Замечательные новеллы Дэвида Герберта Лоуренса (1885–1930) – одного из самых читаемых писателей первой трети XX века, автора знаменитого «Любовника Леди Чаттерлей» – адаптированы в настоящем издании (без упрощения текста оригинала) по методу Ильи Франка. Уникальность метода заключается в том, что запоминание слов и выражений происходит за счет их повторяемости, без заучивания и необходимости использовать словарь.
Пособие способствует эффективному освоению языка, может служить дополнением к учебной программе. Предназначено для широкого круга лиц, изучающих английский язык и интересующихся английской культурой.
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Как читать эту книгу
Уважаемые читатели!
Перед вами – НЕ очередное учебное пособие на основе исковерканного (сокращенного, упрощенного и т. п.) авторского текста.
Перед вами прежде всего – интересная книга на иностранном языке, причем настоящем, «живом» языке, в оригинальном, авторском варианте.
От вас вовсе не требуется «сесть за стол и приступить к занятиям». Эту книгу можно читать где угодно, например, в метро или лежа на диване, отдыхая после работы. Потому что уникальность метода как раз и заключается в том, что запоминание иностранных слов и выражений происходит подспудно, за счет их повторяемости, без СПЕЦИАЛЬНОГО заучивания и необходимости использовать словарь.
Существует множество предрассудков на тему изучения иностранных языков. Что их могут учить только люди с определенным складом ума (особенно второй, третий язык и т. д.), что делать это нужно чуть ли не с пеленок и, самое главное, что в целом это сложное и довольно-таки нудное занятие.
Но ведь это не так! И успешное применение Метода чтения Ильи Франка в течение многих лет доказывает: начать читать интересные книги на иностранном языке может каждый!
Причем
на любом языке,
в любом возрасте,
а также с любым уровнем подготовки (начиная с «нулевого»)!
Сегодня наш Метод обучающего чтения – это более двухсот книг на пятидесяти языках мира. И сотни тысяч читателей, поверивших в свои силы!
Итак, «как это работает»?
Откройте, пожалуйста, любую страницу этой книги. Вы видите, что текст разбит на отрывки. Сначала идет адаптированный отрывок – текст с вкрапленным в него дословным русским переводом и небольшим лексико-грамматическим комментарием. Затем следует тот же текст, но уже неадаптированный, без подсказок.
Если вы только начали осваивать английский язык, то вам сначала нужно читать текст с подсказками, затем – тот же текст без подсказок. Если при этом вы забыли значение какого-либо слова, но в целом все понятно, то не обязательно искать это слово в отрывке с подсказками. Оно вам еще встретится. Смысл неадаптированного текста как раз в том, что какое-то время – пусть короткое – вы «плывете без доски». После того как вы прочитаете неадаптированный текст, нужно читать следующий, адаптированный. И так далее. Возвращаться назад – с целью повторения – НЕ НУЖНО! Просто продолжайте читать ДАЛЬШЕ.
Сначала на вас хлынет поток неизвестных слов и форм. Не бойтесь: вас же никто по ним не экзаменует! По мере чтения (пусть это произойдет хоть в середине или даже в конце книги) все «утрясется», и вы будете, пожалуй, удивляться: «Ну зачем опять дается перевод, зачем опять приводится исходная форма слова, все ведь и так понятно!» Когда наступает такой момент, «когда и так понятно», вы можете поступить наоборот: сначала читать неадаптированную часть, а потом заглядывать в адаптированную. Этот же способ чтения можно рекомендовать и тем, кто осваивает язык не «с нуля».
Язык по своей природе – средство, а не цель, поэтому он лучше всего усваивается не тогда, когда его специально учат, а когда им естественно пользуются – либо в живом общении, либо погрузившись в занимательное чтение. Тогда он учится сам собой, подспудно.
Для запоминания нужны не сонная, механическая зубрежка или вырабатывание каких-то навыков, а новизна впечатлений. Чем несколько раз повторять слово, лучше повстречать его в разных сочетаниях и в разных смысловых контекстах. Основная масса общеупотребительной лексики при том чтении, которое вам предлагается, запоминается без зубрежки, естественно – за счет повторяемости слов. Поэтому, прочитав текст, не нужно стараться заучить слова из него. «Пока не усвою, не пойду дальше» – этот принцип здесь не подходит. Чем интенсивнее вы будете читать, чем быстрее бежать вперед, тем лучше для вас. В данном случае, как ни странно, чем поверхностнее, чем расслабленнее, тем лучше. И тогда объем материала сделает свое дело, количество перейдет в качество. Таким образом, все, что требуется от вас, – это просто почитывать, думая не об иностранном языке, который по каким-либо причинам приходится учить, а о содержании книги!
Главная беда всех изучающих долгие годы один какой-либо язык в том, что они занимаются им понемножку, а не погружаются с головой. Язык – не математика, его надо не учить, к нему надо привыкать. Здесь дело не в логике и не в памяти, а в навыке. Он скорее похож в этом смысле на спорт, которым нужно заниматься в определенном режиме, так как в противном случае не будет результата. Если сразу и много читать, то свободное чтение по-английски – вопрос трех-четырех месяцев (начиная «с нуля»). А если учить помаленьку, то это только себя мучить и буксовать на месте. Язык в этом смысле похож на ледяную горку – на нее надо быстро взбежать! Пока не взбежите – будете скатываться. Если вы достигли такого момента, когда свободно читаете, то вы уже не потеряете этот навык и не забудете лексику, даже если возобновите чтение на этом языке лишь через несколько лет. А если не доучили – тогда все выветрится.
А что делать с грамматикой? Собственно, для понимания текста, снабженного такими подсказками, знание грамматики уже не нужно – и так все будет понятно. А затем происходит привыкание к определенным формам – и грамматика усваивается тоже подспудно. Ведь осваивают же язык люди, которые никогда не учили его грамматику, а просто попали в соответствующую языковую среду. Это говорится не к тому, чтобы вы держались подальше от грамматики (грамматика – очень интересная вещь, занимайтесь ею тоже), а к тому, что приступать к чтению данной книги можно и без грамматических познаний.
Эта книга поможет вам преодолеть важный барьер: вы наберете лексику и привыкнете к логике языка, сэкономив много времени и сил. Но, прочитав ее, не нужно останавливаться, продолжайте читать на иностранном языке (теперь уже действительно просто поглядывая в словарь)!
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The Shadow in the Rose Garden
(Тень в розовом саду)
A rather small young man sat by the window of a pretty seaside cottage (довольно невысокий молодой человек сидел у окна прелестного домика на берегу моря;
A rather small young man sat by the window of a pretty seaside cottage trying to persuade himself that he was reading the newspaper. It was about half-past eight in the morning. Outside, the glory roses hung in the morning sunshine like little bowls of fire tipped up. The young man looked at the table, then at the clock, then at his own big silver watch. An expression of stiff endurance came on to his face. Then he rose and reflected on the oil-paintings that hung on the walls of the room, giving careful but hostile attention to “The Stag at Bay”. He tried the lid of the piano, and found it locked.
He caught sight of his own face in a little mirror (он заметил собственное лицо в маленьком зеркальце;
In a state of self-suppression, he went through into the garden (в состоянии самоподавления =
He caught sight of his own face in a little mirror, pulled his brown moustache, and an alert interest sprang into his eyes. He was not ill-favoured. He twisted his moustache. His figure was rather small, but alert and vigorous. As he turned from the mirror a look of self-commiseration mingled with his appreciation of his own physiognomy.
In a state of self-suppression, he went through into the garden. His jacket, however, did not look dejected. It was new, and had a smart and self-confident air, sitting upon a confident body. He contemplated the Tree of Heaven that flourished by the lawn, then sauntered on to the next plant.
There was more promise in a crooked apple tree covered with brown-red fruit (было больше перспективы в кривой яблоне, покрытой =
For a moment or two he looked at her, watching her (минуту или две он смотрел на нее, наблюдая за ней;
There was more promise in a crooked apple tree covered with brown-red fruit. Glancing round, he broke off an apple and, with his back to the house, took a clean, sharp bite. To his surprise the fruit was sweet. He took another. Then again he turned to survey the bedroom windows overlooking the garden. He started, seeing a woman’s figure; but it was only his wife. She was gazing across to the sea, apparently ignorant of him.
For a moment or two he looked at her, watching her. She was a good-looking woman, who seemed older than he, rather pale, but healthy, her face yearning. Her rich auburn hair was heaped in folds on her forehead.
She looked apart from him and his world, gazing away to the sea (она казалась отделенной от него и его мира, вглядываясь вдаль, в море;
“I’ve been waiting long enough,” he said (я достаточно долго жду, – сказал он).
