanna asked.
“See what?”
“The shadow.”
“You’re seeing it now?”
“It’s all around her.”
The nurse stared at Joanna, and despite her impaired vision, Joanna saw the woman’s eyes. Completely black. Darker even than the corona. Evil.
“Miss Raines. Joanna. Look at me,” the doctor said.
Although scared to look away, Joanna turned to face the doctor – could feel those black, evil eyes still staring at her.
“Whatever you’re seeing, it’s not real. I’ll need to run some tests, but I can assure you that there are no shadows around the nurse.”
Joanna swallowed to moisten her throat. “Then I’m going mad.”
“Absolutely not. It could be any number of things.”
“Or it could be that I’m right.”
The doctor exhaled through his mouth, making his lips vibrate with a machine gun rattle. “We’ll get to the bottom of it. I promise. It’s common for a transplant recipient to have astigmatism and other irregularities with their vision as a result of the surgery. Don’t worry. Just make an appointment with the receptionist on your way out.”
“But why don’t I see the shadows all the time? Why don’t I see them on you?”
“I don’t know, but like I said, we’ll get to the bottom of it.”
Realising she wasn’t going to get any answers from the doctor, Joanna stood and made her way towards the door, making sure that she didn’t look at the nurse on the way out.
Once outside the room, she sighed and looked at her hands, which were shaking.
The overhead fluorescent lights hurt her eyes, and the one with the corneal transplant watered, so she leaned against the wall and closed her eyes to rest them. She knew stress made her vision worse, and she was up to her neck in stress now, resulting in what she called the foggies, making visibility through the Fuchs’ eye virtually impossible.
Despite the doctor’s words of encouragement, she didn’t feel reassured. Whatever the problem was, she felt it went much deeper.
The loss of vision had been so gradual that she hadn’t even realised she had a problem until she ran a red light and almost collided with a lorry. That had been the wake up call she needed. Before that, she assumed the fuzziness was dirty windscreens, scratched lenses on the cameras and any other number of excuses to divert attention from her own failing sight. Before the transplant, she had mistaken shadows for actual objects (had once mistaken a shadow in the road for a person and had shouted at them to get out of the way before they were run over), but this, this was different. Now she was seeing shadows where there shouldn’t be any.
But it wasn’t just the shadows. It was the feeling that went with them. The feeling of something… malignant. She just couldn’t explain it.
Compelled by the need to return home to rest, she opened her eyes and made her way along the corridor. The sight through her Fuchs’ eye was now like trying to see through Vaseline smeared eyeglasses, making her rely on her transplanted cornea, which wasn’t much better at the moment.
People passing by looked more blurry by the second, ethereal, as though viewed through a heat haze. The effect induced a headache that throbbed at her temples.
Joanna now knew how Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz felt: There’s no place like home – only she would add, ‘and the sooner, the better’.
“Miss Raines!”
Joanna saw a misshapen figure approaching. Despite her sight, she recognised the lumbering behemoth by the voice alone: Lincoln Parker.
Terror infiltrated every pore of her body. Joanna didn’t know why, but she had to get away. Without waiting to see whether shadows enveloped the man, she ran, ignoring the shouts and curses of those she bumped into in her haste to flee.
There’s no place like…
CHAPTER 8
Home.
Joanna pushed the bolt across and leaned against her front door. Perspiration coated her body, making her feel uncomfortable; her clothes a portable sweatbox. She peeled her t-shirt away from her skin and wafted the material.
She didn’t know what was going on anymore, and had progressed past the point of thinking she was crazy, to knowing she was. No reassurances to the contrary could convince her otherwise. People didn’t harbour shadow forms. They just didn’t.
But why weren’t they visible all the time? And why didn’t everyone have them?
It didn’t make any sense.
Needing both a change of clothes and some ointment for her eye, she stood up straight to walk towards the bedroom when someone knocked on the door.
Joanna’s heart leapt into her throat and her blood ran cold. She backed away from the door, heart beating fast. Even this was crazy, because she didn’t know what she was afraid of, but she couldn’t get the notion out of her head that Lincoln had followed her home for some reason.
“Jo, you in there? Wakey, wakey, rise and shine.”
All at once, Joanna’s fears subsided and she relaxed a little. She undid the lock and opened the door.
“Nina, am I glad to see you,” she said, although ‘see’ wasn’t the optimum word as her vision had deteriorated to the point where she couldn’t see anything clearly any more.
“You’ll never guess what I’ve hea - Jo, you look dreadful,” Nina said as she entered the room.
“Well you know how to cheer someone up.” Joanna forced a smile. Nina had been her best friend through university where they shared a room in the halls of residence. They had gelled straight away, having similar interests and styles, and once they started talking, it took a lot to shut them up. “Just give me a minute. I’ve got to get some drops in before my eyeballs explode.”
“You need a hand?”
“No, I’m fine. You just put the kettle on. I’ve only just gotten in myself.” Nina walked across the room, and Joanna locked the door.
“You expecting me to try and make a break for it?” Nina asked.
“No, it’s… It’s a long story.”
“I’m all ears.”
“Just give me a minute.”
Joanna made her way to the bathroom where she kept all her medicines. For the transplanted cornea, she had antibiotic eye drops to prevent infection and steroid eye drops to control inflammation and prevent transplant rejection. And for the Fuchs’ eye, Muro ointment that drew moisture out of the cornea, decreasing swelling, but which burnt like a bitch for a while.
After administering the drops, she waited for her eyes to stop burning, and then still blinking, returned to the living room where Nina sat nursing a cup of tea.
“Yours‘ll be cold by now,” Nina said.
“The way you make a brew, it’s probably better cold. Scaring it with a teabag doesn’t a cup of tea make.”
Nina patted the two-seater settee beside her and Joanna sat down.
“I’ll ignore that. Now are you going to tell me what’s up?”
Joanna gulped her tea, took a moment to gather her thoughts, then told her friend everything that had happened. When she finished, she lowered her head and gazed at the black and white rug on the threadbare carpet to hide her embarrassment.
Nina put her arm around Joanna’s shoulder. “Hey, don’t worry. You’re the sanest person I know.”
Joanna couldn’t help but smile. “That says a lot coming from someone who thought McFly was something you ordered from McDonald’s.”
“Well excuse me. I can’t help it if I’m not into pop rock.”
“Yes, but you didn’t have to go up to the counter and ask for one.” Joanna laughed.
“I wouldn’t have if certain people didn’t ask me to.”
“I couldn’t resist.”
“Hmm. Talk about keeping your friends close but your enemies closer.”
Tears of laughter rolled down Joanna’s cheeks.
“Well I’m glad to see that my former humiliation has cheered you up,” she said in mock indignation. “Now like I said, you’re the sanest person I know.”
“Thanks. I feel a lot better now.” And in a way, she did, laughter the perfect cure for her malaise.
“At the end of the day, it’s going to be something perfectly rational.”
“I guess you’re right.”
“Great, I’m glad we’ve got that sorted.”
Before Joanna could reply, Nina’s mobile phone rang with a thumping dance tune that had Nina playing at an imaginary mixing desk with her hands before she withdrew the phone from her bag.
“Maxine, what’s up?” She chewed her lip; nodded her head. “No problem. Be there in twenty.” After disconnecting the call, she turned to Joanna. “Sorry babe, got to shoot through. Max wants some help with her wedding plans. God knows why she’s going through with it. That arsehole Ricky sleeps around more than a prostitute.”
“I guess it’s her life, but there’s no way I’d put up with it.”
“Tell me about it. It’s not as if he’s even that good looking.”
“Perhaps she likes slap heads with potbellies.”
Both girls laughed.
“Seriously though Jo, you’ve got nothing to worry about. At least you’re not marrying Ricky. If you ask me, it’s Max who needs her head looked at.”
Joanna laughed again and then stood to walk Nina to the door.
“You get worried about anything, just give me a call,” Nina said before giving Jo a hug.
Joanna watched Nina walk along the hallway and then she shut the door and turned back to face the small room. Talking to Nina had made her feel a whole lot better and with the help of the eye drops, even her eyesight was now improving, which made everything feel less oppressive.
She walked over to the window and looked out. Multiple beams of light radiated from behind a cloud, creating a stroboscopic effect. Down below, she saw the blurred image of Nina exit the building and start walking along the pavement towards her pride and joy, a black Peugeot 206 parked in a space in the parking area.
Two figures walked towards Nina from the corner of the block. Unable to see clearly, Joanna closed her Fuchs’ eye to improve her vision, and opened her mouth in shock when she recognised Lincoln and the nurse from the hospital. The blackness surrounded both figures, as though someone had drawn around them with a black marker pen.
Next minute, she saw the nurse approach Nina, talking as she went.
Panicked, Joanna screamed and banged on the window. The glass shook in the frame and Nina turned and looked back. She didn’t know what was going on, or what the threat was, but before Joanna could shout a warning, the nurse grabbed Nina around the throat.
Joanna’s eyes almost popped out of her head, and she froze. Nina kicked and bucked, but the nurse maintained her hold, then with supernatural strength, she twisted Nina’s head until her neck snapped.
Lincoln approached and took hold of the limp body with his single arm. Joanna saw his lips moving and she mouthed a silent ‘no’ and shook her head in terror as Nina jerked upright, her body encircled by the same evil black corona that surrounded Lincoln and the nurse.
Lincoln released Nina and she stood erect.
Shocked, Joanna fell back from the window, watched as the trio turned to stare up at her. Then without a word between them, they headed towards the apartment block.
CHAPTER 9
Joanna knew she had to run.
The nurse had just killed Nina. Snapped her neck like a twig. Then whatever Lincoln put inside Nina, it brought her back to life.
As her Fuchs’ eye made her sight blurrier, Joanna kept it closed. She ran across the room, tore open the door and fled along the short corridor.
She knocked at the first door she came to, that of her neighbour, Charlie Cook. When no one answered, she shouted his name and banged her fist against the wood, but when no one replied, she didn’t wait around.
As she ran, her footfalls echoed after her, making it sound as though someone gave chase. With her pursuers coming through the front door, she turned right and headed towards the back door, which she only used when taking rubbish out to the communal wheelie bin.
She snapped the deadbolt across, pulled the door open and ran outside. A chill breeze blew around the confined space, chasing scraps of paper. Apartment blocks surrounded the area, the windows of which sat in darkness; Joanna headed towards the gate leading to the alley.
Her heart thundered in her chest and she felt sick with fear. Screaming would draw attention to her, but it would also alert Lincoln and the others to her whereabouts so she stayed quiet.
She didn’t understand any of this. Jesus. What the fuck was going on? God, Nina, what have they done to you?
Keeping one eye closed and the other open, she scurried along the alley, heading towards the rectangle of light at the end. As soon as she evaded her pursuers, she was going to the police station. Whatever the hell was going on, they could deal with it.
Running made her eye hurt, but she couldn’t stop. No amount of pain would make her stop. Unused to physical exertion, her calves and thighs throbbed and she felt a fire in her lungs that she tried to ignore, her only aim to get away.
At the end of the alley, she came out into the backstreet that ran between buildings, an area littered with discarded furniture that made it appear houses had been turned inside out. An old settee sat against the wall, the foam interior protruding from slashed cushions. Next to this, a stained mattress leaned against the wall. Further along, a broken stool and a kitchen unit lay smashed in the gutter. Old newspapers had turned into mulch on the pavement, part of the contents from torn rubbish bags that lay scattered like gutted visceral organs.
Joanna slowed her pace in case she slipped on the jetsam of humanity. She hated the back of the apartment blocks. It was where gangs of youths gathered at night, the druggies and dispossessed with nowhere else to go. The broken bottles, squashed beer cans and discarded needles bore testament to their presence, but the one time she wanted to see someone loitering around, the alley appeared empty.
Up ahead she saw a mangy dog sniffing the contents of a black bin bag. At the sound of her approach, the dog stopped and stared at her. It looked like a cross breed, part Alsatian, part Doberman, part Irish Wolfhound, something put together by a demented scientist intent on creating a hybrid monster.
She heard a soft growl emanate from the back of the dog’s throat. Hackles up, its teeth materialised and it readjusted its position, ready to pounce.
I don’t need this shit, Joanna thought.
She stopped, crouched down and snatched up a wooden leg from the broken stool, the jagged end of which resembled a stake.
Holding the impromptu weapon made her feel a little more secure. If the dog attacked, at least she could put up a good fight.
She edged forwards, holding the piece of wood like a sword. “Good doggy. Now piss off.”
She swung the chair leg, trying to shoo the dog away, but the canine, which stood as tall as her waist, crouched down, its teeth the tips of icebergs. Drool dripped from its maw as though it salivated at the thought of taking a chunk out of her leg.
Then it took a cautious step forwards, and then another as though stalking her, its eyes dark pits.
As the dog drew closer, she noticed its fur was dirty and a crisscross of battle scars marred its face, adding to the effect of it being like Frankenstein’s monster.
Joanna swung the chair leg, which swished as it swept through the air, but the dog seemed unimpressed.
“Get away,” she said, unable to stop the tremor in her voice.
The dog barked once, a deep, guttural sound that echoed between the buildings.
Joanna jumped at the sound. She’d never liked dogs, always too afraid their predatory, hunting roots would overpower any domesticity that mankind had instilled. The dog before her was living proof of how easily they could revert to what nature intended them to be. Man had turned them into wolves in sheep’s clothing.
Mouth dry and legs shaking, she backed away.
The dog followed. Powerful, sinewy body approaching one slow, measured step at a time.
Joanna swung the chair leg again, trying to ward the beast off, and the dog stopped advancing. It stood up straight, tail disappearing between its legs and ears pressed flat to its skull. By the position of its head, she could tell the dog was no longer looking at her, but beyond her. The low growl turned into a whimper and before she knew it, the beast turned tail and ran.
Joanna spun around and saw Nina approaching along the alley. The dark corona surrounded her body, obviously something to do with what Lincoln had done. Even from a distance, Joanna sensed the malice radiating from her old friend and a shudder ran through her body.
“Nina,” she said. “Is that you?”
Her friend grinned, but the expression lacked any kind of warmth. Instead, it looked savage, inhuman.
Goosebumps erupted along Joanna’s arms. She took a step back, almost stumbled. “What have they done to you?” she asked.
“They’ve released me,” Nina replied, although it no longer sounded like Nina, the timbre of her voice deeper and more menacing.
“I don’t understand.”
“And you never will.” With that, she ran towards Joanna. “She’s here,” she shouted.
Joanna turned and fled. Although her legs and calves still ached, fear gave her the strength to continue. She dodged the discarded furniture and overturned wheelie bins; each excessive movement made her eyeball feel about to explode, but she couldn’t stop. She had to get away.
At her rear, she heard Nina in pursuit, the sound of her footfalls growing closer, increasing the panic coursing through Joanna’s body.
She felt as though trapped in a waking nightmare. Things like this – whatever the hell it was – didn’t happen in real life.
At the end of the backstreet, she saw vehicles driving along the main road. Saw people walking by. No longer necessary to remain quiet, Joanna screamed and shouted.
She burst out onto the main road, sweat coursing down her face. Shoppers traipsing between the rows of shops steered clear, avoiding her gaze, as though not wanting Joanna’s nightmare to invade their reality.
“Help me,” she screamed.
A bald old man sitting at the bus shelter opposite looked up from his newspaper. “Are you alright?” he shouted.
Joanna didn’t know what to say. Didn’t know how to explain something that defied explanation. She opened both eyes, the scene losing any semblance of focus as the vision from both eyes combined.
“There’s someone after me,” she shouted back.
Before the man had a chance to respond, Joanna felt a hand grab her shoulder, sharp nails digging into her flesh, almost burning. She turned, looked straight into Nina’s black eyes.
“It’s okay,” Nina said to the man, holding up her free hand in a placating manner. “We’ve just had a little argument. You know what it’s like.”
The man nodded.
“No, you’ve got to help me,” Joanna screamed. She tried to pull free of Nina, but her friend seemed unnaturally strong, her grip that of an iron shackle. She felt certain that Nina would rupture her shoulder if she squeezed much harder.
“Come with me, now,” Nina hissed in Joanna’s ear.
Acting more out of instinct than sense, Joanna spun around, swinging the chair leg. She heard and felt the wood strike Nina’s head, sending a shaft of pain reverberating along her arm. Although feeling instantly guilty about hitting her friend, Nina didn’t bat an eyelid, the attack as insubstantial as a fly landing on her cheek.
Fear replaced Joanna’s guilt. Nina squeezed harder; started to pull Joanna towards the backstreet.
Unable to combat her friend’s unnatural strength, Joanna twisted and pulled, grimacing, teeth bared, called upon every ounce of muscle, but it was useless. She might as well have been a baby squirming in its mother’s arms for all the good it did.
She gripped the chair leg in both hands, twisted her body, scrambling to use her feet as brakes.
Nina pulled harder, snaked her other arm around Joanna’s neck. Unable to save herself, Joanna lost her balance and fell. Nina fell with her, landing heavily on Joanna’s stomach and forcing the wind from her lungs.
Panting for air, Joanna released the chair leg and rolled Nina aside. She got to her feet, breathing heavily.
Before she had time to regain her composure, she heard someone scream. Above the cacophony, someone else shouted something unintelligible.
Confused and breathless, Joanna put her hands to her sides and leaned over to catch her breath… and saw the chair leg protruding from Nina’s stomach, her body surrounded by a growing pool of blood.
CHAPTER 10
Lincoln jerked awake. In the distance, he heard a scream followed by shouting. When he realised that he was standing upright in a strange corridor, with no recollection of how he got there, confusion reigned supreme. It was like the storeroom all over again.
He blinked and went to rub his eyes, felt the hand move through the air, but didn’t feel any of the relief the movement should have elicited as he rubbed at his face. That’s when he realised that he had tried to use his missing hand. The nerve endings still somehow received signals from his brain and went through the motions of following out the command to the extent that it still felt as though his arm was attached.
With an inward groan, he rubbed at his eyes with his other hand. When he looked down, he saw that he was dressed in a grey jumper, the armless sleeve of which hung limp like a balloon devoid of air. The sight made him scrunch his face up in anger; made him feel impotent. Now a cripple, no way would he ever wear the usual vest tops that he favoured before the accident to show off his physique. Only freaks and sick fucks would want to look at a grotesque lump of scar tissue.
He stared along the corridor, rubbing his cheek as he tried to fathom how he’d arrived where he was. It didn’t make any sense. The last thing he remembered was being in the hospital.
The narrow walls of the corridor seemed to contract, making Lincoln feel sick. He took a deep breath, willed his heart to cease its frenetic war beat. Sweat beaded his forehead. He tried to swallow but it felt as though a lump had lodged in his throat.
Despite positive affirmations, he still felt out of kilter.
“Where’d she go?”
Lincoln turned at the sound of the voice and saw the nurse that he had seen when he had his last bout of memory loss.
Lincoln shook his head. “What’s going on? Where am I?”
The nurse peered at him quizzically. “You’ve lost control then.”
“Lost control of what?”
“I wasn’t talking to you,” the nurse snapped, making Lincoln step back in shock.
“Of course you’re talking to me. There’s no one else here.” He lifted his arm to indicate the empty corridor.
The nurse snorted loudly. “If you can’t keep control of a mere human, how do you expect to control the army?”
Lincoln frowned. “I don’t understand.”
The nurse continued unperturbed. “Perhaps I should take charge. The legions respect me.”
“You’re talking crazy.”
“Perhaps I should just kill your vessel.” The nurse advanced towards him.
Lincoln backed into the wall. He didn’t know why he felt so afraid – it was only a nurse, albeit a butch one, but there was something unwholesome about her.
“Yes, perhaps we should find another way,” the nurse said, her face a vicious mask.
“Another way to what? You’re not making any sense.” Lincoln’s heart felt as though subjected to running a marathon. It thumped within his chest. His fingers tingled. As the nurse drew closer, he felt a wave of heat that made him feel faint.
Whatever the hell was going on, Lincoln didn’t want any part of it. About to turn and walk away, he saw the nurse lunge for him, and instead of walking, he ran.
Despite still feeling weak from the loss of blood after the accident, terror drove him on. Unsure where he was, or where he was going, he headed along the corridor. Closed doors on both sides with numbers attached gave him the impression that he was in an apartment block of some sort.
At the end of the corridor, he fled down a flight of stairs, almost falling in his haste. The smell of piss lingered in the stairway, and graffiti marred the walls, love’s young dream spelled out with permanent black marker.
Up ahead he saw grimy glass doors leading outside, and he ran towards them, grabbed the handle, pushed and tumbled out into the street. He noticed a crowd of people gathered outside a shop, and headed towards them, seeking safety within their presence. Behind him, he heard the doors slam open and he looked back to see the nurse exit the building.
Returning his attention to the crowd, he made his way towards them and shuffled through to see a young girl lying on the pavement. A piece of wood protruded from her stomach and a blanket of blood circled her body.
Lincoln cringed.
In the distance, he heard a siren.
“I tell you, she just stabbed her in cold blood,” a middle-aged woman said to the police officer taking notes.
“I saw the whole thing,” a bald old man said, shaking his head. “They were arguing-”
“How do you know?”
“That dead girl said so after I asked the other girl, the one who ran away, if she was okay – she shouted for help, you see. Anyway, then the girl who ran away, she hit that dead girl on the head with that piece of wood. Next thing you know, they were fighting and, well, that’s how it ended up. Damn shame. What’s the world coming to?”
“Could you describe the girl who ran away?” the police officer asked.
“Sure,” the old man said. “She had short black hair, not too tall, about five and a bit – reminded me of someone on the telly.” He chewed his lip as though ruminating. “It’ll come to me eventually. Now where was I, oh yes, five and a bit, dressed like a modern-day hippy.”
“Did you hear what they were arguing about?”
“No, I was sitting waiting for my bus, over there. Missed the blasted thing now. Her indoors will give me what for if I’m not back soon.”
“Did anyone hear what they were arguing about?” the officer asked.
A few people shook their heads.
“I remember now,” the old man said. “She reminded me of that girl from that pirate film. What was it called?” He scrunched his face as he tried to think.
“Long John Silver,” someone said.
“Treasure Island?”
“Moby Dick.”
“That’s not a pirate film,” a man snapped.
“No, a new film,” the old man replied.
“Pirates of the Caribbean,” a teenage boy shouted.
“That’s the one. Now what was her name, the girl in it. Skinny girl, but pretty.”
“Keira Knightley,” the same boy said.
“Yes, that’s who she reminded me of, Keira Knightley, but with a few extra pounds and more, you know, up top.”
The police officer continued to make notes.
Up ahead, a bus approached and stopped at the bus stop. Lincoln weaved through the crowd and jumped aboard.
“Where to?” the driver asked.
Lincoln had a moment of panic. “Where do you go?”
The driver frowned. “Town circular.”
“Anywhere near Temple Hospital?”
The driver nodded.
“Hospital then.”
The driver told him the price, and Lincoln had another moment of panic when he didn’t know whether he had any money on him. He slipped his hand in his pocket and pulled out some change that he dropped into the receptacle.
The driver issued him with a ticket, and the doors slid shut behind Lincoln. He turned, looked outside and saw the nurse looking up at him, then the bus pulled away from the kerb, causing Lincoln to grab the support pole to stop himself from falling.
He needed to get back to the hospital and talk to a doctor to get to the bottom of what the hell was happening, because after losing an arm, the last thing he wanted was to go fuckin’ crazy as well.
CHAPTER 11
Joanna shook uncontrollably. She had just killed her best friend. Tears coursed down her cheeks and she put her face in her hands and sobbed.
She couldn’t understand how it happened. What had Lincoln done to Nina? What had
Panicked by the screams and shouts of the shoppers, she had run; now she didn’t know whether she should have stayed - running away made her seem guilty of something, which she wasn’t, at least not entirely. It was an accident. She would tell them that. Tell them that it wasn’t Nina she killed. At least she didn’t think it was – didn’t actually know who or what it was to be honest.
A siren blared in the distance, making her cringe. Were they looking for her? Should she turn herself in?
Of course they’re looking for me, she admonished herself. I’ve just killed someone.
Even the thought made her shudder. There had been so much blood.
But if she turned herself in and said it was an accident, they’d be lenient, wouldn’t they?
She ran through it in her head. But whichever way she looked at it, they weren’t going to believe her. Her friend wasn’t really her friend at the time she killed her, because she was already dead, having been killed by someone else. Someone who then brought her back to life, and now wanted to kill Joanna. Well, they would lock her up in a padded cell and throw away the key.
She couldn’t believe she had found herself in this mess.
She wiped away her tears, didn’t know what to do next.
If she went home, the police might be waiting for her. But they didn’t know who she was, at least not yet. And of course, Lincoln might still be there, which was another reason she couldn’t return.
The alley she crouched in was behind an Indian restaurant, the aroma from which made her stomach grumble. The bins reeked of curry and spices. She looked up. Fat oozed from a fan on the wall, as though the building was undergoing liposuction, which tempered the grumble in her stomach.
The tears soothed her eyes a little, but she needed her drops, which were back at the apartment, but no way was she going back there.
It wouldn’t be long before the witnesses issued the police with her description, and then when an artist stepped in, they would have a representation to work with, and as soon as they showed it around the area, people would recognise her and that would be it.
No, before that happened she needed some proof, needed to discover what Lincoln was up to, and fast.
Cars circled the hospital car park like sharks as they searched for a space. Joanna ran between them and made her way towards the A & E reception.
She saw Stephen sitting behind the desk, trying to placate an irate man with blood gushing from a cut on his arm.
When he saw Joanna, he frowned and spoke to a colleague who took over his seat before he stepped out to join her.
“Jo, what’s up? You look terrible.”
“Thanks.”
“No, seriously, what’s happened?”
She didn’t know how much to reveal, as he would undoubtedly freak out if she admitted that she had just killed someone. And not just anyone. Nina. Tears filled her eyes.
“Jo!” He put an arm around her shoulder and guided her along the corridor to a small room decorated in pale yellow with a drinks machine that dispensed tea and coffee, comfortable looking chairs and a table.
“This is the new bereavement room,” Stephen said, filling the silence.
Joanna shook her head, unable to believe the aptness of where he’d brought her. She sat in the chair, which felt as comfortable as it looked – she could go to sleep, hoping that when she awoke the nightmare wouldn’t be real.
“Your eyes look sore. Have you been using your drops?”
“I need some more. But forget that for now. We need to talk.”
“This sounds serious. Would you like a drink first?”
Joanna nodded. “Coffee. Black.”
“That’s not your usual.”
“No, but I need something strong.”
Stephen walked across to the machine and poured two drinks before walking back and sitting down in the chair next to Joanna.
“So what is it?” he asked as he passed the drink across.
Joanna took a sip of the steaming beverage. It tasted bitter and burned her throat, but she didn’t care. Suddenly cold, she closed her palms around the cup to receive some of the warmth.
Stephen stared at her as he waited for a reply.
She peered at her drink, looking for inspiration. The reflection of the fluorescent light above wavered on the surface. Through her Fuchs’ eye, the light became a glare and she looked away.
“It’s nothing really,” she said.
“It doesn’t look like nothing.”
“Well, when I say nothing, I mean it’s not much.” She took another sip of her drink. Outside the room, she heard people walking by and for a moment, she was worried that one of them would open the door, and it would be Lincoln or the nurse. “I’m still having those visions, you know, the shadow thing.”
“I thought you’d seen the doctor.”
“I did. He said it’s probably astigmatism as a result of the surgery.”
“Well there you go then. There’s nothing to worry about.”
“I guess. It’s just… it would make me feel better, you know, if I knew a little something about that man who lost his arm, Lincoln.”
Stephen sat up straight. “Like what?”
“I don’t know, where he lives and stuff.”
“Oh, I get it. You fancy him. What do you take me for? You really expect me to help set my girlfriend up with another man!” He jumped to his feet and shook his head. “I really thought we had something.”
“Jesus, Stephen, we do. What do you take me for? It’s nothing like that, honest. How can you even think it? I just think that if I got to know a bit about him, then I wouldn’t imagine all these things. It’s like that old saying about knowing your enemy.”
Stephen folded his arms across his chest. “And you came to me because?”
“You have access to hospital records.”
“Great, so you not only want me to set you up with another man, you want me to steal his details to do it.”
Joanna stood up and wrapped her arms around Stephen. He remained rigid within her embrace.
“You’ve got it all wrong. I love you. I just want to get these visions out of my head.”
Stephen bristled. “Back up a step. What did you say?”
“That I want to get these visions out of my head.”
“Before that.”
Joanna felt herself blush. “That I love you.”
“You’re not just saying that?”
“Of course not.”
“I’ve felt like that for a while too… I just didn’t want to say anything in case you didn’t feel the same and I scared you off.” He relaxed, circled his arms around her and kissed the top of her head.
Joanna raised her face, letting their lips meet. She felt safe within Stephen’s embrace.
“You really think it’ll help?” he asked after they separated.
“I just thought it was worth trying to get back to normal.”
“Normal! You? Never.” He laughed.
Joanna forced a smile. She felt anything but jovial, and she hated lying to Stephen. The love part was true. She’d never realised it before now. But the reason for obtaining Lincoln’s details was a lie. She needed to find where he lived. Needed to see if she could find out what was going on.
“So you’ll do it?” she asked.
“I’m taking a big risk if I do this – I could lose my job.”
“I know. Honestly, I wouldn’t ask if I didn’t think it would help.”
Stephen left Joanna in the bereavement room and made his way back to the A & E reception. He felt nervous. Accessing patients private records could get him fired, and he still wasn’t sure it would help. But the knowledge that Joanna loved him brought a grin to his face, subduing the negative thoughts.
Besides, she wasn’t going to fancy a one-armed man. That was just ridiculous, wasn’t it? Unless of course having seen the accident she had developed an affinity with him.
Now he knew he was being daft. Joanna loved him. That’s all he needed to know.
But of course she would say that if she was trying to get him to do something for her. Women were like that. They would say anything to get what they wanted.
Before he could continue the internal debate, he arrived at the reception and pressed the code to enter.
“Glad to see you’ve decided to come back,” Clair Davis said from the front desk. “I’m supposed to be on a break.”
“Just give me two minutes,” Stephen said, giving her his best smile.
Clair turned back to the queue of walking wounded. “You owe me.”
Stephen logged onto the computer in the corner of the room and entered his password. Just as he pulled up Lincoln Parker’s file, he heard Clair shouting his name and he looked across the room to see two police officers stood on the other side of the security screen.
“They say they want a word with you,” Clair said.
Stephen’s heart leapt into his throat. They know, he thought. Godammit, they know I’ve accessed private files. His palms went sweaty and his legs melted beneath him. He wished the ground would open and swallow him whole.
He quickly logged out of the system, trying his best to hide what he’d been doing. He always suspected that the hospital monitored its employee’s computer use. Now he felt the prompt arrival of the police at the scene of the crime vindicated his assumption.
They were going to arrest him. He just knew it.
Legs shaking, he stood up and walked across the room. His mouth felt dry, tongue a lump of rock in a desert. He considered multiple excuses.
“Stephen Cook?” the youngest looking officer asked.
Stephen nodded his head, which made him feel giddy.
“We’d like to ask you a few questions if that’s alright.”
“Questions about what?” Stephen struggled to swallow.
“If we could just go somewhere a little more private.”
God, they’re going to arrest me. “Erm, yes, sure.” He unlocked the door and the officers walked into the office. “There’s a room over here.”
Stephen led the way, willing his legs not to give out. Once inside the office, he shut the door and sank into a chair, his mind a whirl of excuses and lies.
The older police officer flipped through some notes before looking down at Stephen. “We believe you know a Miss Joanna Raines.”
They even know who wants the files, he thought, nodding in response to the question.
“Have you seen her today?”
He pulled his tongue in. “No, no, not today. Why, what’s this about?”
The young officer exhaled loudly. “Do you know a Nina Ansell?”
The question threw him off track. “Jo’s friend, sure. Why?”
“She was murdered earlier today, and we’d like to ask Miss Raines a few questions.”
“God, no. Nina? Dead? That’s awful.” He shook his head. “What do you need to ask Jo?” Despite the awful ramifications, he couldn’t help feeling relieved that they hadn’t come to arrest him.
The officers glanced at one another. “Someone matching Miss Raines’ description was seen at the scene of the incident.”
“Jo, at the scene. She didn’t say anything.”
“Then you have seen her.”