“For me or for breakfast?” she said lightly (меня или завтрака? – весело спросила она;
She looked apart from him and his world, gazing away to the sea. It irked her husband that she should continue abstracted and in ignorance of him; he pulled poppy fruits and threw them at the window. She started, glanced at him with a wild smile, and looked away again. Then almost immediately she left the window. He went indoors to meet her. She had a fine carriage, very proud, and wore a dress of soft white muslin.
“I’ve been waiting long enough,” he said.
“For me or for breakfast?” she said lightly. “You know we said nine o’clock. I should have thought you could have slept after the journey.”
“You know I’m always up at five (ты же знаешь, я всегда встаю в пять;
“I shouldn’t have thought the pit would occur to you, here (вот уж не думала, что тебе вспомнится шахта здесь;
She moved about examining the room, looking at the ornaments under glass covers (она ходила по комнате, осматривая ее, глядя на украшения под стеклянными колпаками;
“Come,” she said, taking his arm (идем, – сказала она, беря его руку;
“You know I’m always up at five, and I couldn’t stop in bed after six. You might as well be in pit as in bed, on a morning like this.”
“I shouldn’t have thought the pit would occur to you, here.”
She moved about examining the room, looking at the ornaments under glass covers. He, planted on the hearthrug, watched her rather uneasily, and grudgingly indulgent. She shrugged her shoulders at the apartment.
“Come,” she said, taking his arm, “let us go into the garden till Mrs. Coates brings the tray.”
“I hope she’ll be quick,” he said, pulling his moustache (надеюсь, она поторопится, – сказал он, дергая ус;
Mrs. Coates entered the room as they went down the steps (миссис Коутс вошла в комнату, когда они спустились по лестнице;
“Just of a height they are (как раз одного роста они;
“I hope she’ll be quick,” he said, pulling his moustache. She gave a short laugh, and leaned on his arm as they went. He had lighted a pipe.
Mrs. Coates entered the room as they went down the steps. The delightful, erect old lady hastened to the window for a good view of her visitors. Her china-blue eyes were bright as she watched the young couple go down the path, he walking in an easy, confident fashion, with his wife, on his arm. The landlady began talking to herself in a soft, Yorkshire accent.
“Just of a height they are. She wouldn’t ha’ married a man less than herself in stature, I think, though he’s not her equal otherwise.”
Here her granddaughter came in, setting a tray on the table (тут вошла ее внучка, поставив поднос на стол;
“He’s been eating the apples, gran’,” she said (он ел яблоки, ба, – сказала она;
“Has he, my pet (неужели, моя лапушка;
Outside, the young, well-favoured man listened with impatience to the chink of the teacups (снаружи молодой красивый человек прислушивался с нетерпением к звяканью чашек;
“Do you think it’s any better place than Bridlington (ты думаешь, это место хоть чем-то лучше, чем Бридлингтон)?”
Here her granddaughter came in, setting a tray on the table. The girl went to the old woman’s side.
“He’s been eating the apples, gran’,” she said.
“Has he, my pet? Well, if he’s happy, why not?”
Outside, the young, well-favoured man listened with impatience to the chink of the teacups. At last, with a sigh of relief, the couple came in to breakfast. After he had eaten for some time, he rested a moment and said:
“Do you think it’s any better place than Bridlington?”
“I do,” she said, “infinitely (да, – ответила она, – неизмеримо;
“How long were you here (как долго ты пробыла здесь)?”
“Two years (два года).”
He ate reflectively (он ел задумчиво).
“I should ha’ thought you’d rather go to a fresh place,” he said at length (мне думалось, ты скорее предпочтешь поехать в какое-нибудь новое место, – сказал он наконец;
She sat very silent (он сидела очень безмолвная = совершенно безмолвно;
“Why (почему)?” she said. “Do you think I shan’t enjoy myself (ты думаешь, я не смогу хорошо провести время;
“I do,” she said, “infinitely! Besides, I am at home here – it’s not like a strange sea-side place to me.”
“How long were you here?”
“Two years.”
He ate reflectively.
“I should ha’ thought you’d rather go to a fresh place,” he said at length.
She sat very silent, and then, delicately, put out a feeler.
“Why?” she said. “Do you think I shan’t enjoy myself?”
He laughed comfortably, putting the marmalade thick on his bread (он спокойно засмеялся, толстым слоем намазывая апельсиновый джем на хлеб;
“I hope so,” he said (надеюсь, что так, – ответил он).
She again took no notice of him (она снова не обратила на него внимания;
“But don’t say anything about it in the village, Frank,” she said casually (но ничего не говори об этом в деревне, Фрэнк, – мимоходом заметила она;
“Why did you come, then (тогда зачем ты приехала)?”
“’Why?’ Can’t you understand why (зачем? разве ты не можешь понять, зачем)?”
He laughed comfortably, putting the marmalade thick on his bread.
“I hope so,” he said.
She again took no notice of him.
“But don’t say anything about it in the village, Frank,” she said casually. “Don’t say who I am, or that I used to live here. There’s nobody I want to meet, particularly, and we should never feel free if they knew me again.”
“Why did you come, then?”
“’Why?’ Can’t you understand why?”
“Not if you don’t want to know anybody (нет, если ты не хочешь никого знать).”
“I came to see the place, not the people (я приехала повидать место, а не людей).”
He did not say any more (он ничего больше не сказал).
“Women,” she said, “are different from men (женщины, – сказала она, – отличаются от мужчин;
She helped him to another cup of coffee, solicitously (она заботливо налила ему еще одну чашку кофе;
“Only,” she resumed, “don’t talk about me in the village (только, – продолжала она, – не говори обо мне в деревне;
“Not if you don’t want to know anybody.”
“I came to see the place, not the people.”
He did not say any more.
“Women,” she said, “are different from men. I don’t know why I wanted to come – but I did.”
She helped him to another cup of coffee, solicitously.
“Only,” she resumed, “don’t talk about me in the village.” She laughed shakily. “I don’t want my past brought up against me, you know.” And she moved the crumbs on the cloth with her finger-tip.
He looked at her as he drank his coffee (он посмотрел на нее, когда пил кофе;
“I’ll bet you’ve had a lot of past (бьюсь об заклад, у тебя было богатое прошлое: «было много прошлого»;
She looked with a little guiltiness, that flattered him, down at the tablecloth (она смотрела с небольшой виноватостью, которая ему льстила, на скатерть;
“Well,” she said, caressive (ну, – сказала она ласково;
“No,” he said, comforting, laughing (нет, – сказал он, успокаивая /ее/ и смеясь;
He was pleased (он был доволен;
She remained silent (она оставалась молчаливой = хранила молчание;
“I’ve got to arrange with Mrs. Coates, and do various things (мне нужно договориться с миссис Коутс и сделать разные дела;
He looked at her as he drank his coffee; he sucked his moustache, and putting down his cup, said phlegmatically:
“I’ll bet you’ve had a lot of past.”
She looked with a little guiltiness, that flattered him, down at the tablecloth.
“Well,” she said, caressive, “you won’t give me away, who I am, will you?”
“No,” he said, comforting, laughing, “I won’t give you away.”
He was pleased.
She remained silent. After a moment or two she lifted her head, saying:
“I’ve got to arrange with Mrs. Coates, and do various things. So you’d better go out by yourself this morning – and we’ll be in to dinner at one.”
“But you can’t be arranging with Mrs. Coates all morning (но ты не можешь договариваться с миссис Коутс всё утро),” he said.
“Oh, well – then I’ve some letters to write (ну хорошо… потом мне надо написать письма), and I must get that mark out of my skirt (и я должна вывести то пятно с юбки;
He perceived that she wanted to be rid of him (он понял, что она хочет избавиться от него;
Presently she too came out (вскоре она тоже вышла). She wore a hat with roses (на ней была шляпа с розами), and a long lace scarf hung over her white dress (и длинный кружевной шарф, наброшенный на белое платье;
“But you can’t be arranging with Mrs. Coates all morning,” he said.
“Oh, well – then I’ve some letters to write, and I must get that mark out of my skirt. I’ve got plenty of little things to do this morning. You’d better go out by yourself.”
He perceived that she wanted to be rid of him, so that when she went upstairs, he took his hat and lounged out on to the cliffs, suppressedly angry.
Presently she too came out. She wore a hat with roses, and a long lace scarf hung over her white dress. Rather nervously, she put up her sunshade, and her face was half-hidden in its coloured shadow.
She went along the narrow track of flag-stones (она пошла по узкой дорожке, /выложенной/ каменными плитами;
She passed the church, and went down the lane till she came to a high wall by the wayside (она миновала церковь и пошла по дорожке, пока не дошла до высокой стены у обочины;
She went along the narrow track of flag-stones that were worn hollow by the feet of the fishermen. She seemed to be avoiding her surroundings, as if she remained safe in the little obscurity of her parasol.