Stephen closed his eyes for an instant when he realised what he’d said. “No, I mean, yes, she came to the hospital.”
“And is she still here?”
Stephen hesitated. Jo, at the scene of the crime. It didn’t make any sense. “What was she doing there?”
“That’s what we’d like to ask her. Now is she still here.” He paused. “You do realise it’s an offence to harbour a suspect.”
“Suspect! You don’t mean…”
“Mr. Cook, is she here or not?”
Stephen took a deep breath, then shook his head. “No, she left a short while before you arrived.”
The officers looked at one another, and he could tell by their expressions that they didn’t believe him. They’re going to book me with perverting the course of justice next, he thought.
“Do you know where she might have gone?” the older officer asked.
Stephen shook his head.
After a moment, the youngest officer passed Stephen a card. “If you should hear from her, contact us immediately. Do you understand?”
Stephen nodded and watched the police officers walk away.
What the hell was Joanna involved with? Stephen waited until the police left, then he stood and hurried across the room.
“Hey, now where are you going?” Clair shouted.
Stephen didn’t reply. He exited and hurried to the bereavement room, eager to question Joanna, only to find her gone.
CHAPTER 12
Joanna hurried along the corridor, getting as far away from A & E as she could. She had only followed Stephen because she felt nervous sitting in the room on her own… and was terrified when she saw the police questioning him. How had they found her so fast?
Everything seemed to be going wrong, in spectacular style.
She walked with her head bowed, hoping no one spotted her. How could she explain something that she didn’t understand herself?
Unsure where she was headed, she just wanted to find somewhere to hide and think, though god knows, she’d done enough of that already without any answers.
At a junction, she stared left, then right, her eyes going wide when she saw Lincoln. Even though he had his back to her, she still recognised him. If the missing limb didn’t give it away, the shadowy corona did.
She watched him walk away; knew that if she was ever to get to the bottom of this, she had to follow him.
Trailing in his wake, each step she took felt leaden. Every bone in her body seemed to ache, and her subconscious screamed at her to turn around and run. But she couldn’t. Nina had died because of her, and if she wanted to prove her innocence, she needed cold, hard facts.
Finding herself in a quiet section of the hospital, she watched Lincoln open a door and disappear through. When she reached the door, she found the word ‘basement’ stencilled on it. After checking that no one was around, she pressed her ear to the wood, listening for any sounds, then satisfied that the coast was clear, and ignoring the ‘private’ sign, she opened the door and descended the small flight of steps into a long corridor.
Pipes and conduits lined the ceiling, along with a series of metal-shaded light bulbs. Thicker pipes ran along the unpainted brick walls. The air smelled damp, and in the distance, something hummed with electrical discord.
Her footfalls echoed from the walls, offering surreal accompaniment, somehow accentuating how alone she felt.
Who could she turn to now? Where could she go?
She heard what sounded like gushing steam up ahead, and then she heard a babble of voices.
Joanna froze in her tracks. She cocked her head to listen, but couldn’t make out the conversation as she was too far away and the sound of steam and electrical discord masked the words.
Her heart pounded. If Lincoln found her here, she wouldn’t be able to escape.
She began to shake uncontrollably. What was he doing down here? And who was he talking to?
Common sense told her to flee, but she knew that if she did, then she might never get to the bottom of all this.
Swallowing the lump in her throat, she tiptoed on. Up ahead, she saw a figure leaning against the wall and she almost jumped out of her skin in fear. She backed up, trying to melt into the brickwork. Hyperventilating, she sucked breath through her mouth rather than her nose, each inhalation and exhalation sounding much too loud. Eyes narrowed to combat her defective vision, she peered at the figure, who didn’t move a muscle.
More shouting originated from somewhere up ahead. Joanna tried to make out the words, but Lincoln was talking too fast, ranting, and drowning out the other speakers.
A light flickered as though in response to Lincoln’s obvious rage, the bulb plinking loudly, and in the glimmer she saw that what she thought was a figure, was actually a central heating pipe.
Her blurry vision had exaggerated the shadows and pipes that disappeared into the ground, and constructed a figure from them, connecting pieces of a puzzle of shadow and forming it into something that didn’t exist, like the play of perspective in an illustration by M.C. Escher. Chastising herself, she pressed on.
Up ahead, she noticed a gap, indicating a doorway or corridor that branched off. The sound of voices originated from the gap.
Nervous, she inched forwards, trying to be as quiet as possible. At the back of her mind, she feared that someone would walk out and see her.
With no idea of the amount of people around the corner, she hesitated before peering around the edge of the brickwork, looking back along the corridor first to make sure she had a clear exit if she needed to run.
Satisfied she could flee if necessary, Joanna peeked around the corner.
Lincoln stood behind an electrical panel in the middle of a large room filled with machinery and tanks that gurgled, probably connected to the hospital’s heating system. A nurse stood before him, head bowed, a figure on either side holding her arms. A shadowy hue surrounded all the figures, yet although connected to the physical bodies, they seemed separate, as though two entities shared the same space, a shadow form holding aloft a corporeal being.
“You really thought you could wrestle control from me?” Lincoln bellowed, his words making the nurse flinch as though under physical attack.
“You misinterpreted me,” the nurse replied. “I didn’t mean it like it sounded.
“Do you take me for a fool?”
“No, of course not.”
“After all these years, we finally find a way through, and straight away you want to cause dissension among the ranks, usurping my authority. Without me, you’re nothing.”
The nurse looked up, straightening herself despite the hold of the person on either side. “And without us, you’re a one-armed man who can’t even control his own destiny.”
Lincoln reached forward, grabbed the nurse around the throat, and actually lifted her off the ground, causing those holding her on either side to release their grip.
The nurse flailed within Lincoln’s grasp, scratching at the fingers around her throat, legs kicking in the air.
Lincoln grinned. “That which I’ve given, I can also take away.”
He chanted something unintelligible, then raised his own limb and plunged it into the nurse’s body, drawing out a squirming black figure like a cancer that wrapped itself around his wrist.
The nurse slumped and Lincoln let her body go. It hit the concrete with a hard slap, lying lifeless. He squeezed, and the black shape within his grasp broke apart and disintegrated like ghostly dust.
A figure stepped from the shadows surrounding the machinery. “If you carry on like that, you’ll have no army left to lead.”
Joanna gasped. Blinked. Shook her head in disbelief.
Nina.
CHAPTER 13
Joanna couldn’t believe her eyes. Nina was dead, and
But whatever or whoever stood talking to Lincoln, it wasn’t Nina.
That’s when she realised that if Nina wasn’t technically dead, then she couldn’t be accused of murder or manslaughter or whatever it was they wanted to charge her with.
Now all she needed to do was prove Nina – or something purporting to be her - was alive.
“It will stop others from thinking I’m weak and that they can take control,” Lincoln said to Nina.
“No one will think that.”
“Not now they won’t. Without me, there’s no way through from purgatory.”
“Talking of which, don’t you think you should step up procurement of the hosts?”
Lincoln cocked his head from side to side, as though relieving tired muscles. “All in good time.”
“Don’t you think we’ve waited long enough?”
Lincoln glared at Nina. “Long enough that a few more days won’t matter. Now if you want to make yourself useful, why don’t you go and find Miss Raines before she can cause any problems. And this time, don’t let her get away. We don’t want any unnecessary interference if she manages to get someone to listen to her story.”
“I don’t know why you’re bothering. No one will believe her. Besides, with the police after her, she isn’t likely to pose a threat.”
“And that’s precisely who we don’t want her talking to if they find her first. Now go.”
Panicked, Joanna turned and looked back along the corridor. She didn’t have time to run back to the door she’d entered by, and there was nowhere else to hide that she could see, so the only place she could go, was inside the room.
Fighting the urge to be sick, she ducked low enough that the panel and machinery shielded her and slipped around the corner before Nina turned her way, hoping and praying that no one spotted her. Once inside, she hid behind a stack of boxes. She could hear her heart beating away; was sure other people would be able to hear it too.
Footsteps approached. She heard the walker stop as they reached the door, and she sank down even further, trying to make herself as one with the shadows, head tucked into the crook of her arms as though creating a barrier through which nothing could penetrate.
After a moment, she heard the person, probably Nina, continue on their way and disappear along the corridor, and she relaxed.
“It’s time we were going too,” she heard Lincoln say. “Now remember, if you need me, you know where I am. Otherwise, we’ll reconvene here at midnight all being well.”
The onerous tread of numerous feet exited the room, and in the following silence, Joanna took deep breaths. Her eyes brimmed with tears, but she fought them back down. She had to be strong. But she couldn’t do this on her own.
“Jesus, Joanna, where are you?” Stephen asked.
“Listen,” she said, talking quickly into her mobile phone. “Whatever the police told you, it’s all lies. Nina’s not dead. I’ve just seen her.”
“Slow down. You’re not making any sense.”
“It’s hard to explain, but I didn’t kill her. You’ve got to believe me.”
“I believe you. Just tell me where you are.”
“It’s Lincoln you see. He did something to her. Him and that nurse. He did something to her too. Only the nurse is now dead. Lincoln killed her. Only I think she’s
“Nina?”
“No, the nurse. Perhaps Nina too really. But I don’t know if she can die any more. At least not in the conventional sense.”
“Now I’m really confused.”
Joanna closed her eyes and tried to compose her thoughts. Hearing Stephen’s voice comforted her a little, but deep down, she knew she was alone. That without proof, she was going to have difficulty convincing anyone of her story.
And that proof was out there in the form of Nina.
“What did the police say to you?” she asked. When he didn’t reply, she imagined him sitting there, tongue out, frown lines marring his forehead as he tried to make sense of what she was telling him.
After a moment, Stephen said, “They said Nina had been murdered, and that they wanted to question you about it. That someone matching your description was at the scene when it happened.”
Joanna swallowed, fighting to obliterate the hideous sight of Nina lying in a puddle of blood. “Yes, I was there. But whatever they told you, it’s not true. I stabbed Nina with a chair leg, but it was an accident.”
Stephen choked. “So you did kill her.”
“No, that’s what I’m trying to tell you. She’s not dead. She can’t die. Lincoln did something to her. He put something inside her.”
“Jo, just tell me where you are. I’ll help you.”
“I’m in the hospital basement.”
“Stay there. I’ll come find you.”
“Please hurry.”
She disconnected the call and leaned back against the wall.
Minutes ticked by. Joanna looked at her watch for the umpteenth time. She spat out a sliver of fingernail, letting it join the other bits around her feet. Suppose Lincoln or Nina got to Stephen. She should have told him to be careful – that he might be in danger. Perhaps they should have arranged to meet away from the hospital.
But it was too late now. He was on his way. At least she hoped he was. What was taking him so long?
She heard the door open at the end of the corridor. About time.
The sound propelled her to her feet and she hurried out of the room to meet him, shocked to see two police officers approaching.
Shadows moved with them and around them, indicating that the same thing possessed them as it did Nina and the others. The sight reminded her of the film, Peter Pan, when his shadow takes on a life of its own.
Now she knew the only way the police could have found her, was if Stephen had told them where she was. She really thought she could trust him. That they had a bond. Obviously she was wrong.
Terrified into flight, Joanna turned and ran in the opposite direction.
CHAPTER 14
Stephen watched the police officers pass through the door to the basement and then close it firmly behind them. It had not been an easy decision to report Joanna to them. He loved her, he really did, and that’s why he eventually decided to do it.
Whatever was going on, she had problems. He was no expert, but when people started talking crazy, it was almost certain they needed professional help, and he only wanted what was best for her.
He looked at the door. Exhaled loudly.
Joanna would probably never forgive him. Would probably hate him if the truth be told, but it was a risk he was prepared to take if it meant she would get the help she needed to get better.
What was taking them so long? Surely they had found her by now. Unless she saw them coming and ran again.
Perhaps he should go down and help them. Perhaps he could talk to Joanna. Convince her that it was for her own good.
Yes, that’s what he’d do.
Stephen reached out, opened the door and descended the steps to find himself in a long corridor. He had never been down in the basement before and didn’t know how far it extended beneath the hospital.
A slight chill permeated the air and he folded his arms across his chest and started walking.
Pipes rattled overhead, making him jump and he chastised himself.
Where were they?
He hoped to god that Joanna didn’t resist arrest and get hurt. He couldn’t bear the thought of that happening, as it would be his fault for telling the police where she was.
Perhaps he shouldn’t have told them. Perhaps he should have spoken to her first. Given her a chance to explain.
What, and listen to her rant on about shadows again? No, he’d done the right thing.
She needed help. And this was the best way for her to get it.
He heard a noise up ahead, a scream that chilled the marrow in his bones.
Joanna!
Stephen broke into a run, the hard slap of his feet on the ground echoing behind him.
He reached an intersection where he stood, panting slightly as he looked both ways, ears pricked. When he heard another scream, he proceeded along the left-hand corridor.
The sound was closer now; seemed to originate from another corridor that branched off to the right.
Up ahead, he saw a flurry of movement: the police had Joanna cornered. The officers had their backs to him, but he saw Joanna punching and kicking furiously to keep them away.
The sight made him feel sick. She was acting like an animal.
“It’s no use,” one of the officers said. “You’re coming with us.”
“Go to hell,” Joanna screamed.
The policeman laughed. “Been there, done that.”
Stephen grimaced and shook his head. He had to put a stop to this and get her to stop fighting.
One of the police officers lunged for Joanna and grabbed her around the neck. Then, incredibly, he actually lifted her off the floor, leaving her feet flailing in midair.
Stephen’s jaw dropped. He couldn’t believe what he was seeing. Joanna went red in the face, her fingers clawing at the man’s hand.
“Don’t kill her,” the other officer said. “She’ll be more use as a vessel and we don’t want any questions if someone discovers the body.”
The officer loosened his grip, and lowered Joanna to the ground. She stood bent over, gagging and rubbing her neck.
Dumbfounded and shocked by what he’d just witnessed, Stephen stepped back into a recess in the wall.
Kill her! Were they serious? Jesus H fuckin’ Christ, that would mean Joanna was telling the truth. There
He put his hands to his face and rubbed, feeling the harsh scratch of bristles across his palms.
What the fuck was going on?
Who were those people?
And how was he going to get Joanna away from them?
Judging by the man’s strength, rushing out and attacking them would be both useless and foolhardy, especially if both officers were as strong. Besides which, Stephen wasn’t a fighter, and had spent most of his life learning how to avoid trouble.
He considered running back the way he’d come to get help, but it might be too late by then. And of course, if he made it, he would probably find himself in the same predicament as Joanna, in that it would be hard to convince someone that something untoward was occurring, and that the custodians of the law, might not be what they seemed.
Besides, he couldn’t abandon her. She loved him, and he loved her. At the end of the day, that mattered. No, it was up to him to find a way to free her.
But how?
Body trembling, he leaned forwards and peered from his hidey-hole. The officer that had lifted Joanna off the ground grabbed her arms and pulled her upright. Joanna squealed. The sound made Stephen wince and he almost bit his tongue.
“Come on, let’s go,” the officer said.
Stephen ducked back out of sight, felt his heart pummelling his ribs, each beat an accusation.
He heard them approach; knew they might spot him any second. He pushed himself back against the wall, felt something sharp dig into his spine.
Puzzled, he turned and stared at the rectangular fire alarm box on the wall, and without another thought, he did what it said on the front and broke the glass to press the button.
An ear-splitting alarm rang out and he ducked back as Joanna and the two police officers hurried past.
Obviously concerned by the alarm, they moved too fast to take any notice of the recess where he stood. When they had passed, he stepped out and followed them.
Once he reached the corridor up above, he saw the place was in pandemonium. Patients and staff hurried towards the emergency exits, any attempt at control going unheeded as people panicked. A nurse ushered a man with a drip in his arm through the crowd, her pleas for calm ignored.
Stephen thought the alarm almost sounded as though it originated inside his skull and his teeth rattled. The noise made it hard to think straight.
Where was Jo? He stood on tiptoes to see above the crowd and was pushed back by two old women in dressing gowns whom the alarm rejuvenated with age-old strength.
“Calm down,” Stephen said. “It’s just a drill.”
One of the old women looked up at him through rheumy eyes and then stamped on his foot. “Get out of my way,” she shrilled.
“I can smell smoke,” someone shouted.