She passed the church, and went down the lane till she came to a high wall by the wayside. Under this she went slowly, stopping at length by an open doorway, which shone like a picture of light in the dark wall. There in the magic beyond the doorway, patterns of shadow lay on the sunny court, on the blue and white sea-pebbles of its paving, while a green lawn glowed beyond, where a bay tree glittered at the edges.
She tiptoed nervously into the courtyard (на цыпочках, нервно она вошла во двор;
She had almost gained the corner of the house (она почти добралась до угла дома;
“The garden isn’t open today (сад сегодня не открыт),” he said quietly to the attractive woman, who was poised for retreat (тихо сказал он привлекательной женщине, которая была готова к отступлению;
For a moment she was silent with surprise (на мгновение она замолчала от удивления). How should it be public at all (как вообще он мог быть открыт для посещений;
She tiptoed nervously into the courtyard, glancing at the house that stood in shadow. The uncurtained windows looked black and soulless, the kitchen door stood open. Irresolutely she took a step forward, and again forward, leaning, yearning, towards the garden beyond.
She had almost gained the corner of the house when a heavy step came crunching through the trees. A gardener appeared before her. He held a wicker tray on which were rolling great, dark red gooseberries, overripe. He moved slowly.
“The garden isn’t open today,” he said quietly to the attractive woman, who was poised for retreat.
For a moment she was silent with surprise. How should it be public at all?
“When is it open?” she asked, quick-witted (когда он открыт? – спросила она, быстро сообразив;
“The rector lets visitors in on Fridays and Tuesdays (пастор пускает посетителей по пятницам и вторникам;
She stood still, reflecting (она стояла неподвижно, размышляя;
“But everybody will be at church,” she said coaxingly to the man (но все будут в церкви, – сказала она, пытаясь уговорить садовника;
He moved, and the big gooseberries rolled (он пошевелился, и большие ягоды покатились).
“The rector lives at the new rectory (пастор живет в новом доме;
The two stood still (оба стояли неподвижно). He did not like to ask her to go (ему не хотелось просить ее уйти;
“When is it open?” she asked, quick-witted.
“The rector lets visitors in on Fridays and Tuesdays.”
She stood still, reflecting. How strange to think of the rector opening his garden to the public!
“But everybody will be at church,” she said coaxingly to the man. “There’ll be nobody here, will there?”
He moved, and the big gooseberries rolled.
“The rector lives at the new rectory,” he said.
The two stood still. He did not like to ask her to go. At last she turned to him with a winning smile.
“Might I have one peep at the roses (могу я быстренько взглянуть на розы;
“I don’t suppose it would matter,” he said, moving aside (не думаю, что это будет иметь какое-то значение =
She went forward, forgetting the gardener in a moment (она пошла вперед, в один миг забыв о садовнике). Her face became strained, her movements eager (ее лицо сделалось напряженным, ее движения – порывистыми;
“Might I have one peep at the roses?” she coaxed, with pretty wilfulness.
“I don’t suppose it would matter,” he said, moving aside: “you won’t stop long —”
She went forward, forgetting the gardener in a moment. Her face became strained, her movements eager. Glancing round, she saw all the windows giving on to the lawn were curtainless and dark. The house had a sterile appearance, as if it were still used, but not inhabited. A shadow seemed to go over her. She went across the lawn towards the garden, through an arch of crimson ramblers, a gate of colour.
There beyond lay the soft blue sea with the bay, misty with morning (там, вдали, расстилалось спокойное голубое море с заливом, окутанным утренним туманом;
She turned to the garden that shone with sunny flowers around her (она свернула к саду, который сиял залитыми солнцем цветами вокруг нее). She knew the little corner where was the seat beneath the yew tree (она знала маленький уголок, где была скамейка под тисом;
There beyond lay the soft blue sea with the bay, misty with morning, and the farthest headland of black rock jutting dimly out between blue and blue of the sky and water. Her face began to shine, transfigured with pain and joy. At her feet the garden fell steeply, all a confusion of flowers, and away below was the darkness of tree-tops covering the beck.
She turned to the garden that shone with sunny flowers around her. She knew the little corner where was the seat beneath the yew tree. Then there was the terrace where a great host of flowers shone, and from this, two paths went down, one at each side of the garden.
She closed her sunshade and walked slowly among the many flowers (она сложила зонтик и медленно пошла среди множества цветов;
Slowly she went down one path, lingering (не спеша она шла по одной тропинке, медля;
She closed her sunshade and walked slowly among the many flowers. All round were rose bushes, big banks of roses, then roses hanging and tumbling from pillars, or roses balanced on the standard bushes. By the open earth were many other flowers. If she lifted her head, the sea was upraised beyond, and the Cape.
Slowly she went down one path, lingering, like one who has gone back into the past. Suddenly she was touching some heavy crimson roses that were soft as velvet, touching them thoughtfully, without knowing, as a mother sometimes fondles the hand of her child. She leaned slightly forward to catch the scent.
Then she wandered on in abstraction (потом она побрела дальше в задумчивости;
Then she wandered on in abstraction. Sometimes a flame-coloured, scentless rose would hold her arrested. She stood gazing at it as if she could not understand it. Again the same softness of intimacy came over her, as she stood before a tumbling heap of pink petals. Then she wondered over the white rose, that was greenish, like ice, in the centre. So, slowly, like a white, pathetic butterfly, she drifted down the path, coming at last to a tiny terrace all full of roses. They seemed to fill the place, a sunny, gay throng. She was shy of them, they were so many and so bright. They seemed to be conversing and laughing. She felt herself in a strange crowd. It exhilarated her, carried her out of herself. She flushed with excitement. The air was pure scent.
Hastily, she went to a little seat among the white roses, and sat down (она торопливо подошла к маленькой скамейке среди белых роз и села). Her scarlet sunshade made a hard blot of colour (ее алый зонтик образовывал резкое пятно цвета = цветное пятно;
Then she started cruelly as a shadow crossed her and a figure moved into her sight (тут она мучительно вздрогнула, когда тень скользнула по ней, и фигура возникла перед ее глазами: «двинулась в ее поле зрения»;
Hastily, she went to a little seat among the white roses, and sat down. Her scarlet sunshade made a hard blot of colour. She sat quite still, feeling her own existence lapse. She was no more than a rose, a rose that could not quite come into blossom, but remained tense. A little fly dropped on her knee, on her white dress. She watched it, as if it had fallen on a rose. She was not herself.
Then she started cruelly as a shadow crossed her and a figure moved into her sight. It was a man who had come in slippers, unheard. He wore a linen coat. The morning was shattered, the spell vanished away. She was only afraid of being questioned. He came forward. She rose. Then, seeing him, the strength went from her and she sank on the seat again.
He was a young man, military in appearance (это был молодой человек, военный по внешнему виду), growing slightly stout (слегка располневший;
He stared at her fixedly (он пристально, внимательно посмотрел на нее;
“I don’t disturb you – do I (я вас не побеспокою, не так ли;
He was a young man, military in appearance, growing slightly stout. His black hair was brushed smooth and bright, his moustache was waxed. But there was something rambling in his gait. She looked up, blanched to the lips, and saw his eyes. They were black, and stared without seeing. They were not a man’s eyes. He was coming towards her.
He stared at her fixedly, made unconscious salute, and sat down beside her on the seat. He moved on the bench, shifted his feet, saying, in a gentlemanly, military voice:
“I don’t disturb you – do I?”
She was mute and helpless (она была безмолвна и беспомощна;
“May I smoke?” he asked intimately, almost secretly (могу я закурить? – спросил он доверительно, почти шепотом;
She could not answer, but it did not matter, he was in another world (она не могла ответить, но это не имело значения, он был в другом мире). She wondered, craving, if he recognized her – if he could recognize her (она задавалась вопросом, страстно желая /знать/, узнал ли он ее – способен ли он узнать ее;
“I haven’t got any tobacco,” he said thoughtfully (у меня нет табака, – сказал он задумчиво).
She was mute and helpless. He was scrupulously dressed in dark clothes and a linen coat. She could not move. Seeing his hands, with the ring she knew so well upon the little finger, she felt as if she were going dazed. The whole world was deranged. She sat unavailing. For his hands, her symbols of passionate love, filled her with horror as they rested now on his strong thighs.
“May I smoke?” he asked intimately, almost secretly, his hand going to his pocket.
She could not answer, but it did not matter, he was in another world. She wondered, craving, if he recognized her – if he could recognize her. She sat pale with anguish. But she had to go through it.
“I haven’t got any tobacco,” he said thoughtfully.
But she paid no heed to his words, only she attended to him (но она не обратила внимания на его слова, оно было приковано только к нему;
“I smoke John Cotton (я курю «Джон Коттон»),” he said, “and I must economize with it, it is expensive (и должен экономно его использовать, он дорогой). You know, I’m not very well off while these lawsuits are going on (я, знаете ли/видите ли, не очень богат, пока идут эти тяжбы;
“No,” she said, and her heart was cold, her soul kept rigid (да, – сказала она, и сердце ее было холодно, душа пребывала в оцепенении;
He moved, made a loose salute (он пошевелился, небрежно отдал честь;
But she paid no heed to his words, only she attended to him. Could he recognize her, or was it all gone? She sat still in a frozen kind of suspense.
“I smoke John Cotton,” he said, “and I must economize with it, it is expensive. You know, I’m not very well off while these lawsuits are going on.”
“No,” she said, and her heart was cold, her soul kept rigid.
He moved, made a loose salute, rose, and went away. She sat motionless. She could see his shape, the shape she had loved, with all her passion: his compact, soldier’s head, his fine figure now slackened. And it was not he. It only filled her with horror too difficult to know.
Suddenly he came again, his hand in his jacket pocket (вдруг он снова пришел, держа руку в кармане пиджака;
“Do you mind if I smoke?” he said (не возражаете, если я закурю? – спросил он;
He sat down beside her again, filling a pipe (он снова сел возле нее, набивая трубку;
“I have legal business to attend to (у меня судебное дело, которым я должен заниматься;
She sat and heard him talking (она сидела и слушала, как он говорит). But it was not he (но это был не он).
Suddenly he came again, his hand in his jacket pocket.
“Do you mind if I smoke?” he said. “Perhaps I shall be able to see things more clearly.”
He sat down beside her again, filling a pipe. She watched his hands with the fine strong fingers. They had always inclined to tremble slightly. It had surprised her, long ago, in such a healthy man. Now they moved inaccurately, and the tobacco hung raggedly out of the pipe.
“I have legal business to attend to. Legal affairs are always so uncertain. I tell my solicitor exactly, precisely what I want, but I can never get it done.”
She sat and heard him talking. But it was not he.
Yet those were the hands she had kissed (и всё же это были руки, которые она целовала), there were the glistening, strange black eyes that she had loved (блестящие, странные черные глаза, которые она любила;
“I must go at once (я должен немедленно уйти;
She rose too (она тоже поднялась). He stood before her, uncertain (он стоял перед ней в нерешительности;
Yet those were the hands she had kissed, there were the glistening, strange black eyes that she had loved. Yet it was not he. She sat motionless with horror and silence. He dropped his tobacco pouch, and groped for it on the ground. Yet she must wait if he would recognize her. Why could she not go! In a moment he rose.
“I must go at once,” he said. “The owl is coming.” Then he added confidentially: “His name isn’t really the owl, but I call him that. I must go and see if he has come.”
She rose too. He stood before her, uncertain. He was a handsome, soldierly fellow, and a lunatic. Her eyes searched him, and searched him, to see if he would recognize her, if she could discover him.
“You don’t know me?” she asked, from the terror of her soul, standing alone (вы меня не знаете = не узнаёте? – спросила она, охваченная ужасом до глубины души: «из ужаса своей души», стоя одна;
He looked back at her quizzically (он обернулся и странно поглядел на нее;
“Yes, I do know you,” he said, fixed, intent, but mad (да, я действительно вас знаю, – сказал он, неподвижный, сосредоточенный, но безумный;
A man approached, hastening (спеша, подошел какой-то человек;
“The garden isn’t open this morning (сад не открыт сегодня утром),” he said.
“You don’t know me?” she asked, from the terror of her soul, standing alone.
He looked back at her quizzically. She had to bear his eyes. They gleamed on her, but with no intelligence. He was drawing nearer to her.
“Yes, I do know you,” he said, fixed, intent, but mad, drawing his face nearer hers. Her horror was too great. The powerful lunatic was coming too near to her.
A man approached, hastening.
“The garden isn’t open this morning,” he said.
The deranged man stopped and looked at him (душевнобольной /человек/ остановился и посмотрел на него). The keeper went to the seat and picked up the tobacco pouch left lying there (санитар подошел к скамейке и подобрал кисет, оставленный там лежать;
“Don’t leave your tobacco, sir (не забывайте ваш табак, сэр),” he said, taking it to the gentleman in the linen coat (сказал он, поднося его джентльмену в полотняном пиджаке;
“I was just asking this lady to stay to lunch,” the latter said politely (я как раз просил эту даму остаться на ленч, – вежливо сказал последний;
The woman turned and walked swiftly, blindly (женщина повернулась и быстро/стремительно пошла, ничего не видя;
The deranged man stopped and looked at him. The keeper went to the seat and picked up the tobacco pouch left lying there.
“Don’t leave your tobacco, sir,” he said, taking it to the gentleman in the linen coat.
“I was just asking this lady to stay to lunch,” the latter said politely. “She is a friend of mine.”
The woman turned and walked swiftly, blindly, between the sunny roses, out of the garden, past the house with the blank, dark windows, through the sea-pebbled courtyard to the street. Hastening and blind, she went forward without hesitating, not knowing whither. Directly she came to the house she went upstairs, took off her hat, and sat down on the bed.
It was as if some membrane had been torn in two in her (как будто какая-то перепонка разорвалась надвое в ней;
After a time she heard the hard tread of her husband on the floor below (через некоторое время она услышала тяжелую походку мужа на этаже внизу;
It was as if some membrane had been torn in two in her, so that she was not an entity that could think and feel. She sat staring across at the window, where an ivy spray waved slowly up and down in the sea wind. There was some of the uncanny luminousness of the sunlit sea in the air. She sat perfectly still, without any being. She only felt she might be sick, and it might be blood that was loose in her torn entrails. She sat perfectly still and passive.
After a time she heard the hard tread of her husband on the floor below, and, without herself changing, she registered his movement. She heard his rather disconsolate footsteps go out again, then his voice speaking, answering, growing cheery, and his solid tread drawing near.
He entered, ruddy, rather pleased (он вошел, цветущий, весьма довольный;
“What’s the matter?” he asked a tinge of impatience in his voice (что случилось/в чем дело? – спросил он в с легким нетерпением в голосе;
This was torture to her (для нее это была пытка).
“Quite,” she replied (вполне /хорошо/, – ответила она).
His brown eyes became puzzled and angry (его карие глаза стали озадаченными и сердитыми;
“What is the matter?” he said (что случилось? – спросил он).
“Nothing (ничего).”
He took a few strides, and stood obstinately, looking out of the window (он сделал несколько больших шагов и упрямо остановился, глядя в окно).
He entered, ruddy, rather pleased, an air of complacency about his alert figure. She moved stiffly. He faltered in his approach.
“What’s the matter?” he asked a tinge of impatience in his voice. “Aren’t you feeling well?”
This was torture to her.
“Quite,” she replied.
His brown eyes became puzzled and angry.
“What is the matter?” he said.
“Nothing.”
He took a few strides, and stood obstinately, looking out of the window.
“Have you run up against anybody?” he asked (ты на кого-то наткнулась? – спросил он;
“Nobody who knows me,” she said (ни на кого, кто меня знает, – ответила она).
His hands began to twitch (его руки начали подергиваться;
“Something has upset you, hasn’t it (что-то тебя расстроило, не так ли;
“No, why?” she said neutral (нет, отчего же? – спросила она безразлично;
His anger rose, filling the veins in his throat (его гнев возрос, наполняя =
“Have you run up against anybody?” he asked.
“Nobody who knows me,” she said.
His hands began to twitch. It exasperated him, that she was no more sensible of him than if he did not exist. Turning on her at length, driven, he asked:
“Something has upset you, hasn’t it?”
“No, why?” she said neutral. He did not exist for her, except as an irritant.
His anger rose, filling the veins in his throat.
“It seems like it,” he said, making an effort not to show his anger (похоже на то, – сказал он, делая усилие, чтобы не показать свой гнев;
“Dinner is on the table (обед на столе),” he said.
“It seems like it,” he said, making an effort not to show his anger, because there seemed no reason for it. He went away downstairs. She sat still on the bed, and with the residue of feeling left to her, she disliked him because he tormented her. The time went by. She could smell the dinner being served, the smoke of her husband’s pipe from the garden. But she could not move. She had no being. There was a tinkle of the bell. She heard him come indoors. And then he mounted the stairs again. At every step her heart grew tight in her. He opened the door.
“Dinner is on the table,” he said.
It was difficult for her to endure his presence (ей было трудно выносить его присутствие;
It was difficult for her to endure his presence, for he would interfere with her. She could not recover her life. She rose stiffly and went down. She could neither eat nor talk during the meal. She sat absent, torn, without any being of her own. He tried to go on as if nothing were the matter. But at last he became silent with fury. As soon as it was possible, she went upstairs again, and locked the bedroom door. She must be alone. He went with his pipe into the garden. All his suppressed anger against her who held herself superior to him filled and blackened his heart. Though he had not know it, yet he had never really won her, she had never loved him. She had taken him on sufferance.