Stephen grimaced. Of course no one could smell smoke, but the alarm seemed to imbue people with an almost animalistic will to survive, where they only thought about their own wellbeing and sod everyone else.
Clawing his way through the crowd, Stephen spotted the police officers up ahead. They were making their way deeper into the hospital, easily pushing people aside as they went.
Stephen ran after them, squeezing and barging through the throng. Along the corridor, he spotted a hospital bed against the wall and he grabbed it, disengaged the brake and pushed it forward. When he got close enough, he screamed, causing the officers to stop and turn. Without breaking stride, Stephen slammed the bed like a battering ram into the officer holding Joanna.
Taken by surprise, the officer released Joanna and staggered back.
“This way,” Stephen shouted. He reached out, took a terrified looking Joanna by the hand and pulled her towards him.
Then he led her through the crowd, nudging people aside with a series of apologies that received venomous responses.
A quick glance over his shoulder revealed the police in pursuit. Unlike Stephen, they barged people aside without a care. He saw them push an old man face first into the wall, breaking his nose on impact. His head rebounded, and blood gushed from his nostrils before he crumpled to the ground.
With their aggressive drive, he knew it wouldn’t take long before they caught up.
He had to slow them down.
The alarm continued to ring, heightening the sense of panic.
Forced against the wall by the crowd, Stephen grabbed a fire extinguisher, yanked out the pin, lifted the nozzle and sprayed a cloud of white powder at the people behind which drove them back towards the pursuing officers, further hampering their progress.
In the ensuing mayhem, he dragged Joanna outside.
“Now can you tell me what’s going on?” he said as he pulled her towards the staff car park.
Joanna didn’t answer, and he didn’t question her further as they needed to get away.
When he reached the car, he pulled his keys out of his pocket.
“You grassed me up. I trusted you,” Joann said, slapping him hard on the cheek.
Stephen winced and rubbed at his face. “I’m sorry, but you sounded crazy. Look, let’s just get away from here first.”
Joanna glared at him and then jumped into the car.
Stephen slid into the driver’s seat, started the engine and drove away from the hospital.
He glanced in his rear-view mirror and gasped when he saw the police officers running after him. A check of the speedometer revealed that although he was going at fifty miles an hour, they kept pace.
“Jesus. What the fuck are those people?”
Joanna twisted in her seat to look back, then she turned to the front, leaned across and pushed Stephen’s leg down to press the accelerator to the floor.
“Faster,” she said.
“Whoa, take it easy.” He flew past a speed camera and saw the flash in his mirror. There’s three points and a fine, he thought.
As the car reached eighty miles per hour, the police officers dropped away.
“Okay, you can let go of my leg now, we’ve lost them,” Stephen said.
Joanna released her pressure, sat up and turned to look back.
“But for how long?”
CHAPTER 15
Joanna sat back in the seat and closed her eyes. Stephen had betrayed her. But then to his credit, he saved her too.
It was all very complicated and she wasn’t sure she knew where his true loyalties lay any more.
“Stop the car,” she said.
“First you get me to drive like a lunatic, now you want me to stop.”
Unwilling to debate the matter, Joanna yanked the handbrake up, sending the car careering across the road and causing the driver of the car behind to blow his horn repeatedly.
“Jesus, Jo, you could have killed us.”
“I asked you to stop.”
“You didn’t give me chance.”
“Like you gave me one when you told the police where I was.”
“I told you, I didn’t realise you were telling me the truth.”
“You should have trusted me.”
“I know. I’m sorry. What more can I say?”
“Nothing. I’ll be fine from here.” She started to open the door but Stephen grabbed her arm.
“And where do you think you’re going?”
“Anywhere away from here.”
“Alone? Be serious. Tell me what’s going on. I can help. I
“I don’t think anyone can.”
“Talk to me. Let’s work it out together.”
She took a deep breath and fought to contain the tears threatening to roll down her cheeks.
“It all started at the railway station, when Lincoln lost his arm. I don’t know how or what, but I think it allowed something to possess him.”
“The shadow thing?”
“Yeah, the shadow thing. But he’s no longer alone. He kills people, then somehow, he impregnates them with shadow forms that take them over.”
“Like Nina?”
Joanna nodded.
“Well whatever they are, they’re stronger and faster than us. Did you see how fast they were running? Do you think they’re on steroids?”
Joanna rubbed her neck. She didn’t need telling how strong they were. One of them had lifted her up by her throat with one hand. “No, I don’t think they’re on bloody steroids. I think it’s more serious than that. A lot more serious.”
“So what are they then?”
“I think they’re demons.” She waited for Stephen to respond, to call her crazy, but he didn’t.
After a moment, he said, “And how do we battle demons?”
Relieved that he didn’t laugh or ridicule her theory, she shrugged. “I guess we need to speak to someone religious who knows about these things.”
“Any particular denomination?”
“One that knows about demons would help.”
“Well I think the Catholic Church has a lot to do with exorcisms.”
She nodded, still unable to believe she was talking about supernatural events in such a blasé manner.
These were demons for Christ sake. Honest to goodness, malignant, evil things from another realm that any other time she wouldn’t believe were real. But now, she had seen too much not to believe.
Their footsteps echoed along the church aisle. Around the walls, stained glass windows depicted biblical stories, the outside light shining through and throwing a palette of colour onto the pews. At the front of the church, a pale statue of Christ on the cross stared out.
Recognisable by his dog collar, a priest stood near the altar, removing dead flowers from vases and putting them in a bucket. Thin grey hair adorned his head like a halo and he bore the ravages of age in the many wrinkles on his face.
At the sound of Joanna and Stephen approaching, he looked up and smiled before returning to his task.
Feeling nervous in the cavernous building, Joanna coughed to clear her throat, the sound petering out in the high eaves. She usually only attended church for weddings and funerals, and this felt more like a funeral.
At the sound of her cough, the priest looked up again and locked eyes with Joanna. When she didn’t look away, he said, “Can I help you?”
With no other way to broach the subject, Joanna nodded. “Do you know anything about demonic possession?”
The priest frowned and dropped some more dead flowers into the bucket. “Demonic possession.”
Stephen stepped forwards. “Do you or don’t you?”
Joanna grabbed Stephen’s arm to indicate that he should remain calm.
The priest shrugged. “It’s commonly believed that it’s a form of spiritual possession where malevolent entities gain control over the body of a mortal person.”
“Have you ever dealt with it?” Joanna asked.
The priest shook his head. “Not firsthand, although the church does have guidelines about this sort of thing. Is there a specific reason why you’re asking?”
Joanna pursed her lips, unsure how much to reveal in case he thought she was mad. “What if I thought someone was possessed? What would I do?”
A noise towards the back of the church made them all turn to see a middle-aged woman enter, walk along the aisle and seat herself in one of the pews.
The priest put down the bucket and gestured to Joanna and Stephen that they should follow him across to the side.
When they were out of sight and earshot of the woman, the priest said, “I take it you’re asking for a specific reason.”
Joanna looked at Stephen and he nodded to indicate she should continue. She took a breath to steady herself. “I think there’s a group of people that have been possessed.” Even as she said it, she knew how crazy it sounded.
“A group of people?” The priest tugged on his earlobe.
“That’s what she said,” Stephen snapped.
The priest nodded. “I see.”
Stephen snorted loudly. “No, I don’t think you do.”
Joanna gave Stephen a withering glare. The last thing they needed to do was upset the priest. “Please excuse my friend. I know how mad this might seem, but I’m convinced some people have been, I don’t know, possessed by something demonic.”
“No, no, don’t apologise. I can see you’re both sincere and that you believe what you’re saying.”
“But do
“I would need proof.”
“So what would we have to do?”
“Do?”
“To prove what we’re telling you.”
The priest moved from tugging his earlobe to scratching his chin. “First, the person or persons would have to undergo physical and psychiatric examinations to eliminate natural causes.”
“And what if we don’t have time for that?” she asked.
“Well, after that we have to see if the person displays unexplainable physical phenomena, you know, levitation, moving objects, knowledge and use of archaic language, unnatural strength.”
“Unnatural strength. They have that,” Joanna said as she rubbed her neck.
“In spades,” Stephen added. “They run faster than humanly possible, that’s for sure.”
“So if we proved they were possessed, how do we help them, cure them, whatever you call it?” Joanna asked.
“You’re talking about an exorcism, which would only be authorised after all the evidence was weighed, and then a priest would be appointed.”
Joanna stared at him. “Could you do it?”
“What, an exorcism? Goodness, no.”
“I thought all priests could perform them,” Stephen said.
The priest shook his head.
Stephen grimaced. “That’s not what we wanted to hear.”
“I’m sorry, but that’s just the way it is. If you want to take the matter further…”
“Of course we have to take it further. People’s lives are at stake – including ours. These people, they’re trying to kill us.”
“Kill you! Then I would suggest you first contact the police.”
“We can’t. They’re possessed too.”
The corners of the priest’s mouth lifted in a grin that he tried to hide.
“This isn’t goddamned funny,” Joanna said.
The priest shook his head. “Of course not. I’m sorry. It’s just a lot to take in.”
“Then take this in. Whether you believe it or not, the evil that you renounce every week with your bloody sermons, well, it’s here. And as far as we know, this could be it, the end of days, the coming apocalypse between good and evil, and I don’t think you’ll be laughing then.”
CHAPTER 16
Malachi stared down at the people scurrying past the window of his hospital room on their way to the various departments. He smiled to himself. If they thought they were in pain now, before long they would know true suffering.
Although he could have set up residence anywhere he liked, the hospital provided him with an easy source of vessels for his demon brethren. Once possessed, whatever ailed the human host was no longer a problem as they acquired the strength of the damned. Hell, he was doing the pathetic scum a service.
“Have they found the girl yet?” he asked, turning away from the window.
“No,” Robhartach, the demon who occupied Nina’s body replied.
Malachi exhaled loudly and clenched his hand. Although Joanna Raines was a mere irritant at the moment, he knew an itch could grow into a veritable rash.
A muffled moan emanated behind him. He turned and stared at the naked, dark-haired woman strapped to the bed, her legs held open by stirrups. Robhartach sat beside the bed, looking on eagerly. Malachi knew that Robhartach felt humiliated being in possession of a female vessel, but he didn’t have any control over which of his brethren came through to occupy the host.
The woman wrestled against the straps, making the veins stand out in her arms and neck. A gag muffled the sound of her incessant screams. Her large breasts wobbled as she struggled. Sweat dripped down her face and coated her chest, a visible indication of her fear that heightened Malachi’s excitement.
He licked his lips and walked towards her. With many of the hospital staff now part of the demonic legion, he didn’t have to worry about being discovered and he found hiding in plain sight the best option for the time being.
Despite his revulsion of the human race, defiling them gave him immense pleasure in more ways than one.
As he reached the bed, he shucked off his dressing gown. If it wasn’t for the loss of his arm, Lincoln’s body would be an excellent vessel. Strong, fit, and not altogether repugnant, he was getting used to the confines of the flesh into which he now lived.
He rammed his cock between the woman’s spread legs, enjoying watching the human squirm in revulsion with each thrust. He leaned forwards and grabbed her breast, squeezing so hard that the flesh swelled between his fingers as though about to pop like a boil.
The woman closed her eyes, but couldn’t stop the tears that ran as freely down her cheeks as the blood between her legs. Each drop of which aroused the demon even more. Suffering was his drug.
He dug his nails in, drawing blood from her breast like obscene mother’s milk. The woman screamed behind her gag, veritable music to his ears.
At the moment of ejaculation, he sprayed her with his seed, relishing in her revulsion as she squirmed.
Spent, he tugged his dressing gown back on and stared down at the woman. It was time to bring another of his brethren through.
“Kill her,” he said.
Robhartach stood, approached the bed, wrapped his hands around the woman’s throat and squeezed until her eyes bulged. Malachi started his chant, summoning dark energy. At the moment the woman’s spirit departed, he introduced another minion into the woman’s corpse.
Exhausted by the undertaking, Malachi staggered back and collapsed into the chair beside the bed. He hated the fact that bringing his companions through tired him so much. He also hated that he didn’t have full possession of Lincoln. If he did, the demonic legion would be further advanced than it was.
The woman on the bed arched her spine, turned her head to the front with a crack of bones, and her eyes snapped open.
Robhartach tore the tape from her mouth.
“I take it you’ve finished having your fun with my body. Now untie me,” she ordered.
Malachi nodded and his cohort undid the straps, allowing Julitta to remove her legs from the stirrups and stand up, making her breasts wobble. The sight of the human’s naked flesh lost its appeal now that one of his brethren occupied the carcass.
Julitta stretched, manipulating the joints and testing her new vessel. She looked down, grabbed her scratched and bruised breasts and stared at them. “Humans are such vile creatures,” she said, releasing her hold. “I don’t know how you can bring yourself to touch them.”
Malachi snorted. “To defile them, you have to touch them. It’s all part of the fun.” He grinned.
“Well, can someone get me something to cover this revolting shell? As the less of it I can see, the happier I’ll be.”
“Give her those clothes,” Malachi ordered. He laughed at her disgruntled expression when Robhartach passed her the short skirt and skimpy t-shirt the woman had been wearing.
“At least I suppose my vessel is in one piece,” Julitta said, glancing at Malachi.
The demon ground his teeth. “Just remember, if it wasn’t for me, you wouldn’t be here. Now enough of the small talk, I need you to find a girl for me. Her name’s Joanna Raines. Robhartach will bring you up to speed. And you’d better find her, or else…” He left the threat unspoken and watched as his cohorts left the room.
Bone weary, he felt his command on Lincoln fading. If only he could keep control.
That’s when the idea came to him. There must be drugs that would keep Lincoln comatose. Failing that, there must be another way to keep him asleep, perhaps an overdose. As the thought manifested, he lost control.
Lincoln stared at the bed and wondered why the stirrups were attached, and how he found himself in the chair without knowing how he got there. He stood up, alarmed to see blood and semen on the white sheets.
His dressing gown fell open and he saw drying blood covering his penis. The sight made him draw a sharp breath. What the hell had happened? He gingerly wiped the blood away with a tissue from the box beside the bed and checked himself, but found no signs of a cut or abrasion. The question as to where the blood originated bounced around inside his head, and with no answers forthcoming, he really did think he was going mad. Surely he couldn’t have just forgotten what happened, could he?
Needing reassurance and answers, he pressed the call button beside the bed and a moment later, a dark haired nurse entered the room. She glanced at the bed, and then looked at Lincoln with an expression caught between fear and respect.
“Yes,” she said.
“I need to see a doctor.”
“Is there something wrong?”
“Look, I just want to talk to a doctor.”
“The doctor’s busy at the moment.”
“Well there must be more than one doctor available.”
“I’m afraid not.”
Lincoln felt anger bubbling through his body. “I want to see a doctor,
“I’m sorry, it’s not possible.”
“Then I want something to stop me sleeping. Whenever I wake, I dunno, things have changed. Things have happened. Things I can’t remember.”
“I can’t prescribe anything like that.”
“Then what fuckin’ good are you?”
“I’d suggest you calm down.”
“And I’d suggest you get a goddamn doctor in here now, right this minute, before I get really angry.”
The nurse folded her arms below her chest. “No doctor is going to be able to help, that I can assure you.”
Lincoln felt the hairs bristle on the nape of his neck. “And what’s that supposed to mean?”
“Just calm down. Relax. Have a nap.”
He took a step forwards and the nurse backed away. “I want to know what you mean,” he said.
“I mean, if you don’t desist, then you’ll have to be restrained for your own good, which wouldn’t be a bad idea anyway. I might have to suggest it.”
“Suggest it! Suggest it to who?”
“It doesn’t matter. Now this is your last warning. Shut up, calm down, and just enjoy the time you have…”
“The time I have what?”
The nurse glared at him and then walked across the room, pushed him onto the bed and held him down with more strength than he would have thought possible from anyone, never mind someone with such a diminutive stature.
Lincoln stared up at her green eyes, and for a brief moment it looked as though blackness oozed within her sockets, the effect extinguished as she blinked.
“I haven’t got time for this. Now just behave like a good little boy and everything will be fine.”
She released her hold, but gripped by an unnatural fear, Lincoln didn’t move until she left the room.
When he did sit up, his hand was shaking, breaths coming in short little bursts.
Something was going on, and whatever it was, he needed to get to the bottom of it, and quickly too if he was to retain any sanity at all.