This had foiled him (это сбило его с толку;
He turned and went indoors (он повернулся и вошел в дом). The third time, she heard him mounting the stairs (в третий раз она услышала, как он поднимается по лестнице;
“Have you fastened the door (ты заперла дверь;
“Yes (да). Wait a minute (погоди минуту).”
This had foiled him. He was only a labouring electrician in the mine, she was superior to him. He had always given way to her. But all the while, the injury and ignominy had been working in his soul because she did not hold him seriously. And now all his rage came up against her.
He turned and went indoors. The third time, she heard him mounting the stairs. Her heart stood still. He turned the catch and pushed the door – it was locked. He tried it again, harder. Her heart was standing still.
“Have you fastened the door?” he asked quietly, because of the landlady.
“Yes. Wait a minute.”
She rose and turned the lock, afraid he would burst it (она встала и отперла замок, боясь, что он его сорвет;
“What’s the matter?” he asked determinedly (в чем дело? – спросил он решительно).
She was sick with him (он ей опротивел;
“Can’t you leave me alone (/неужели/ ты не можешь оставить меня в покое: «одну»)?” she replied, averting her face from him (ответила она, отворачивая от него лицо;
He looked at her quickly, fully, wincing with ignominy (он взглянул на нее быстро, пристально, содрогаясь от унижения;
She rose and turned the lock, afraid he would burst it. She felt hatred towards him, because he did not leave her free. He entered, his pipe between his teeth, and she returned to her old position on the bed. He closed the door and stood with his back to it.
“What’s the matter?” he asked determinedly.
She was sick with him. She could not look at him.
“Can’t you leave me alone?” she replied, averting her face from him.
He looked at her quickly, fully, wincing with ignominy. Then he seemed to consider for a moment.
“There’s something up with you, isn’t there?” he asked definitely (с тобой что-то стряслось, не так ли? – уверенно спросил он;
“Yes,” she said, “but that’s no reason why you should torment me (да, – сказала она, – но это не повод для того, чтобы ты меня терзал).”
“I don’t torment you (я тебя не терзаю). What’s the matter (в чем дело)?”
“Why should you know?” she cried, in hate and desperation (зачем тебе знать? – воскликнула она в ненависти и отчаянии).
Something snapped (что-то хрустнуло;
“I want to know (я хочу знать),” he said. His face was greyish pale, and set uglily (его лицо был землисто-бледным, застывшим уродливо = в безобразной гримасе;
“There’s something up with you, isn’t there?” he asked definitely.
“Yes,” she said, “but that’s no reason why you should torment me.”
“I don’t torment you. What’s the matter?”
“Why should you know?” she cried, in hate and desperation.
Something snapped. He started and caught his pipe as it fell from his mouth. Then he pushed forward the bitten-off mouth-piece with his tongue, took it from off his lips, and looked at it. Then he put out his pipe, and brushed the ash from his waistcoat. After which he raised his head.
“I want to know,” he said. His face was greyish pale, and set uglily.
Neither looked at the other (ни один /из них/ не смотрел на другого). She knew he was fired now (она знала, что теперь он рассвирепел;
“What right have you to know?” she asked (какое у тебя есть право знать? – спросила она).
He looked at her (он посмотрел на нее). She felt a pang of surprise for his tortured eyes and his fixed face (она почувствовала взрыв удивления =
But suddenly she lifted her head again swiftly (но вдруг она снова быстро вскинула голову), like a thing that tries to get free (как существо, которое пытается освободиться;
Neither looked at the other. She knew he was fired now. His heart was pounding heavily. She hated him, but she could not withstand him. Suddenly she lifted her head and turned on him.
“What right have you to know?” she asked.
He looked at her. She felt a pang of surprise for his tortured eyes and his fixed face. But her heart hardened swiftly. She had never loved him. She did not love him now.
But suddenly she lifted her head again swiftly, like a thing that tries to get free. She wanted to be free of it. It was not him so much, but it, something she had put on herself, that bound her so horribly.
And having put the bond on herself, it was hardest to take it off (и поскольку она сама надела на себя эти оковы, сбросить их было труднее всего;
“You know I used to live here (ты знаешь, что я прежде здесь жила;
“Well, I was companion to Miss Birch of Torril Hall (я была компаньонкой мисс Бёрч из Торрил-Холл;
And having put the bond on herself, it was hardest to take it off. But now she hated everything and felt destructive. He stood with his back to the door, fixed, as if he would oppose her eternally, till she was extinguished. She looked at him. Her eyes were cold and hostile. His workman’s hands spread on the panels of the door behind him.
“You know I used to live here?” she began, in a hard voice, as if wilfully to wound him. He braced himself against her, and nodded.
“Well, I was companion to Miss Birch of Torril Hall – she and the rector were friends, and Archie was the rector’s son.” There was a pause. He listened without knowing what was happening.
He stared at his wife (он пристально глядел на жену). She was squatted in her white dress on the bed (она сидела на корточках в белом платье на кровати), carefully folding and re-folding the hem of her skirt (тщательно сгибая и разгибая подол юбки;
“He was an officer – a sub-lieutenant (он был офицером, младшим лейтенантом) – then he quarrelled with his colonel and came out of the army (потом он поссорился с полковником и ушел из армии). At any rate” – she plucked at her skirt hem (так или иначе, – она дернула подол юбки;
“How old was he?” asked the husband (сколько ему было лет? – спросил муж).
“When – when I first knew him (когда – когда я только с ним познакомилась)? Or when he went away (или когда он уехал…)? – ”
He stared at his wife. She was squatted in her white dress on the bed, carefully folding and re-folding the hem of her skirt. Her voice was full of hostility.
“He was an officer – a sub-lieutenant – then he quarrelled with his colonel and came out of the army. At any rate” – she plucked at her skirt hem, her husband stood motionless, watching her movements which filled his veins with madness – “he was awfully fond of me, and I was of him – awfully.”
“How old was he?” asked the husband.
“When – when I first knew him? Or when he went away? —”
“When you first knew him (когда ты только с ним познакомилась).”
“When I first knew him, he was twenty-six (когда я с ним только познакомилась, ему было двадцать шесть…) – now – he’s thirty-one – nearly thirty-two (сейчас… ему тридцать один… почти тридцать два…) – because I’m twenty-nine, and he is nearly three years older (потому что мне двадцать девять, а он почти на три года старше…;
She lifted her head and looked at the opposite wall (она подняла голову и посмотрела на противоположную стену).
“And what then?” said her husband (и что дальше? – спросил муж).
She hardened herself, and said callously (она ожесточилась и сказала безразлично;
“We were as good as engaged for nearly a year, though nobody knew (мы были практически обручены около года, хотя никто не знал…;
“When you first knew him.”
“When I first knew him, he was twenty-six – now – he’s thirty-one – nearly thirty-two – because I’m twenty-nine, and he is nearly three years older —”
She lifted her head and looked at the opposite wall.
“And what then?” said her husband.
She hardened herself, and said callously:
“We were as good as engaged for nearly a year, though nobody knew – at least – they talked – but – it wasn’t open. Then he went away —”
“He chucked you?” said the husband brutally (он бросил тебя? – жестоко сказал муж;
“Then,” she resumed, her pain giving a mocking note to her words (потом, – продолжала она, и ее боль придавала словам насмешливую нотку;
“That was before you took on with me?” said the husband (это было до того, как ты закрутила со мной? – спросил муж;
“He chucked you?” said the husband brutally, wanting to hurt her into contact with himself. Her heart rose wildly with rage. Then “Yes”, she said, to anger him. He shifted from one foot to the other, giving a “Ph!” of rage. There was silence for a time.
“Then,” she resumed, her pain giving a mocking note to her words, “he suddenly went out to fight in Africa, and almost the very day I first met you, I heard from Miss Birch he’d got sunstroke – and two months after, that he was dead —”
“That was before you took on with me?” said the husband.
There was no answer (ответа не было). Neither spoke for a time (какое-то время ни один не говорил). He had not understood (он раньше не понял). His eyes were contracted uglily (его глаза мерзко сощурились;
“So you’ve been looking at your old courting places (значит, ты навещала места своих прежних шашней;
Still she did not answer him anything (она по-прежнему ничего ему не отвечала). He went away from the door to the window (он отошел от двери к окну). He stood with his hands behind him, his back to her (он стоял, заложив сзади руки, спиной к ней). She looked at him (она посмотрела на него). His hands seemed gross to her, the back of his head paltry (его руки показались ей грубыми, затылок – презренным;
At length, almost against his will, he turned round, asking (наконец, чуть не против своей воли, он повернулся и спросил;
“How long were you carrying on with him (как долго у тебя с ним была связь;
There was no answer. Neither spoke for a time. He had not understood. His eyes were contracted uglily.
“So you’ve been looking at your old courting places!” he said. “That was what you wanted to go out by yourself for this morning.”
Still she did not answer him anything. He went away from the door to the window. He stood with his hands behind him, his back to her. She looked at him. His hands seemed gross to her, the back of his head paltry.
At length, almost against his will, he turned round, asking:
“How long were you carrying on with him?”
“What do you mean?” she replied coldly (что ты имеешь в виду/что ты хочешь сказать? – холодно ответила она;
“I mean how long were you carrying on with him (я хочу сказать, как долго у тебя с ним была связь)?”
She lifted her head, averting her face from him (она подняла голову, отворачивая от него лицо). She refused to answer (она отказывалась отвечать). Then she said (затем сказала):
“I don’t know what you mean, by carrying on (не знаю, что ты хочешь сказать этим «была связь»). I loved him from the first days I met him (я любила его с первых дней, как повстречала…) – two months after I went to stay with Miss Birch (через два месяца после того, как я уехала жить у мисс Бёрч;
“And do you reckon he loved you?” he jeered (и ты думаешь, он тебя любил? – язвил он;
“I know he did (я знаю, что любил).”
“How do you know, if he’d have no more to do with you (как =
“What do you mean?” she replied coldly.
“I mean how long were you carrying on with him?”
She lifted her head, averting her face from him. She refused to answer. Then she said:
“I don’t know what you mean, by carrying on. I loved him from the first days I met him – two months after I went to stay with Miss Birch.”
“And do you reckon he loved you?” he jeered.
“I know he did.”
“How do you know, if he’d have no more to do with you?”
There was a long silence of hate and suffering (настало долгое молчание /, полное/ ненависти и страдания).
“And how far did it go between you (и как далеко зашло между вами)?” he asked at length, in a frightened, stiff voice (спросил он наконец испуганным, сдавленным голосом;
“I hate your not-straightforward questions,” she cried, beside herself with his baiting (ненавижу твои окольные вопросы, – воскликнула она, вне себя от его издевательств;
“Lovers – lovers,” he said, white with fury (любовниками… любовниками, – повторил он, белый от ярости). “You mean you had your fling with an army man (ты хочешь сказать, что погуляла с военным: «армейским человеком»;
She sat swallowing her bitterness (она сидела, глотая горечь;
There was a long silence of hate and suffering.
“And how far did it go between you?” he asked at length, in a frightened, stiff voice.
“I hate your not-straightforward questions,” she cried, beside herself with his baiting. “We loved each other, and we were lovers – we were. I don’t care what you think: what have you got to do with it? We were lovers before ever I knew you —”
“Lovers – lovers,” he said, white with fury. “You mean you had your fling with an army man, and then came to me to marry you when you’d done —”
She sat swallowing her bitterness. There was a long pause.
“Do you mean to say you used to go – the whole hogger (ты хочешь сказать, что тогда ты… пошла на всё;
“Why, what else do you think I mean?” she cried brutally (ну а что еще, по-твоему, я хочу сказать? – грубо выкрикнула она;
He shrank, and became white, impersonal (он съежился и сделался бледным и отчужденным;
“You never thought to tell me all this before I married you (ты и не думала рассказать мне всё это до того, как я на тебе женился),” he said, with bitter irony, at last (сказал он наконец с горькой иронией).
“You never asked me,” she replied (ты никогда меня не спрашивал, – ответила она).
“I never thought there was any need (я никогда и не думал, что есть необходимость).”
“Do you mean to say you used to go – the whole hogger?” he asked, still incredulous.
“Why, what else do you think I mean?” she cried brutally.
He shrank, and became white, impersonal. There was a long, paralysed silence. He seemed to have gone small.
“You never thought to tell me all this before I married you,” he said, with bitter irony, at last.
“You never asked me,” she replied.
“I never thought there was any need.”
“Well, then, you should think (ну, значит, тебе следовало подумать).”
He stood with expressionless, almost childlike set face (он стоял с ничего не выражающим, застывшим в почти детской гримасе лицом;
Suddenly she added (неожиданно она прибавила):
“And I saw him today (и я видела его сегодня),” she said. “He is not dead, he’s mad (он не мертвый, он сумасшедший).”
Her husband looked at her, startled (ее муж смотрел на нее, пораженный;
“Mad!’ he said involuntarily (сумасшедший! – невольно произнес он).
“Well, then, you should think.”
He stood with expressionless, almost childlike set face, revolving many thoughts, whilst his heart was mad with anguish.
Suddenly she added:
“And I saw him today,” she said. “He is not dead, he’s mad.”
Her husband looked at her, startled.
“Mad!’ he said involuntarily.
“A lunatic (душевнобольной),” she said. It almost cost her her reason to utter the word (ей стоило почти рассудка произнести это слово = она чуть не лишилась рассудка, произнося это слово;
“Did he know you?” asked the husband in a small voice (он тебя узнал? – спросил муж тихим голосом;
“No (нет),” she said.
He stood and looked at her (он стоял и смотрел на нее). At last he had learned the width of the breach between them (наконец-то он осознал ширину пропасти между ними;
“A lunatic,” she said. It almost cost her her reason to utter the word. There was a pause.
“Did he know you?” asked the husband in a small voice.
“No,” she said.
He stood and looked at her. At last he had learned the width of the breach between them. She still squatted on the bed. He could not go near her. It would be violation to each of them to be brought into contact with the other. The thing must work itself out. They were both shocked so much, they were impersonal, and no longer hated each other. After some minutes he left her and went out.
The White Stocking
(Белый чулок)
I
“I’m getting up, Teddilinks,” said Mrs. Whiston (я встаю, Теддинька, – сказала миссис Уистон;
“What the Hanover’s got you?” asked Whiston (что, черт возьми, на тебя нашло? – спросил Уистон;
“Nothing (ничего). Can’t I get up?” she replied animatedly (разве я не могу встать? – ответила она оживленно;
It was about seven o’clock (было около семи часов), scarcely light yet in the cold bedroom (еще едва /брезжил/ свет в холодной спальне). Whiston lay still and looked at his wife (Уистон лежал неподвижно и смотрел на жену;
“I’m getting up, Teddilinks,” said Mrs. Whiston, and she sprang out of bed briskly.
“What the Hanover’s got you?” asked Whiston.
“Nothing. Can’t I get up?” she replied animatedly.
It was about seven o’clock, scarcely light yet in the cold bedroom. Whiston lay still and looked at his wife. She was a pretty little thing, with her fleecy, short black hair all tousled… He watched her as she dressed quickly, flicking her small, delightful limbs, throwing her clothes about her. Her slovenliness and untidiness did not trouble him.
When she picked up the edge of her petticoat (когда она подняла край нижней юбки;
“Rise up,” she cried, turning to him with a quick wave of her arm – “and shine forth (вставай, – воскликнула она, оборачиваясь к нему с быстрым взмахом руки, – и просияй;
They had been married two years (они были женаты два года). But still, when she had gone out of the room (но тем не менее, когда она вышла из комнаты), he felt as if all his light and warmth were taken away (он почувствовал, словно весь его свет и тепло забрали;
When she picked up the edge of her petticoat, ripped off a torn string of white lace, and flung it on the dressing-table, her careless abandon made his spirit glow. She stood before the mirror and roughly scrambled together her profuse little mane of hair. He watched the quickness and softness of her young shoulders, calmly, like a husband, and appreciatively.
“Rise up,” she cried, turning to him with a quick wave of her arm – “and shine forth.”
They had been married two years. But still, when she had gone out of the room, he felt as if all his light and warmth were taken away, he became aware of the raw, cold morning.
So he rose himself, wondering casually what had roused her so early (поэтому он сам встал, невольно задаваясь вопросом: что пробудило ее так рано;
Whiston fastened a belt round his loins and went downstairs in shirt and trousers (Уистон затянул ремень вокруг пояса и спустился вниз в рубашке и брюках;
He was a shapely young fellow of about twenty-eight (это был статный молодой человек лет двадцати восьми;
So he rose himself, wondering casually what had roused her so early. Usually she lay in bed as late as she could.
Whiston fastened a belt round his loins and went downstairs in shirt and trousers. He heard her singing in her snatchy fashion. The stairs creaked under his weight. He passed down the narrow little passage, which she called a hall, of the seven and sixpenny house which was his first home.
He was a shapely young fellow of about twenty-eight, sleepy now and easy with well-being. He heard the water drumming into the kettle, and she began to whistle. He loved the quick way she dodged the supper cups under the tap to wash them for breakfast. She looked an untidy minx, but she was quick and handy enough.
“Teddilinks,” she cried (Теддинька! – крикнула она).
“What (что)?”
“Light a fire, quick (разведи огонь, быстрее;
She wore an old, sack-like dressing-jacket of black silk pinned across her breast (на ней был старый мешкообразный пеньюар из черного шелка, сколотый /булавкой/ на груди;
“Why don’t you sew your sleeve up (почему ты не зашьешь рукав;
“Where?” she cried, peering round (где? – воскликнула она, оглядываясь;
“Teddilinks,” she cried.