CHAPTER 17
“So what do we do now?” Stephen asked.
Joanna stared at the statue of Christ, hoping for some inspiration, but none seemed forthcoming.
A cold chill permeated the church, the wooden pews of which felt even colder, but Joanna suspected they were safe within the holy structure, giving them time to work out their next move. But in the space of almost an hour, they had done little but bicker quietly between themselves, too afraid to raise their voices for fear of aggravating the priest any further.
“Well, we can’t sit here all day,” Stephen said. “My arse is going numb.”
“And where can we go? I don’t even know who we can trust.”
“Okay, let’s think about it. Whatever these things are, for some reason, you can see them. The most probable reason is that it’s got something to do with your corneal graft.”
“But how can we prove it? How can I prove what I see?”
Stephen stroked his chin and poked his tongue out. “You only had one of the donor’s corneas, which means there’s someone else out there with the other one. Perhaps they can see what you do and corroborate your story for you.”
“Even if that’s true and we could find them, what good will it do?”
“Well, for one thing, it will prove you’re not crazy.”
“No, it might prove that two of us are nuts instead.”
“I’m only trying to help.”
Joanna grabbed Stephen’s hand and squeezed. “I know. I’m sorry.”
Stephen shrugged. “At least I can’t say dating you is boring. I can find out from the hospital records who received the other cornea.”
“I guess it’s better than nothing.”
“
Joanna kissed him on the cheek. As she pulled away, an idea blossomed. “I’ve just thought of something else. When Lincoln was in the basement, I heard him arrange to meet the others back there at midnight.”
“And?”
“Well what if we hid down there and videoed them. A recording of the conversation, especially if it contains anything that gives them away, might help prove our case. And I might get Nina on it too, to show she’s still alive.”
Stephen frowned. “I dunno. It’s too dangerous. You’ve seen what they can do.”
“Exactly. That’s why we’ve got to stop them – if we can.”
Before Stephen could answer, the church door banged open, the sound echoing around the room.
Joanna turned and stared along the aisle. She let out a sharp gasp.
“What is it?” Stephen whispered, as though too afraid to speak aloud.
“They’ve bloody found us.”
“Who?”
“The demons.” Even the word was enough to strike fear into her heart.
“Shit!” Stephen said.
Joanna thought that about summed it up nicely.
“And isn’t that… My god, it’s Nina!” he said.
Although a little blurred, Joanna recognised her old friend and her heart turned to ice, pumping cold blood through her veins.
She stood, scared that her legs would buckle.
“Can I help you?” the priest asked, his voice echoing through the church as he approached the newcomers.
“Joanna,” Nina said. “Don’t even think of running, because there’s nowhere to go.”
“What do you want?” the priest asked.
“Her.” Nina pointed at Joanna.
The priest blocked the aisle. “I will have to ask you to leave.”
“Leave,” Nina barked. “We’ve kept you in business for all these years, and you ask us to leave. Without us, you wouldn’t have flourished for so long as you wouldn’t have had anything to threaten your followers with.”
“I don’t understand,” the priest said.
“Then let me make it clearer. Without demons and devils to point fingers at, you would have closed shop years ago.”
“I don’t know what you want, but if you don’t leave, I’m going to call the police.”
Before anyone could respond, one of the newcomers bounded down the church like a supersonic spider.
Joanna’s jaw dropped open in amazement.
“Dear God,” the priest said.
Nina laughed. “I’m afraid your God has forsaken you, old man. It’s time for a new beginning. A new world with new Gods to worship. Now come, bow down before me.”
The priest scuttled away, shaking his head.
In a sudden burst of speed, one of the demons ran across the church and grabbed the priest around the throat. The priest screamed, the sound echoing from the rafters. Then with a sickening crack, the demon twisted the priests head, snapping his neck. He released his hold, and the priest fell to the ground. “This is going to be too easy,” he said as he advanced towards Joanna and Stephen.
CHAPTER 18
Despite her vision problems with the Fuchs’ eye, the transplanted cornea seemed to overcompensate, allowing Joanna to clearly see the approaching demon, emphasising that this was something unnatural.
“This way,” she said, pulling Stephen along. She headed down the aisle, looking for an escape route. From the corner of her eye, she saw a figure leap the pews like a gymnast.
“We’re trapped,” Stephen said, his voice relaying the measure of his panic.
Joanna didn’t want to agree. There had to be a way out. There just had to.
To her right, she saw a vestibule at the side of the church, and she pulled Stephen between the rows of pews and into the small room. It seemed designed for silent contemplation, or perhaps small ceremonies, but more importantly, she saw a stairway leading up to the balcony above.
“Up there,” she said.
They fled up the stone steps. At the top, Joanna followed the balcony around.
Movement caught her eye further ahead, and she saw one of the demons jump from the ground floor onto the balcony to bar their way.
“Jesus Christ,” she said.
Stephen groaned. “How can we expect to win against bloody Superman?”
“Even Superman had his weakness. We just need to find theirs. Now come on, run.”
Despite her words, she didn’t fully believe it. Weren’t demons supposed to be unable to enter holy places? Well, obviously that was a pile of horseshit. So how could they fight people blessed with supernatural strength?
Unable to continue forwards, she led the way down another staircase and back onto the ground floor. The demons closed in on all sides. She heard them laughing. The sound made her bones literally shake.
She backed up until she encountered a solid surface. Bringing her hands around, she recoiled slightly when she felt cold liquid. Unable to look away from the demons, she traced her fingers around the object, finally realising it was the font, used for baptisms.
Could this be their weakness? With no time to lose, she scooped up a handful of the holy water and threw it at the nearest demon. The creature gave an almighty hiss, and recoiled as though struck. It scurried back, flesh bubbling.
“You can’t get away,” Nina hissed.
“I’m going to enjoy this,” another said.
Remembering the bucket that the priest had been using to carry the dead flowers, Joanna looked around the font until she found it. She tipped out the contents as she regained her feet and then dunked the bucket in the font, filling it with as much water as she could.
“What are you doing? Stephen asked.
“It’s holy water. It seems to keep them back. Now hold still.”
Before Stephen could argue, she tipped the water over him. Stephen cried out in shock.
“I’m not here to be bloody baptised,” he squealed.
Without bothering to explain, she refilled the bucket with as much water as she could, and then tipped it over herself, shivering as the cold liquid soaked through her clothes. Then she dunked the bucket back in the font, hoping to obtain whatever vital drops she could.
“They shouldn’t be able to touch us now that we’re soaked in holy water, so let’s go.” She grabbed Stephen’s hand, and then pulled him behind her. It wasn’t the version of walking down the aisle she had envisioned for herself as a little girl.
As she hoped, the demons cowered away, the holy water providing a temporary barrier. She knew it wouldn’t last long, as the water would evaporate, and she doubted that any lingering effects would be sufficient to keep the demons at bay, so they needed to get as far away as they could. Fast.
When she reached the church doors, she yanked them open and stepped into dazzling sunlight. The sudden brightness made Joanna’s eyes water after the muted interior of the church, and she blinked rapidly.
Behind her, she heard the demons roar, and the sound chilled her more than the water.
“What do we do now?” Stephen asked.
Joanna glanced back into the church where the demons lingered.
“I’ll find you,” Nina said.
“We need to get as far away as we can, as fast as we can,” she said, tugging him towards the car.
Once they were safely seated inside the vehicle, Joanna felt a little more secure. Although the cars bodywork would probably prove useless against an attack, its presence felt like a protective barrier.
She looked at the bucket at her feet, disappointed to see less than an inch of water sloshing in the bottom.
“So what’s so special about that water?” Stephen asked as he started the car up.
“It’s been blessed, so I guess the demons don’t like it.”
“Well being holy didn’t seem to stop them entering the church or killing that priest.”
The remembrance of seeing the priest’s neck snapped was not something she wanted to dwell upon. “Let’s just get out of here.”
She looked through the window at her side and saw the demons gather outside the church.
Most terrifying was that instead of looking angry, they were grinning.
“Where to?” Stephen asked.
Joanna clenched her teeth. “Back to Temple hospital.”
CHAPTER 19
“This is crazy,” Stephen said. He stared at the hospital. Once just a place of work, it now made him shake in terror.
“It’s no good running. They’ll only find us. You’ve seen that.”
“So why come back here?”
“Because this is where Lincoln is.”
“So what are you saying, that we save them the trouble of finding us and just hand ourselves over to them?”
“Of course not.”
“I’m glad to hear it. Being a demon’s plaything isn’t high on my list of things I’ve always wanted to do.”
“We can’t run and we can’t go to the police. We’ve got to find a way to defeat them.”
“Great, you, me, two water pistols and an almost empty bucket of water. Where’s Rambo when you need him?” He looked at the red plastic gun that they had purchased from a newsagent en route to the hospital.
“Have you got a better idea?”
“Yes, let’s just get away and let someone else deal with it.”
“No one else knows about it.”
“We could make an anonymous call to the police.”
“They’d think it was a crank.”
Stephen put his face in his hands and rubbed. How the hell had they ended up in this mess?
“So how do we defeat them?” he asked.
“We’ve got to record their meeting at midnight. I can use my phone to record it, and then forward it to the press offices and the police.”
“It sounds too dangerous.”
“It’s either that or become one of them.” Joanna grabbed his hand and squeezed. “I love you,” she said.
“I should hope so too. Who else would take on a den of demons armed with a water pistol for you?”
“My hero.” She kissed him on the cheek. “Now we need to check out that basement and find somewhere in there to hide before midnight.”
Stephen glanced at his watch. Midnight seemed a long way away; this was going to be the longest few hours of his life.
They filled the water pistols, exited the car and walked hand in hand towards the entrance. Stephen stuffed the pistol down the waistband of his trousers and felt a little of the water trickle down his leg. It made it appear he had peed himself. Although he wished it was a real gun rather a kid’s toy, he had seen the effect the water had on the demon in the church, so it reassured him a little that they might be able to hold them back.
But then he thought about the demons superhuman strength, and the fact that somehow, they had managed to track them down like supernatural bloodhounds. So if that was the case, what other talents might they have? The grim thought made his gun seem more and more like a toy again.
“It might help if you can still obtain the other cornea recipients details, just in case this doesn’t work,” Joanna said as they walked along the corridor.
“I will. But first, let’s check out the basement. And keep your head down. We don’t want anyone to see you.”
When they reached the door to the basement, Stephen took out his water pistol and led the way down the steps. He was thankful that the corridor was brightly lit as it meant he could see if anyone was lying in wait, which they weren’t.
Once inside the room where Joanna had overheard the demons, they searched for a place to hide. Panels on the walls contained fuses and switches for the hospital’s main supplies. As well as these, the room housed the heating controls, and various tanks and bottles supplying air and various gasses to the emergency rooms above, along with the central heating system.
Along one wall was a door into a small storeroom containing old mops, brushes, buckets and other cleaning supplies.
“What about hiding in here?” Stephen asked as he surveyed the storeroom.
“It stinks,” Joanna said, wrinkling her nose.
“Yes, but those slats in the door will allow us to look out without being spotted.”
Joanna didn’t seem convinced.
“If you want to do this, it’s the best option as far as I can see and there’s plenty of room for both of us to fit inside.”
“It just seems too obvious.”
“What do you mean?”
“If they’re going to check for anyone eavesdropping on them, then this will be the first place they look.”
“But they probably won’t check.”
“Probably isn’t good enough. We need to be certain.”
“Well we can’t be certain of anything, but unless you can find somewhere better, then this is it. Anyway, wait here while I see if I can get those records.”
“I’m not staying here on my own!”
Stephen shook his head. “We can’t risk anyone spotting you. You’ll be safe down here.” At least he hoped she would. “Wait in the cupboard and I’ll be as quick as I can.”
“This is like what they do on every bad horror movie I’ve ever seen.”
“It’s either this or risk being spotted.”
Joanna nodded, stepped inside, and Stephen closed the door behind her. “I can’t see you through the slats from this side, so you should be alright. How does it look from your side?”
“I can see you if I crouch down.”
“Great. I’ll be as quick as I can.”
Stephen hurried back up into the hospital, his heart pounding and palms sweaty. He kept his head down as much as possible, trying to remain inconspicuous. When he reached the A & E reception, he let himself in.
“I thought you were off today,” Clair said. “And what’s happened. It’s not raining is it? You look like you’ve been soaked.”
Stephen shrugged. “It’s a long story.”
Clair narrowed her eyes and glared at him. “So what are you doing here now?”
“I love the place. Can’t keep away.”
“Since when?”
“I’m just after a few notes that I left, that’s all.”
“Notes on what?”
“What is this, the Spanish Inquisition?” He grinned, hoping to lighten the mood.
“Well it’s not like you to turn up on a rest day, that’s all.”
Stephen made his way towards his desk. “There’s a first time for everything. You been busy?”
“When aren’t I? It’s like Beirut out there. John from security said…”
Stephen stopped listening as he logged into his computer. He nodded occasionally when he thought he should, added a “really” and a “yes” when he thought she needed a response, but his mind was elsewhere. Even if she started telling him the meaning of life, he still couldn’t care less.
After entering his log-in details he accessed the archive files and searched for Joanna’s records. It didn’t take long to access the donor’s details. After that, he tracked the other cornea recipient’s file, printed out the information he required, and then logged off.
He didn’t realise how much he was sweating until he heard Clair say, “Are you okay? You look awful.”
“Cheers, you really know how to make someone feel great.”
“Well you do.”
“I’m fine. Just had a late night yesterday. You know how it is the day after. Head’s killing me.”
“So what have you printed out?”
Stephen stuffed the sheets into his back pocket. “Just some info Jo was after about her transplant.”
“I hope it’s nothing private. You can get in trouble giving out private information.” She stared at Stephen for a second. “What did the police want with her yesterday?”
“There was an incident involving her friend.”
“Incident?”
“Nothing important.”
“Then why were the police here?”
“They just wanted to know if Jo had seen her.”
Clair chewed her top lip. Stephen could tell she didn’t believe him. “Anyway, I’ve got to shoot.”
He felt Clair’s eyes burrowing into him as he exited the room, but didn’t look back. At the end of the corridor, he glanced at the sign for the wards, wondered what Lincoln was doing now. It still seemed far fetched to believe that a demon was residing in the hospital, waited on by the National Health Service at the taxpayers’ expense. It made foreign immigrants seeking free treatment passé by comparison.
He studied the faces of the people he passed. How would he know if any of them were possessed? Any one of them could be housing a demonic entity. The thought made him shiver and he bowed his head to avoid eye contact. The enormity of the situation was beginning to set in, bringing with it a whole host of fears that set his nerves jangling.
He gripped the handle of the water pistol in his waistband. If he didn’t think it would look ridiculous, he would have taken it out and brandished it. To think that his life might depend on a gun that cost £4.99 seemed ludicrous, but it was a damn sight more reassuring than being unarmed.
When he reached the door to the basement, Stephen opened it and descended the stairs. As he started along the corridor, he heard the door open behind him and his heart missed a beat when the clomp of footsteps reached his ears.
Someone was following him.
Panicked, he ran towards the room where Jo was hiding, his temples pounding.
They had followed him. The demons had followed him.
Once inside the room, he fled towards the storage cupboard and tore the door open, terrified to find Jo wasn’t there.
Panic exploded within his body like a neutron bomb. He tried to take a breath; felt faint, thought he might collapse. Unsure what to do, he stepped back, turning as he did so to view the room. He wanted to call Jo’s name, but fear held his tongue.
He reached to withdraw the water pistol, when a hand grabbed his leg.
CHAPTER 20
Stephen almost jumped out of his skin. He managed not to scream – just turned and looked down to see Joanna staring up at him.
“Down here,” she said.
Stephen dropped to his hands and knees and crawled into the small space inside one of the metal cubicles, and Joanna pulled the cover back across.
Light from the room shone through metal grilles, and the air smelt of dust that tickled his nose.
“There’s someone coming,” he whispered. Next second, he heard the sound of footsteps as somebody entered the room.
Legs and arms constricted, he struggled to withdraw the water pistol in the cramped space; he felt sick with fear, certain that whoever entered the room would hear the thrum of his heart.
Through the metal grille, he saw a figure walk towards the storage cupboard. A man in blue overalls. The man started whistling an out of tune melody as he opened the door and withdrew a mop and bucket. Cleaning aids in hand, he turned and walked back out of the room, the sound of his whistling petering into the distance.
“Now aren’t you glad I didn’t stay in there,” Joanna said.
Stephen exhaled loudly. He felt as though he had been holding his breath throughout.
They crawled out of the space and Stephen struggled to his feet and rubbed his face. He felt dirty after the confines of the dusty cubicle.
“How did you find that place? And why?” he asked.
“I got bored when you left, so I had a nosey around. I didn’t feel secure inside the cupboard, then I noticed this panel hanging off.” She pointed down at the cubicle. “It wasn’t very big inside, but I thought it was a better place to hide. Looks like I was right.”
“Well you almost gave me a heart attack.”
“Sorry!”
After taking a moment to recompose himself, Stephen withdrew the papers from his pocket. “Well, you’ll never guess who the organ donor was.”
“Try me, who was it?”
He handed the papers across. “A priest. A goddamn Catholic priest.”
Joanna stared at him open-mouthed. “Oh jeez, it all makes sense now.”
“Well I’m glad you think so.”
“Don’t you see, he would have been sworn to renounce evil. And somehow, his corneas are allowing me to see that evil.”
“Ah, now you put it like that. Jesus Jo, this is crazy.” Stephen raised his hands in an exasperated manner.
“Have you got a better explanation?”
“Yes, it’s all a bad dream and I’m going to wake up any minute.”
“If only. Face it, this is real.”
“Then God help us.”
“Well if he doesn’t, then I think we’re well and truly screwed.”
CHAPTER 21
“What do you mean you can’t obtain the drugs,” Malachi snapped.
Kaidi, one of the possessed nurses, held her palms out in a defeated posture. “I don’t have access. They’re locked up.”
“Well unlock them. You expect to help me bring our brethren through, and you can’t get me a few simple drugs to make sure Lincoln remains comatose.”
“We need help from someone with access.”
“Access,” the demon roared. “Break in.”
“What if I get caught?”
“For pity’s sake, use some commonsense. You’ve imbued your host with unimaginable strength. Use it. Crack a few skulls. Break a few bones. Do whatever it takes.”
“But I didn’t think it would be good to draw attention to ourselves before we are legion.”
“I’ll do the thinking. You just do as you’re told. Now go and get me those drugs.”
Kaidi scuttled back and exited the room.
Malachi stared out of the window, jaw clenched. Was it too much to ask to have his orders carried out without all this rigmarole. It was a simple task. Not exactly rocket science. Break in, obtain some drugs and then bring them back. Even a human could probably accomplish it, that’s how easy it was.
Red-tinged clouds scudded across the horizon. Red sky at night, demon’s delight. He grinned to himself. If he had his way, the sky would literally burn, releasing forth a hail and brimstone maelstrom that would scorch the earth.
He was standing on the dawn of a new epoch.
And it felt good.
Very good.
Although his troops were still few, they would soon grow in number. Then when he had total control of Lincoln, things would increase at an exponential rate.
He recalled the last time he had left purgatory, when he possessed a young girl, a sweet, innocent thing that he defiled and made do base acts. It had been fun while it lasted; had shown him the power he could command, but then an interfering priest exorcised him. This time, there would be no holy interference because he hadn’t possessed Lincoln’s spirit, he had taken over his whole body, becoming one with his human host.
This time, there would be no stopping him.
He glanced at the clock on the wall; knew that Lincoln could wake at any time and usurp his control. That’s why he needed the drugs. If he didn’t think it too risky to his human host, he had considered taking an overdose to put him in a comatose state, but he didn’t know what it would do to Lincoln’s body, and he didn’t dare risk harming it, not after it had taken him so long to find the right human.
He wasn’t going to jeopardise it now.
What was taking Kaidi so long?
He should have gone himself. But what was that old human euphemism, why buy a dog and then bark yourself.
But now he was straining at the leash, his patience wearing thin.
With the meeting planned for midnight, he didn’t want to risk Lincoln waking. He needed to show his brethren that he was in control. That he was fit to lead them into battle. And to do that, he had to get those drugs.
Impatient, he stormed out of the room and stalked the corridor. The dispensary could be anywhere, so he stopped a hospital orderly to ask the way and then followed the directions.
Although the people he passed couldn’t see him for what he was, he knew they must sense something as they parted before him like the Red Sea. He liked having that power. It imbued him with renewed purpose. It was a feeling he wanted to feel all the time.
At the end of the corridor, he was about to turn left when a strange sensation washed over him. It felt akin to grubs crawling beneath his skin.
He stopped and looked around. Something wasn’t right, but he couldn’t place what it was.
That’s when he saw Joanna’s boyfriend, Stephen, walking down the opposite corridor. Although he needed the drugs, he knew that he also needed to find Joanna. Through whatever means she had, she could see him and his cohorts for what they were.
With this a perfect opportunity, he changed direction and followed Stephen.
He recognised the path that Stephen took, and frowned when he saw him open the door to the basement. About to follow, he watched as another man in blue overalls beat him to it and disappeared through the door.
Despite his strength, he was loathe to tackle them on his own as he didn’t know how many more might be down there, so he quickly turned around and headed back to obtain Kaidi’s help.
As he neared the dispensary, he heard a commotion, a woman’s voice raised in anger and he increased his pace. What was Kaidi messing about at now?
A small crowd of people stood blocking the corridor further on, and even without turning, they appeared to sense Malachi’s presence and stepped aside to allow him through.
Up ahead, he saw Kaidi with her hands around a man’s throat, and a nurse shouting at her to stop. Glass littered the ground, the reinforced dispensary window smashed. Blood trickled from cuts on the man’s face.
“Stop it,” Malachi shouted.
Kaidi immediately released her grip and stepped back. The man she had been strangling doubled over at the waist and clutched at his throat, face red, struggling to catch his breath.
Malachi gave Kaidi a withering glare. He couldn’t believe how inept she had been. This was the last thing they needed.
Security would no doubt be hurrying to the scene, and although Malachi and Kaidi could dispatch them without breaking a sweat, snapping necks like kindling would alert people to their presence and hamper their plan.
Malachi approached Kaidi and whispered in her ear. “Basement. Stephen Cook’s there.”
Without another word, Kaidi turned and ran, barging through the small crowd. To cover her escape, Malachi had to provide a distraction, so he grabbed the stump of his arm, cried out and collapsed on the ground, pretending to writhe in agony.
The nurse rushed across and knelt down beside him. “Are you okay?”
Malachi gritted his teeth. “She fucking banged my arm.”
“Calm down,” the nurse said.
“It fucking hurts.”
“Sir, please, just calm down.” She placed a restraining hand on his chest.
Malachi milked the situation for all it was worth, making sure that he had everyone’s attention, writhing and groaning.
Even the man that Kaidi had been throttling seemed to forget his own discomfort to offer support.
“It’s alright,” the man croaked. “She’s gone. You’ll be alright. I owe you one. I thought she was going to strangle me. She kept trying to get drugs from me, but I wouldn’t let her have them, so she smashed the window. I couldn’t believe it. She must be on something, pcp or something like that, to break that window. Then she bloody well pulled me through. Scared me to death. Thought I was going to die.”
Malachi suppressed a laugh. Humans were such weak, inadequate things.
Their conquest would be easier than he imagined.
After another couple of seconds of playacting, he staggered to his feet and caressed the nub of his missing arm. “I’ll be okay. She just caught my arm, that was all.”
“What’s going on? We got a call that there was a problem.”
Malachi stared at the police.
“A woman tried stealing some drugs,” the nurse said.
“Where’s she gone?”
“She ran that way,” the man Kaidi had been throttling said, pointing along the corridor. “I think she’s on something, so you’d better be careful.”
As the police took down Kaidi’s description, Malachi slipped away and headed towards the basement.
He only hoped Kaidi hadn’t acted rashly. He needed Stephen alive to tell him where Joanna was, which meant sending Kaidi to the basement might not have been the best course of action.
Malachi increased his pace.
As he descended the basement steps, he listened for any sounds of commotion or screams of pain, but heard nothing.
When he reached the room, he entered to find Kaidi waiting for him.
“There’s no one here,” Kaidi said.
Malachi looked around. “Are you sure?”
Kaidi nodded. “I’ve looked everywhere. If they were here, then they’re not now.”
The news was disappointing, but Malachi had something else to deal with. He glared at Kaidi. “Now about those drugs…”
CHAPTER 22
Joanna stared at the countryside as they sped along the road in Stephen’s car.
With the name and address of the other cornea recipient in their possession, she had decided they should talk to her, hoping that she could back up Joanna’s story. They still had plenty of time before midnight, and if the woman could help in any way – if she had seen anything unusual – then it would help strengthen their case, perhaps proving that Joanna wasn’t going mad.
The silence in the car seemed like a physical presence, a wall that split the vehicle in two. The blur of trees and hedgerows flashing by made her feel sick, so she closed her eyes for a moment.
The other cornea recipient’s name was Margaret Jones, and she lived in a small town about an hour’s drive away, probably a lot less the way Stephen was driving.
“Slow down,” she said. “We don’t want to get stopped for speeding.”
Stephen eased off the accelerator. “Sorry. This is just doing my head in.”
“How do you think I feel?”
Stephen put his hand on her knee and squeezed. “We’ll get through this. I promise.”
Joanna wished she could believe him, but the way things were at the moment, she didn’t see how they could get through it at all.
The countryside eventually gave way to urbanisation, trees making way for sprawling housing estates that all looked alike, a Minotaur’s labyrinth of concrete and brick.
With the aid of the car’s GPS system, Stephen navigated a path through the maze, the woman’s monotone voice informing him when to turn.
Joanna chewed her fingernails as they neared their destination; her heart drumming. What if the woman wasn’t in? What if she was? Would she be able to corroborate Joanna’s story? Or would she think she was mad?
Only time would tell.
When they arrived at the address, Joanna stared at the semi-detached house. The windows needed a lick of paint, and the front garden looked unkempt, the long grass almost devouring assorted playthings that protruded from the foliage like long lost relics. The once white pebble-dashed walls were now covered in grime. A basketball hoop hung from the building alongside the small carport, in which an old mini sat parked on house bricks, surrounded by a corona of rust that had bled into the algae-covered slabs.
“Well this is it,” Stephen said.
Joanna interlinked her fingers and placed them before her lips. “If she’s in, what do I say?”
Stephen shrugged. “I guess you just have to come straight out and ask if she’s seen anything, you know, unusual.”
“What if she thinks I’m mad?”
“Then we leave. There’s nothing else you can do.”
Joanna exhaled slowly. The whole situation seemed beyond belief, even to her, never mind someone else. Steeling herself, she opened the door and stepped out of the car. A cool wind whipped around her body, making her shiver. Stephen joined her, and together they walked up the drive.
Joanna licked her lips, rang the bell, then stood tapping her foot as she waited.
After a moment, she rang the bell again before stepping back to see if she could spot any movement through one of the windows.
“I don’t think anyone’s in,” Stephen said.
“There’s got to be.” She stepped forwards and rang the bell again, keeping her finger on the button.
The door suddenly opened. “Where’s the fire?”
A middle-aged woman with brown hair streaked with grey stared at Joanna impatiently. She had a heart-shaped face and pinched lips that gave her an intense demeanour, especially when combined with brown eyes narrowed in suspicion.
“What do you want?” the woman asked. In the background, a baby was crying.
Joanna cleared her throat. “Margaret Jones?”
“Yes, why, what is it?”
“I was wondering if I could ask you a few questions.”
Margaret’s frown hardened. “Sorry. Haven’t got time.” She started to close the door.
Stephen jammed his foot in the gap. “Just wait a minute. This is important. Hear her out.”
“Look, I don’t know what you’re selling, but get your foot out of my door before I call my husband.”
Joanna noticed Margaret wasn’t wearing a ring, but she didn’t mention it. No need to antagonise the woman. “We’re not selling anything. I just need to ask you a few questions about your cornea transplant.”
The woman’s expression changed from suspicion to slight alarm. “How did you know about my transplant? Who are you?”
“I’ve got the other cornea.” She pointed to her eye. “I just want to ask you if you’ve had any problems since the transplant. Have you seen anything… strange?”
The woman scowled. “What do you mean, strange? How did you find me?”
“Strange like shadows that shouldn’t be there.”
The woman shook her head, but Joanna saw something in her expression, a hint of fear that implied she was lying.
“Please, it’s important.”
The sound of the baby crying grew louder and Margaret glanced back into the house. “Look, I need to go. I can’t help you.”
“You have to help us,” Stephen said.
Margaret glared at him. “Look, I’ve got enough problems of my own, now if you don’t mind.” She glanced down at his foot and pushed the door on it again.
Stephen looked at Joanna, and she nodded before looking back at Margaret. “We’re sorry to trouble you. Stephen, let’s go.”
“But Jo-”
Joanna grabbed Stephen’s arm and pulled him away.
“What did you do that for?” he asked.
“We can’t force Margaret to help us.”
“But she knows something. I can tell.”
Joanna shrugged. “Whatever. It’s just you and me now.”
“Then we should come clean. Tell her everything we know. We need her to help.”
Joanna shook her head. “By doing that we might put her in danger.”
“So what? Everyone’s in danger at the moment.”
“Maybe, but we haven’t got time to stand and argue with her.”
Stephen rolled his eyes.
“We’d better head back,” Joanna said. She glanced at the house, saw Margaret staring at her from the downstairs window. Whatever happened now, they were on their own.
CHAPTER 23
Lincoln stared at the clock. Although he had slept for hours, he felt knackered. It didn’t make sense.
Nothing seemed to make sense.
Like why some people seemed to talk at him, rather than to him.
And why some people called him by another name.
And why he sometimes woke in a different place than where he fell asleep.
It was all too crazy.
But there had to be an explanation.
He just wished he knew what it was.
At least this time he had woken in his room.
He swung his legs out of bed and stood up. Although he expected to be wearing pyjamas or a dressing gown, he found that he was fully dressed, but had no recollection of dressing himself.
It was almost as though he had split into two people. One that took control when he was conscious and another that took control when he was asleep. But that was barmy.
Surely if that was the case he would remember something. Anything. But what other explanation was there.
He considered schizophrenia as a cause. That would certainly explain a lot, and with what he had been through, he wouldn’t be surprised to find that his brain had short-circuited.
The thought made him shiver.
He walked out of the room and approached the nurses’ station. The woman on duty looked up as he approached. Although probably pushing forty, her Middle Eastern appearance gave her a sultry look that Lincoln found attractive. But attracting people of the opposite sex was the last thing on his mind. Besides, women probably wouldn’t look twice at a one-armed man with a less than bright future.
“Can I help you?” she asked.
“I need to see a doctor. I’ve asked before, but no one has done anything about it.”
“What’s the problem?”
“I want to talk to a doctor.”
“Well I’m afraid there’s not one available at the moment.”
“That’s bullshit. This is a hospital. Of course there’s a doctor around. The place is fucking full of them.”
“Calm down, Sir. Swearing won’t get anything done quicker.”
“Then get me a fucking doctor. Now.”
“Sir, if you continue to use that language, I will have to call security.”
Lincoln gritted his teeth. He felt like screaming. What little patience he had was worn thin. He wanted to know what the hell was going on, but it wasn’t going to happen unless he spoke to someone who might be able to help.
“Well thanks for nothing.” Lincoln turned and walked away.
He approached the swing door at the end of the corridor and reached out to push it open, realising too late that he had attempted to do it with his missing arm. Committed to the move, and walking too fast, his shoulder struck the door and a hand grenade exploded in the stump. He grimaced, shut his eyes, and grabbed the bandaged wound. Jesus, that fucking hurt.
He couldn’t understand how he sometimes thought the missing limb was still in place. Couldn’t understand how he could clench a nonexistent fist, and it still felt as though it was attached. If anything, it taunted him with its absence.
“What you looking at?” he said to an old man who stopped and stared at him.
The man turned and hobbled away as fast as he could. Lincoln watched him go and a wave of shame washed over him. It wasn’t the old man’s fault. It wasn’t anyone’s fault, but that didn’t make it any easier to accept.
He walked along the corridor, oblivious to everyone around him. Pain throbbed where he had knocked his shoulder, and he welcomed the feeling as it drove all other thoughts from his mind.
Well one thing was certain, he wasn’t going to fall asleep until he got some goddamn answers.