“What?”
“Light a fire, quick.”
She wore an old, sack-like dressing-jacket of black silk pinned across her breast. But one of the sleeves, coming unfastened, showed some delightful pink upper-arm.
“Why don’t you sew your sleeve up?” he said, suffering from the sight of the exposed soft flesh.
“Where?” she cried, peering round. “Nuisance,” she said, seeing the gap, then with light fingers went on drying the cups.
The kitchen was of fair size, but gloomy (кухня была довольно приличного размера, но мрачная;
Suddenly a thud was heard at the door down the passage (вдруг послышался стук в дверь в конце коридора;
“I’ll go,” cried Mrs. Whiston, and she was gone down the hall (я пойду =
The postman was a ruddy-faced man who had been a soldier (почтальон был краснолицый человек, прежде бывший солдатом;
“They’ve not forgot you,” he said impudently (они вас не забыли, – нахально сказал он;
“No – lucky for them,” she said, with a toss of the head (нет – к счастью для них, – сказала она, тряхнув головой;
The kitchen was of fair size, but gloomy. Whiston poked out the dead ashes.
Suddenly a thud was heard at the door down the passage.
“I’ll go,” cried Mrs. Whiston, and she was gone down the hall.
The postman was a ruddy-faced man who had been a soldier. He smiled broadly, handing her some packages.
“They’ve not forgot you,” he said impudently.
“No – lucky for them,” she said, with a toss of the head. But she was interested only in her envelopes this morning. The postman waited inquisitively, smiling in an ingratiating fashion.
She slowly, abstractedly, as if she did not know anyone was there, closed the door in his face (она медленно, рассеянно, словно не знала, что там кто-то есть, закрыла дверь у него перед носом: «ему в лицо»;
She tore open the thin envelope (она распечатала тонкий конверт). There was a long, hideous, cartoon valentine (там была длинная, отвратительная открытка в картинках ко дню святого Валентина;
She slowly, abstractedly, as if she did not know anyone was there, closed the door in his face, continuing to look at the addresses on her letters.
She tore open the thin envelope. There was a long, hideous, cartoon valentine. She smiled briefly and dropped it on the floor. Struggling with the string of a packet, she opened a white cardboard box, and there lay a white silk handkerchief packed neatly under the paper lace of the box, and her initial, worked in heliotrope, fully displayed. She smiled pleasantly, and gently put the box aside. The third envelope contained another white packet – apparently a cotton handkerchief neatly folded.
She shook it out (она встряхнула его;
With a little flash of triumph, she lifted a pair of pearl ear-rings from the small box, and she went to the mirror (с короткой вспышкой победы =
She shook it out. It was a long white stocking, but there was a little weight in the toe. Quickly, she thrust down her arm, wriggling her fingers into the toe of the stocking, and brought out a small box. She peeped inside the box, then hastily opened a door on her left hand, and went into the little, cold sitting-room. She had her lower lip caught earnestly between her teeth.
With a little flash of triumph, she lifted a pair of pearl ear-rings from the small box, and she went to the mirror. There, earnestly, she began to hook them through her ears, looking at herself sideways in the glass. Curiously concentrated and intent she seemed as she fingered the lobes of her ears, her head bent on one side.
Then the pearl ear-rings dangled under her rosy, small ears (и вот жемчужные серьги повисли под ее розовыми маленькими ушками;
She turned to look at the box (она повернулась, чтобы посмотреть на коробочку). There was a scrap of paper with this posy (там лежал клочок бумаги с этим стишком;
Then the pearl ear-rings dangled under her rosy, small ears. She shook her head sharply, to see the swing of the drops. They went chill against her neck, in little, sharp touches. Then she stood still to look at herself, bridling her head in the dignified fashion. Then she simpered at herself. Catching her own eye, she could not help winking at herself and laughing.
She turned to look at the box. There was a scrap of paper with this posy:
She made a grimace and a grin (она сделала гримасу =
Whiston had made the fire burn, so he came to look for her (Уистон уже развел огонь: «заставил огонь гореть», поэтому пошел ее искать;
He did not see much, in his morning-drowsy warmth (он не увидел много в своем сонном утреннем тепле = по-утреннему сонный, размягченный, он ничего не заметил). He gave her, as ever, a feeling of warmth and slowness (он, как всегда, принес ей ощущение тепла и неторопливости). His eyes were very blue, very kind, his manner simple (его глаза были очень голубые, очень добрые, его манеры простые;
“What ha’ you got?” he asked (что у тебя? – спросил он;
“Valentines,” she said briskly (поздравления на Валентинов день, – живо/проворно сказала она), ostentatiously turning to show him the silk handkerchief (хвастливо поворачиваясь, чтобы показать ему шелковый носовой платок;
She made a grimace and a grin. But she was drawn to the mirror again, to look at her ear-rings.
Whiston had made the fire burn, so he came to look for her. When she heard him, she started round quickly, guiltily. She was watching him with intent blue eyes when he appeared.
He did not see much, in his morning-drowsy warmth. He gave her, as ever, a feeling of warmth and slowness. His eyes were very blue, very kind, his manner simple.
“What ha’ you got?” he asked.
“Valentines,” she said briskly, ostentatiously turning to show him the silk handkerchief. She thrust it under his nose. “Smell how good,” she said.
“Who’s that from?” he replied, without smelling (от кого это? – спросил он, не понюхав;
“It’s a valentine,” she cried (это подарок на Валентинов день, – воскликнула она). “How da I know who it’s from (откуда мне знать, от кого это;
“I’ll bet you know (готов поспорить, ты знаешь;
“Ted! – I don’t!” she cried, beginning to shake her head (Тед! не знаю! – воскликнула она, начиная мотать головой), then stopping because of the ear-rings (потом прекращая из-за серег).
He stood still a moment, displeased (он секунду стоял неподвижно, недовольный;
“They’ve no right to send you valentines, now (теперь они не имеют права посылать тебе подарки на Валентинов день),” he said.
“Ted! – Why not (Тед! почему нет)? You’re not jealous, are you (ты ведь не ревнуешь, правда;
“Who’s that from?” he replied, without smelling.
“It’s a valentine,” she cried. “How da I know who it’s from?”
“I’ll bet you know,” he said.
“Ted! – I don’t!” she cried, beginning to shake her head, then stopping because of the ear-rings.
He stood still a moment, displeased.
“They’ve no right to send you valentines, now,” he said.
“Ted! – Why not? You’re not jealous, are you? I haven’t the least idea who it’s from. Look – there’s my initial” – she pointed with an emphatic finger at the heliotrope embroidery —
“E for Elsie (Э – значит Элси),
Nice little gelsie (милая девчушка;
she sang (пропела она;
“Get out (выкладывай;
“Truth, I don’t,” she cried (правда не знаю, – воскликнула она).
He looked round, and saw the white stocking lying on a chair (он огляделся и увидел белый чулок, лежащий на стуле).
“Is this another (это еще один /подарок/)?” he said.
“No, that’s a sample (нет, это образец /из магазина/),” she said. “There’s only a comic (там только картинки;
He stretched it out and looked at it solemnly (он развернул ее и посмотрел на нее серьезно;
“E for Elsie,
Nice little gelsie,”
she sang.
“Get out,” he said. “You know who it’s from.”
“Truth, I don’t,” she cried.
He looked round, and saw the white stocking lying on a chair.
“Is this another?” he said.
“No, that’s a sample,” she said. “There’s only a comic.” And she fetched in the long cartoon.
He stretched it out and looked at it solemnly.
“Fools!” he said, and went out of the room (дураки! – сказал он и вышел из комнаты;
She flew upstairs and took off the ear-rings (она взлетела по лестнице и сняла серьги;
“This fire’s a slow-coach (этот огонь /такой/ копуша;
“And who else is a slow-coach (а кто еще копуша)?” she said.
“One of us two, I know,” he said, and he rose carefully (один из нас двоих, я знаю, – сказал он и осторожно встал).
“Fools!” he said, and went out of the room.
She flew upstairs and took off the ear-rings. When she returned, he was crouched before the fire blowing the coals. The skin of his face was flushed, and slightly pitted, as if he had had small-pox. But his neck was white and smooth and goodly. She hung her arms round his neck as he crouched there, and clung to him. He balanced on his toes.
“This fire’s a slow-coach,” he said.
“And who else is a slow-coach?” she said.
“One of us two, I know,” he said, and he rose carefully.
She remained clinging round his neck, so that she was lifted off her feet (она осталась /висеть,/ держась за его шею, так, что ее ноги оторвались от земли).
“Ha! – swing me,” she cried (ага! – покачай меня, – воскликнула она).