CHAPTER 24
The sight of the hospital made Joanna feel sick. They were walking straight into the devil’s lair.
What if the demon was expecting them? What if he had set a trap? It didn’t bear thinking about, but she couldn’t help it. Her nerves were in tatters.
“You sure you want to do this?” Stephen asked.
“It’s not a case of being sure; it’s more a case of having to. How else can I clear my name and let people know what’s going on.”
Stephen squeezed her hand. “Perhaps I should try to film them on my own, you know…” His tongue poked from the corner of his mouth.
Joanna shook her head. “There’s no way we’re splitting up. We’re in this together. I’m not going to wait out here, not knowing what’s going on.”
“I know, it’s just more risky for two of us.”
“Well we either go together, or not at all.”
Stephen sighed. “Okay.”
Joanna inhaled deeply, then exhaled. “Let’s do it.”
She opened the car door and stepped out. Light from the hospital bled across the tarmac. As she started walking, shadows danced on her periphery and her breath hitched in her throat. She spun around, staring at a patch of darkness to her left that her eyes eventually deciphered as being a small bush blowing in the slight breeze.
“What is it?” Stephen asked.
“Nothing. Just my eyes playing tricks on me.”
“There’s still time to back out.”
“No, there isn’t.”
They entered the hospital and made their way along the corridor towards the basement. Joanna just hoped they weren’t too late, and that the demons hadn’t already gathered.
Despite the late hour, people still wandered the hospital corridors. Joanna studied them all, looking for any sign of possession, ready to evade detection if she saw any indication of demon infestation.
She wondered how many people had already been taken over; how many more would succumb if she didn’t put a stop to it.
The overhead lights were too bright, made worse by her eyes, and she kept looking down to ease the discomfort.
Before long, they reached the door to the basement. Joanna eased it open and peered down the steps, ears attuned for any noise that would alert her to the demons presence.
Confident there was no one down there, she moved to start descending when Stephen gently pulled her back.
“I’ll go first, just in case,” he said, his expression grim.
Although she didn’t show it, Joanna was secretly pleased by Stephen’s chivalry. She stepped aside and watched as he started down the steps, water pistol drawn, then she followed.
She glanced at her watch as she walked. Less than an hour to go until the witching hour. She didn’t know whether her nerves – or her bladder – could stand the wait.
Once they reached the room where the meeting was planned, they settled into their hidey hole and made themselves as comfortable as they could under the circumstances.
Awkward as her position was, Joanna felt her legs going numb and she shifted to alleviate the discomfort. Each movement generated a noise that made her wince. If it happened when the demons were gathered, they would definitely be discovered.
The thought made her shake, which caused more noise as her foot knocked against the metal sides. Beside her, Stephen seemed calm as a Buddhist monk. Within such close proximity, they were virtually melded together and she could smell his aroma, an earthy smell, mingled with the coconut shampoo he used.
She wondered whether demons had a more acute sense of smell, whether they could sniff them out. Was that how they tracked them to the church? If it was, then they were in serious trouble.
“How you doing?” Stephen asked.
“Just great. How do you think I’m doing?”
“I’m only asking.”
Joanna thought the sound of their voices was too loud, and she winced. Even their breathing sounded amplified, as though rather than just the two of them, a whole congregation was hidden inside the cupboard, breaths roaring like a storm.
“Won’t be long now,” Stephen said.
That’s what she was afraid of.
CHAPTER 25
Malachi looked at the time and cursed. He was going to be more than 30 minutes late to the meeting. That wouldn’t look good to his brethren, especially as some of them were questioning his ability to lead. If it wasn’t for the fact that he was the only one that could bring them through from purgatory, he knew they would usurp him.
Although Lincoln had tried to remain awake as long as possible, he had eventually fallen asleep. The demon knew that the human’s physical body was still in shock, and that to recover, it needed rest. So whether Lincoln liked it or not, he was dragged into slumber. But this only highlighted Malachi’s Achilles’ heel – that he was at the beck and call of a human’s sleep pattern.
As soon as he had the opportunity, he would remedy the situation.
But for now, he had a meeting to oversee.
The chatter of his minions echoed along the corridor, but as Malachi entered the room, they fell silent and all eyes turned to look at him.
The demon studied the assembled crowd, pleased to see that his army now amounted to 18, but also disappointed there weren’t more.
He needed enough to stage a coup. And when that time came, a new order would be established. The thought brought a grin to his face.
It didn’t escape his notice that no one mentioned his late arrival, probably due to word having been spread about what happened to the demon that he cast out of the nurse.
Some demons actually gazed at the ground out of fear. They knew their lives were in his hands.
“Right,” Malachi said. “I’m not going to waste time. You all know why you’re here. In the next few days we need to step up our procurement of hosts. I don’t care how you acquire them, but we need to obtain people in authority that will allow us unprecedented access to areas that will make our infiltration easier.”
“Like who?” an orderly asked.
Malachi glared at his underling. “Use your commonsense. We already have a couple of police officers, the so called law keepers that supervise human behaviour, and a surgeon and hospital staff, but we need people in high office, leaders of business, anyone that won’t be questioned and that can aid our cause.”
Malachi was about to continue when he saw Robhartach trying to attract his attention.
He frowned and inclined his head to indicate he should get on with what he wanted to say, but Robhartach only pointed at a cupboard and smiled.
“Spit it out.”
“This is your Pandora’s box.”
Not in the mood for riddles, Malachi sighed impatiently.
Before Robhartach could elaborate, the cupboard door burst open and Joanna and Stephen jumped out brandishing water pistols.
“Well, you’ve saved me the trouble of tracking you down,” Malachi said.
Joanna pointed the gun towards him. “Stay back.”
Malachi knitted his brows. “Or what, you’ll soak me.” He chuckled.
“Yes, with holy fucking water, you son of a bitch.”
The assembled demons stepped back, leaving a distinct gap between themselves and the two humans.
Malachi held his physical hand up and said in a mocking voice, “Holy water. Please, please not the holy water.”
Joanna and Stephen backed towards the door.
“Will someone just grab them,” Malachi said.
No one made a move.
“Do I have to do everything.” He stepped forwards, and Joanna fired.
A stream of water hit Malachi’s face. He licked his lips as though to savour the taste. “I prefer it with a dash of lemon.”
Joanna’s look of confidence vanished, replaced by a look of fear. She fired again.
“I had a shower earlier, but thanks anyway,” Malachi said.
Joanna pulled Stephen towards the door. None of the other demons moved to intercept them. Although he was immune to the water’s effect, he knew that his brethren weren’t. To think that a little blessed water could cause all this trouble.
Fear rushed through Joanna’s veins and arteries. She couldn’t understand why the holy water didn’t work on Lincoln.
While the other demons hung back, Lincoln strode towards them, barking orders to his underlings.
Joanna grabbed Stephen’s hand in hers – didn’t want to get separated. Stephen cried out in shock,
“It’s me,” Joanna said, keeping hold of his hand as he tried to escape her grip.
When he stopped resisting, she headed towards the exit.
Lincoln was approaching fast. Too fast.
Recalling the effect the water had on the other demons in the church, she said, “Shoot the other demons.”
“What’s the point? It doesn’t work any more.”
“Just do it.” Although it didn’t work on Lincoln, she knew that the other demons were holding back for a reason.
She aimed at the nearest figure and squeezed the trigger a couple of times, rewarded with an ear piercing scream. The human skin blistered and popped. Small curls of smoke rose from the skin.
Panic ensued as the demons tried to avoid being hit. As Joanna hoped, they blocked Lincoln’s path.
Knowing she only had a limited amount of water left, she increased her pace.
She edged back, using the cupboard as a point of reference. Something rattled as she knocked against it, and she let go of Stephen’s hand to grab it and found herself holding aloft a spade.
A guttural sound caught her attention, growing closer and she spun to see a blonde-haired woman rushing towards her. More out of terror than actual thought, she spun the spade around as hard as she could, felt the metal head connect with the demon, a jolt of pain thundering along her arm. The woman stopped mid-stride, head tilting at an odd angle. Then the dark umbra went out like a flame being extinguished. The woman dropped to the floor, head almost severed.
Joanna gagged and she fought not to throw up.
“Jesus,” Stephen said as he stared at the corpse. “That’s one way to stop them. Way to go.”
Joanna didn’t feel at ease with the compliment. Albeit possessed by something terrible, she had just killed someone. Sickened. Saddened. Morose. Tired. She felt anything but proud. But she didn’t have time to dwell on it, not with the spawn of Satan breathing down her neck.
She scuttled towards the door, squirting any demons that came too close.
Each howl of pain made her cringe, because she knew that each of the demons she fired at was once human; a living breathing person with hopes, dreams and fears.
Outside in the corridor, she turned and ran.
It took her a few seconds to realise that Stephen no longer accompanied her.
She stopped and turned back.
“Stephen,” she shouted.
She gritted her teeth. Come on, where are you?
Seconds later, as though conjured by her wishes, Stephen stepped through the doorway.
Joanna stared at him. It took her eyes a moment to differentiate between the background and her boyfriend, but despite her best wishes, there was no denying the black corona that surrounded his body.
Her jaw dropped. Not Stephen. God, no.
He stared at her, and she realised that if the eyes really were windows to the soul, Stephen was damned. “It’s no good running. Accept your fate,” he said.
“I believe we make our own fate,” Joanna said. She lifted the water pistol, gritted her teeth and squeezed the trigger.
Stephen’s haunting scream followed her along the corridor as she turned and ran, almost blind with tears.
CHAPTER 26
Joanna ran for all she was worth. Her thighs felt like molten lead, her calves like brittle sticks; each step excruciating, but she couldn’t stop. Willpower and fear were all that drove her on.
She didn’t dare look back, but could still see Stephen’s face in her mind as the water hit. His skin had actually sizzled, blistering immediately as though the water was acid.
Joanna burst through the door at top of the stairs, alarming a middle-aged man and woman who were passing by.
“Whoa, where’s the fire?” the man asked.
Ignoring him, Joanna continued along the corridor.
Stephen. Her beloved Stephen, possessed by a monster. The thought brought fresh tears to her eyes and she sobbed.
The corridors felt like a maze, she their prisoner. Exit signs teased with the promise of release, but it never seemed to materialise, just led her deeper into the labyrinth building.
People appeared like ghosts, ethereal under her tearful gaze. If only they knew the horror that lurked beneath their feet.
After what seemed like a lifetime, she found her way out, welcoming the cold night air. The automatic doors slid shut behind her with a laughing hiss.
Joanna hurried away.
The back street doorway smelled of urine, but she didn’t care. Nothing seemed important anymore. Hunched over, she hugged herself, but the shakes wouldn’t subside.
Stephen!
How could she have let it happen?
She should have realised that he hadn’t followed her out. Should have gone back for him.
But it was no good dwelling on it now.
She was all alone. No one else knew what was happening, and there was no one else she could trust.
Her phone rang, startling her a little. She pulled it out of her pocket. It was her mum.
She wiped her nose and answered the call.
“Joanna, what’s going on? Where are you?”
“Mum, I-”
“The police are here. They want you to hand yourself in.”
Joanna bit her lip. “Don’t believe what they tell you. It’s not true. None of it.”
“Joanna… Jo, please, just come home.”
“I… I love you mum.” She disconnected the call and stared at the phone. In all the excitement, she had forgotten about the video she had recorded from her hiding place in the cupboard. She pressed a few buttons to access the video clips, scrolled to the one she wanted and pressed play.
The view from her vantage point had been pretty poor, and most of the shot only showed people’s legs. The best thing about it was the conversation, but even she knew that without hard evidence to back it up, people wouldn’t believe any of it.
Her phone rang again and she turned it off, afraid that they could trace her by triangulating the signal somehow.
She shivered; tried to think what to do next. She wasn’t going to give in without a fight. Not now. But who could she turn to? Who in the world would believe her?
That’s when the inspiration struck.
There was someone. A person who denied it all, but someone who Joanna felt was lying.
The other cornea recipient.
Margaret Jones.
Without Stephen to drive her there, and being early in the morning, it took a combination of buses and taxis to reach Margaret’s house.
When she arrived, Joanna didn’t hesitate. She stormed up the path and knocked on the door. She continued knocking until a light came on.
“Jesus, where’s the fire?” Margaret said as she opened the door. “You’ll wake Charlie.”
She peered at Joanna for a moment until recognition dawned and she started to close the door. “Do you realise what bloody time it is? I told you once-”
Joanna leaned against the door. “I know what you told me, now you listen to me. I know you’ve seen them.”
“Seen what?”
“The shadows.”
Margaret visibly blanched. “Look, I don’t know what you’re on about. Now if you don’t leave, I’m calling the police.”
“That won’t do any good. You’ve got to listen to me.”
A baby started crying in the background.
“Now look what you’ve done,” Margaret said. “I’ll never get him off again.”
“Well if you love your son, you’ll listen to me. Please. You’re the only hope I have left.”
“What are you saying? Are you threatening my son? Where’s your friend? The one you came here with before.” She peered past Joanna, eyes flitting nervously in their sockets.
“He’s dead. They got him.”
Margaret’s expression hardened. “I don’t know what you want, but please, just go.”
“You’ve seen them haven’t you,” Joanna said. “The shadows that surround certain people.”
“Shadows.” She chewed her lip. “It’s just a problem with my eye adjusting to the new cornea.”
“No, it’s not. Where did you see them, the shadows?”
“At the hospital.”
“Anywhere else?”
Margaret shook her head.
“Well doesn’t that tell you something? You don’t see them everywhere, because only certain people are… infected, but if we don’t do something, you’ll see them spread.”
“Infected. I don’t understand.”
The baby started crying louder, the sound turning into a scream.
“I know I’m going to regret this, but you’re going to have to come in before he wakes the whole street.”
As she opened the door, Joanna entered. She knew that Margaret must be alone with the infant, otherwise her partner would have seen to it. She closed the door as Margaret disappeared up the stairs, reappearing moments later cradling a baby.
“Through there,” she said, indicating a doorway with a nod of her head, “while I make him some milk.”
Joanna walked through the door Margaret had indicated and located the light switch. Sparsely furnished, the lounge contained a settee, a television, a sideboard and piles of baby toys that looked well used, perhaps second hand.
“Sorry about the mess,” Margaret said as she entered and pushed aside a pile of building blocks to sit on the settee, cradling her baby as she fed him from a bottle.
Joanna rubbed her face. She imagined she looked as bad as she felt.
“You’re going to find it hard to believe what I’m going to tell you,” Joanna said.
Margaret looked up. The baby in her arms sucked on the bottle in its mouth.
“There’s a man at the hospital who lost his arm, and don’t ask me how, but something has invaded his body.”
“Invaded? What do you mean?”
“It’s as though he’s been taken over, possessed by something evil. But now he’s not alone. He’s infecting other people with whatever it is inside him.”
“You do know how crazy that sounds?”
“Yes, but you’ve seen them. The corneas we received came from a priest. Somehow, I think his eyes allow us see the people that have been possessed. I know how this sounds, believe me, but I need you to help me.”
“Help you what?”
“To convince the authorities that they exist. That I’m not mad.”
“And what makes you think they’ll believe me any more than they believe you?”
Joanna looked Margaret straight in the eye. “We have to make them believe. Peoples’ lives depend on it. If not for me, then do it for your son. Whatever these things are, they’re going to spread if we don’t do something about it.”
Margaret didn’t look convinced; more sceptical. “It all sounds…”
“I know how it sounds, but you’ve got to believe me. People are dying out there. Here, look at this.” She withdrew her mobile, turned it on and played the video she had shot in the basement.
Margaret watched without speaking. When the video finished, she said, “All I saw were a load of legs. It could have been anyone.”
Joanna turned the phone back off. “What about the conversation?”
“It could have been staged. A recording. I don’t know what you want from me.”
“Stand up and be counted. Back me up. Two people shout louder than one.”
Margaret removed the bottle from the baby’s mouth and placed him across her shoulder, patting his back. “I’m sorry, but I’m not convinced about what you’re saying. You’re talking as though they’re monsters.”
“Oh believe me, they’re worse than monsters.”
The baby burped and Margaret cradled him in her arms and stared at him. “I’d like to help… it’s just… I’ve got a family.”
Joanna wanted to shout, to scream, anything to secure Margaret’s help, but realising the futility of it, she nodded, resigned to being all on her own.
Apologising for waking her, Joanna left the house and walked up the street. She needed to clear her head, think things through.
Moths flitted around the streetlights like lost souls. Joanna knew how they felt. Her world would never be the same. And people had to know what was going on.
Whatever it took, she was going to bring the bastards down.
CHAPTER 27
“Well where will she go?” Malachi asked.
Jaasir, the demon using Stephen’s body shrugged. Blisters from the holy water scarred his face, appearing to have almost eaten through one of his cheeks, the flesh weeping.
Malachi didn’t like to acknowledge that his minions had a weakness.
“Her family lives too far away, but she has a few friends close by,” Jaasir said as he picked at one of the blisters, peeling the skin back to reveal the layers underneath. “She might go to one of them.”
Malachi nodded. Damn that girl. She was turning out to be more than an irritant. “Is there anywhere else she might go?” He suspected that she wouldn’t return to a church, not after last time. It had been blind luck that his minions checked out the holy places in their search. That luck wouldn’t last.
“She might revisit Margaret Jones.”
Malachi frowned. “And who is Margaret Jones?”
“Both Joanna and Margaret received corneal implants from a priest. That’s how they can see us. The priest has given them the ability.”
“So there’s another one with the power? Why wasn’t I told about this?” Malachi glared at Jaasir. “See to your face, then fetch me this Margaret Jones so that I can pluck out her eyes myself.”
Jaasir nodded and exited the basement room.
Malachi watched as his minion departed. The brief sense of glee he felt at possessing Joanna’s boyfriend with one of his creed had been short-lived.
With Jaasir gone, he turned to face one of the doctor’s in his group. “I need something to keep my vessel asleep so that I can be in control at all times. Your host will have the information in his memory files. Access them.”
The doctor nodded. “You’re talking about a barbiturate-induced coma.”
“And what’s one of those?”
“Basically it’s a temporary coma brought about by using a drug such as pentobarbital or thiopental. Humans use it to put a patient’s brain into hibernation so that it can recuperate.”
Malachi waved his hand dismissively. “And will it stop Lincoln from waking?”
The doctor nodded.
“Then get me the drugs.”
Malachi smiled. When he had total control, nothing would be able to stop him.
CHAPTER 28
Unable to oust the demons for fear of being ridiculed – or worse – Joanna knew her only option was to kill them.
Despite the macabre train of thought, she felt oddly calm, as though the weight of the world had been lifted from her shoulders; everything now seemed clear cut.
But how do you kill a pack of demons when the only way that appeared to work was beheading? She couldn’t exactly walk up to them all and hack at their heads with a machete without being stopped.
There had to be something. Something she hadn’t considered.
While she pondered the situation, she decided to call at as many churches as she could to obtain more holy water. At least then she would be able to hold any demons that confronted her at bay.
To hold the water, she purchased a couple of large bottles of fizzy pop from an all-night garage. She also managed to obtain a small funnel.
She drank a little of the pop, but poured most of it away.
Long gone were the days when churches weren’t locked out of hours, so she had to wait until morning before she could enter. That was a long way off.
Too anxious to sleep, and too scared to be on her own, she wandered the streets until she came across an all-night café.
The Asian man behind the counter nodded as she entered.
Across the other side of the room, a boy and girl in their early twenties looked up, then resumed their conversation. Both of them looked the worse for alcohol.
The café was well lit, but the interior left much to be desired. The yellow plastic chairs had seen better days and the table tops were laden with scratches and the odd bit of graffiti.
“What can I get you?” the man asked.
“Tea, please.” Realising she hadn’t eaten for ages, and that she would need all her strength, she said, “And can I have a plate of chips as well.”
The man nodded and proceeded to tip some frozen chips from a bag into the fryer. Then he poured the tea into a mug, passed it over and took her money.
“The chips won’t be long,” he said as he handed back her change.
Joanna nodded and carried her drink to a corner table. As she sat, a siren wailed outside. She ducked slightly as the police car sped by. Still wanted for an apparent murder that she didn’t commit, she didn’t dare risk being seen.
Once the noise petered out, she sat up and sipped at her drink, mulling over everything that had happened. She still couldn’t believe that Stephen and Nina were to all intents and purposes, dead.
When her chips arrived, she nibbled at them without enthusiasm, forcing herself to eat.
She recalled the hurried phone conversation with her mum. She must be worried sick, she thought, not knowing what’s going on. If she made a brief call, surely the police wouldn’t be able to trace it.
She reached into her pocket to withdraw her phone, but it wasn’t there. She searched her other pockets, then it occurred to her that she must have left it at Margaret’s house.
If it was just needed to make a call, she would have used a callbox, but the mobile phone also had the brief film clip on it. At the end of the day, she might need it.
Chastising herself, she picked up her empty bottles of pop and left the café. She didn’t really want to bother Margaret any further, but she had no choice.
Once she reached the road where Margaret lived, she saw a car pull up outside and a figure got out.
Stephen!
Heart pounding, she slipped into a neighbour’s front garden and hunkered down behind the hedge. What the hell was he doing here?
Tears bristled in her eyes.
Foliage rustled as she backed into the hedge, the sound amplified in the dark, and she grimaced.
As she tried to peer through the undergrowth, something niggled at her subconscious, and it took her a moment to realise she had clearly seen her boyfriend. That he hadn’t appeared blurred. That she had visibly seen him and his shadowy cohort. She blinked and looked around the garden, amazed to find that she could see perfectly well. She closed her Fuchs’ eye and the image remained clear. Then she reopened the closed eye and shut her other eye and the image blurred.
She didn’t understand how it was possible; could only assume that her transplanted cornea was now working correctly and had overcompensated for the other eye to correct her sight. It must have been such a gradual occurrence that she didn’t realise it had happened until now.
But where there should have been elation, she felt only sadness.
Down on hands and knees, she crawled forwards and peered through the leaves. Stephen stood further along the road, looking up at the house.
What was he doing here?
Was he looking for her?
She watched him walk up to the house. Apart from the shadowy corona, he looked so… normal. Looked like her boyfriend. She recalled kissing him, holding him, being close to him. Now all that was gone. Now she no longer knew who – or what – he was.
He approached the door. Joanna thought about Margaret and her baby. If Stephen got inside, there was no telling what he would do to them.
Amazed by her own bravado, she stood up on shaking legs and walked out into the road, head held high and shoulders back. Even before she opened her mouth, Stephen turned and stared at her. His lips curled into a grin.
“It’s me you want,” she said, the words tripping over her dry tongue.
“And it’s you I shall have,” he said, leaping down the drive and grabbing her before she could react.
Joanna fought to restrain the tears as he seized her arms and bundled her towards the car.
“Don’t you feel anything for me?” she asked. “What we had? Isn’t there any of the Stephen I know left?”
The creature pushed Joanna into the car.
“Talk to me. Stephen, if you can hear me, fight it.”
“You’re wasting your time,” the demon said. “Your boyfriend’s dead. And you’ll soon be joining him.”
CHAPTER 29
Lincoln felt strange, slightly buoyant, as though his brain was nestled in cotton wool. He didn’t know what was going on, but he couldn’t snap out of it.
Worse was that he couldn’t see; was surrounded by blackness as though his eyes had been seared out with a red hot poker. Also, he couldn’t hear clearly, the only sound that of distant, incomprehensible chatter.
He fought to try to make his body function, to carry out his commands, but found himself unable to even move. At least not how he wanted, because he realised that he
He concentrated hard, willed himself to wake, to open his eyes, to regain control, but nothing worked. His consciousness was like a prisoner within his own body.
Knowing that despite his missing limb, he still had a powerful physique, his inability to control his body terrified him. As if losing an arm wasn’t bad enough, losing his mind too was more than he could bear.
He felt like screaming, but couldn’t give voice to the emotion, so he withdrew into himself and strained to make sense of the garbled voices.
“So you’ve found her. Well done,” Malachi said as he glared at Joanna.
He walked across the hospital basement towards her, pleased to see that she flinched, her stony expression wavering ever so slightly as he drew close.
“I’m going to enjoy taking your life,” he said.
“Go to hell.”
Malachi narrowed his eyes. She had guts, he would give her that. Hopefully the demon that he implanted within her body wouldn’t retain her backbone. He liked his followers to be subservient. There was only room at the top for one.
“You can’t be that strong if it takes two of your henchmen to keep hold of me,” Joanna said. “Not scared of me are you?”
Malachi scowled. He sensed his followers staring at him. Now was no time to show weakness. “Release her.” He nodded to the two men who had a grip on either side of Joanna.
Once they released their hold, Joanna massaged her arms.
The demon leaned forwards and sneered in her face. “I fear nothing. Especially not a puny human.”
“So what are
“Darkness incarnate.”
“I can see that.”
He stared at her eyes. “So I believe. It’s not relevant now though. Nobody believed what you told them, and you’re about to be conscripted.”
“Why, what’s it all about?”
“Freedom.”
Joanna frowned.
“We’ve been in purgatory for too long. Now is our time. First there was the stone age, then the ice age, now cometh the dark age.”
“Using what you call puny humans?”
“You are only a shell. It’s what’s on the inside that counts.”
“So what happens to the people whose bodies you steal?”
“They die.” He laughed, and a few of his minions laughed too.
“You won’t get away with it.”
“And who is going to stop us?”
“You haven’t even got control of your own human. I’ve seen the man whose body you inhabit. I know he comes through to take back control. You’re different than the others. You’re weak.”
“Not anymore. Now I have the drugs to keep him asleep, I’m afraid he’s gone for good.”
“Mankind isn’t as helpless as you seem to think. People will work it out. And when they do, they’ll find a way to stop you.”
“Oh, now you’re scaring me.” He performed a mock shiver, deriving chuckles from his followers. “Anyway, enough chatter, I’ve got work to do.” He reached out and grabbed her around the throat. “It’s time to relinquish your body to someone more worthy.”
Lincoln strained to understand the conversation. He knew that he was speaking, but couldn’t understand the words coming out of his mouth.
He was talking to someone, their voice vaguely familiar. Someone he had spoken to before? Someone he knew?
That’s when he realised who it was. The girl from the station. The girl he met in the hospital.
He felt his arm move up, the fingers tightening around something. Heard a gurgled scream.
Then a plaintive cry. “
The girl.
He was strangling her, or rather whatever he had become was.
Enraged, Lincoln concentrated as hard as he could. This was his moment. This was his Waterloo.
Weight lifting had taught him to push his body beyond normal endurance. To enter an almost Zen-like state where he ignored the pain. He centred his consciousness, then focused on operating his fingers.
Nobody was going to make him do something he didn’t want to.
Malachi liked the expression on Joanna’s face as her cheeks turned purple. She gargled, her tongue a bloated slug.
Then his fingers started to open.
Malachi grimaced. What was wrong?
He saw Joanna snatch a gulp of air as the pressure relaxed. Next second, he released his grip and the girl stumbled backwards, hands at her throat to soothe the pain.
“Why have you stopped?” one of his cohorts asked.
Malachi wished he knew. He looked down at his hand, tried to flex the fingers, but they didn’t respond.
Then he realised that his lips were moving, soft grunts coming out as though he was trying to speak. Then the words came. “Let… her… go.” But they were not words that he had summoned.
“Let her go?” one of the other demons asked.
“Yes, let… her go.”
“But she knows too much.”
“Do… as I command.”
“Malachi, what’s going on?”
“Do it.”
The demons parted, allowing Joanna to stagger through them towards the exit. Malachi looked on, helpless to stop her.
Lincoln. It had to be Lincoln. Somehow, he had managed to wrestle control back. But how? It wasn’t possible. Humans were weak, ineffectual creatures.
He saw Joanna pause at the exit and turn around. He nodded, or rather Lincoln did.
“Go,” Lincoln said.
Malachi was unable to react as Lincoln directed his body across the room. Was unable to stop him picking up the screwdriver, and could do nothing as he drove it into one of the pressurised gas tanks.
Then he watched with cold detachment as the boiler flame ignited the gasses in a conflagration resembling Hades. The various metal cylinders erupted in a booming concerto, the ear shattering explosion ripping through the basement, purging everything in its fiery embrace.
CHAPTER 30
No one believed her. They didn’t understand what had happened.
“It’s time for your medication.”
Joanna looked up at the man in the white uniform, two pink pills held out in the palm of his outstretched hand.
“I don’t want any pills,” she snapped.
“It’s not a case of whether you want them. They’re for your own good.”
“I’ll be the judge of that.”
“Look, just take the pills, otherwise I will have to make you take them. Your choice.”
She stared at the man’s features. He was probably in his mid-thirties, but he had a tired, bone-weary expression that made him look older, the crow’s-feet around his eyes like miniature sparks of lightning.
“You don’t understand,” she said. “They were real. The monsters.”
“Tell it to your shrink. I’m just here to give you the pills.
“I told you, I don’t want them.” She jumped up and slapped his hand away, sending the pills flying across the room.
The man exhaled loudly, his lips pursed. “I wish you hadn’t done that.”
“Just get away from me. I want to see whoever’s in charge. I’m not crazy.”
She backed away, wide eyes staring around the clinical room. A single chair and bed were bolted to the floor, her only furniture since the incarceration.
Bars encased the long window through which the sun cast long rays that shone through the air like angels’ fingers providing a warm, comforting caress.
Joanna’s eyesight had improved by leaps and bounds. She couldn’t believe it had only been a few weeks since she had the operation; it felt like a lifetime ago. Now both her best friend and boyfriend were dead. And she had been accused of their murder. The newspapers called her a butcher. They didn’t understand. None of them did.
“If you don’t take the pills voluntarily, I’ll have to restrain you.”
“Try it and I’ll have to kick your arse.”
A faint grin cracked the man’s demeanour.
Joanna stood her ground. “I’m warning you.”
The man’s grin faded. “Look, fighting me isn’t going to help. Just take the damn pills. They’ll help you get better.”
“But I’m not sick.”
“Denial isn’t going to help.”
“And neither are they. I’m not crazy. There are creatures out there taking people over. I can see them.” She pointed towards the window, the bars of which made the room both a prison and a sanctuary.
“And the man in the next room believes he’s God. Perhaps you should have a word with him sometime.”
Realising that fighting would be useless, Joanna’s shoulders slumped and she nodded. “Just give me the pills.”
The man tipped two more pills from a container and held them out with a glass of water. “That was easy, wasn’t it,” he said as she swallowed them. “Okay, open.” He stared inside her mouth, and finally satisfied she had taken them, he wheeled his trolley out of the room.
Joanna followed him out and walked towards the dayroom. The television on the wall in the corner was her eye on the world. A number of inmates sat on chairs watching the screen. Joanna stared around. She felt out of place among the psychotics and the dispossessed.
A bald man sat mumbling to himself, occasionally raising his voice to shout an obscenity or two.
Beside him, an old woman with scraggly grey hair rocked back and forth as though she was being pushed and pulled by unseen forces.
Not wanting to associate with the other patrons, Joanna sat on a seat by herself and turned her attention to the television.
A newscaster was going through the day’s highlights, his voice a monotonous drone.
“The prime minister left the hospital earlier this morning after the collision yesterday. Reporter Jenny Falcon was at the scene when he left.”
The picture changed to a recording of a blonde-haired woman with an effervescent smile.
“Doctors said that despite the seriousness of the crash, the prime minister made excellent progress,” she said. “At one point, it was thought he might not make it through.”
A commotion and raised voices made the reporter turn towards the hospital. “And here he comes now.”
The camera panned around, and Joanna’s jaw dropped, her eyes going wide as she stared in sheer terror at the man with the black corona around his body.
“I would like to thank everyone for their support during my stay,” the prime minister said. He paused; grinned. “But as you can see, nothing is going to stop me. I feel ready to take on the world.”
About the Author
Shaun Jeffrey was brought up in a house in a cemetery, so it was only natural for his prose to stray towards the dark side when he started writing. He has had three novels published, ’The Kult’, ’Deadfall’ and ’Evilution, and one collection of short stories, ’Voyeurs of Death’. Among his other writing credits are short stories published in Cemetery Dance, Surreal Magazine, Dark Discoveries and Shadowed Realms. The Kult was optioned for film by Gharial Productions.
Visit the author’s site at: http://www.shaunjeffrey.com
Copyright
Copyright © Shaun Jeffrey 2010
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