He lowered his head, and she hung in the air, swinging from his neck, laughing (он опустил голову, и она повисла в воздухе, качаясь на его шее и смеясь;
“The kettle is singing,” she sang, flying for the teapot (чайник поет, – пропела она, спеша за заварочным чайником;
she sang, laughing (пропела она, смеясь).
She remained clinging round his neck, so that she was lifted off her feet.
“Ha! – swing me,” she cried.
He lowered his head, and she hung in the air, swinging from his neck, laughing. Then she slipped off.
“The kettle is singing,” she sang, flying for the teapot. He bent down again to blow the fire. The veins in his neck stood out, his shirt collar seemed too tight.
she sang, laughing.
He smiled at her (он улыбнулся ей).
She was so glad because of her pearl ear-rings (она была так рада из-за своих жемчужных серег).
Over the breakfast she grew serious (за завтраком она сделалась серьезной;
“Teddy!” she said at last (Тедди! – сказала она наконец).
“What?” he asked (что? – спросил он).
“I told you a lie,” she said, humbly tragic (я сказала тебе неправду, – произнесла она, смиренно-трагичная;
His soul stirred uneasily (его душа тревожно встрепенулась;
He smiled at her.
She was so glad because of her pearl ear-rings.
Over the breakfast she grew serious. He did not notice. She became portentous in her gravity. Almost it penetrated through his steady good-humour to irritate him.
“Teddy!” she said at last.
“What?” he asked.
“I told you a lie,” she said, humbly tragic.
His soul stirred uneasily.
“Oh aye?” he said casually (ах, неужели? – спросил он небрежно;
She was not satisfied (она не была довольна). He ought to be more moved (ему следовало бы быть более взволнованным;
“Yes,” she said.
He cut a piece of bread (он отрезал кусок хлеба).
“Was it a good one?” he asked (это была порядочная ложь? – спросил он;
She was piqued (она была уязвлена;
“No,” she said, “it wasn’t up to much (нет, она была пустячная;
“Ah!” he said easily, but with a steady strength of fondness for her in his tone (ага! – сказал он непринужденно, но с твердой силой любви =
“Oh aye?” he said casually.
She was not satisfied. He ought to be more moved.
“Yes,” she said.
He cut a piece of bread.
“Was it a good one?” he asked.
She was piqued. Then she considered – was it a good one? Then she laughed.
“No,” she said, “it wasn’t up to much.”
“Ah!” he said easily, but with a steady strength of fondness for her in his tone. “Get it out then.”
It became a little more difficult (это стало немного труднее).
“You know that white stocking,” she said earnestly (ты знаешь =
A little frown came on his brow (он немного нахмурил лоб;
“Then what did you invent it as a sample for (тогда зачем ты выдумала, что это образец;
“I was afraid you’d be cross,” she said pathetically (я боялась, ты разозлишься, – жалобно сказала она;
“I’ll bet you were vastly afraid,” he said (уверен, ты очень боялась;
“I was, Teddy (боялась, Тедди).”
It became a little more difficult.
“You know that white stocking,” she said earnestly. “I told you a lie. It wasn’t a sample. It was a valentine.”
A little frown came on his brow.
“Then what did you invent it as a sample for?” he said. But he knew this weakness of hers. The touch of anger in his voice frightened her.
“I was afraid you’d be cross,” she said pathetically.
“I’ll bet you were vastly afraid,” he said.
“I was, Teddy.”
There was a pause (возникла пауза). He was resolving one or two things in his mind (он обдумывал пару: «одну или две» вещей в уме;
“And who sent it?” he asked (и кто это прислал? – спросил он).
“I can guess,” she said, “though there wasn’t a word with it – except (могу догадаться, хотя с этим не было ни слова, кроме…) —”
She ran to the sitting-room and returned with a slip of paper (она убежала в гостиную и вернулась с листком бумаги;
He read it twice, then a dull red flush came on his face (он дважды прочел это, затем тускло-красная краска залила его лицо).
“And who do you guess it is?” he asked, with a ringing of anger in his voice (и кто это, по-твоему? – спросил он со звучанием гнева в голосе;
There was a pause. He was resolving one or two things in his mind.
“And who sent it?” he asked.
“I can guess,” she said, “though there wasn’t a word with it – except —”
She ran to the sitting-room and returned with a slip of paper.
He read it twice, then a dull red flush came on his face.
“And who do you guess it is?” he asked, with a ringing of anger in his voice.
“I suspect it’s Sam Adams,” she said, with a little virtuous indignation (думаю, это Сэм Адамс, – сказала она со слабым благородным негодованием;
Whiston was silent for a moment (Уистон помолчал немного;
“Fool (дурак/болван)!” he said. “An’ what’s it got to do with pearls (и при чем здесь жемчужины)? – and how can he say ‘wear these for me’ when there’s only one (и как он может говорить «носи их для меня», когда чулок один)? He hasn’t got the brain to invent a proper verse (у него ума не хватает придумать подходящие стихи;
He screwed the sup of paper into a ball and flung it into the fire (он скрутил кусочек бумаги в шарик и швырнул его в огонь;
“I suppose he thinks it’ll make a pair with the one last year (наверное, он думает, что чулок составит пару с тем, от прошлого года),” she said.
“Why, did he send one then (а что, он и тогда прислал)?”
“Yes (да). I thought you’d be wild if you knew (я думала, ты взбесишься, если узнаешь;
“I suspect it’s Sam Adams,” she said, with a little virtuous indignation.
Whiston was silent for a moment.
“Fool!” he said. “An’ what’s it got to do with pearls? – and how can he say ’wear these for me’ when there’s only one? He hasn’t got the brain to invent a proper verse.”
He screwed the sup of paper into a ball and flung it into the fire.
“I suppose he thinks it’ll make a pair with the one last year,” she said.
“Why, did he send one then?”
“Yes. I thought you’d be wild if you knew.”
His jaw set rather sullenly (его челюсть застыла угрюмо = его рот скривился в угрюмом выражении;
Presently he rose, and went to wash himself (вскоре он встал и пошел умываться), rolling back his sleeves and pulling open his shirt at the breast (закатав рукава и рывком расстегнув рубашку на груди;
His jaw set rather sullenly.
Presently he rose, and went to wash himself, rolling back his sleeves and pulling open his shirt at the breast. It was as if his fine, clear-cut temples and steady eyes were degraded by the lower, rather brutal part of his face. But she loved it. As she whisked about, clearing the table, she loved the way in which he stood washing himself. He was such a man. She liked to see his neck glistening with water as he swilled it. It amused her and pleased her and thrilled her. He was so sure, so permanent, he had her so utterly in his power. It gave her a delightful, mischievous sense of liberty. Within his grasp, she could dart about excitingly.
He turned round to her, his face red from the cold water, his eyes fresh and very blue (он обернулся к ней, его лицо было красным от холодной воды, глаза свежими и очень голубыми).
“You haven’t been seeing anything of him, have you?” he asked roughly (ты с ним не встречалась, правда? – грубо спросил он;
“Yes,” she answered, after a moment, as if caught guilty (встречалась, – ответила она через секунду, будто пойманная с поличным;
“You’ve got it off fine and glib,” he said sullenly (ты так хорошо и складно это говоришь, – сказал он угрюмо;
“Yes,” she replied, with the air of a traitor before the rack (да, – ответила она с видом изменника /, стоящего/ перед дыбой;
The blood came up into his neck and face, he stood motionless, dangerous (кровь бросилась ему в шею и лицо, он стоял неподвижный, опасный).
He turned round to her, his face red from the cold water, his eyes fresh and very blue.
“You haven’t been seeing anything of him, have you?” he asked roughly.
“Yes,” she answered, after a moment, as if caught guilty. “He got into the tram with me, and he asked me to drink a coffee and a Benedictine in the Royal.”
“You’ve got it off fine and glib,” he said sullenly. “And did you?”
“Yes,” she replied, with the air of a traitor before the rack.
The blood came up into his neck and face, he stood motionless, dangerous.
“It was cold, and it was such fun to go into the Royal (было холодно, да и так весело пойти в «Ройял»;
“You’d go off with a nigger for a packet of chocolate (ты бы сбежала с черномазым за пачку шоколада = за шоколадку;
“Ted – how beastly!” she cried (Тед, как отвратительно! – воскликнула она;
He turned away, to put on his necktie (он отвернулся и стал надевать галстук;
“It was cold, and it was such fun to go into the Royal,” she said.
“You’d go off with a nigger for a packet of chocolate,” he said, in anger and contempt, and some bitterness. Queer how he drew away from her, cut her off from him.
“Ted – how beastly!” she cried. “You know quite well —” She caught her lip, flushed, and the tears came to her eyes.
He turned away, to put on his necktie. She went about her work, making a queer pathetic little mouth, down which occasionally dripped a tear.
He was ready to go (он был готов уходить). With his hat jammed down on his head (натянув шляпу на голову;
In a moment she went upstairs to her ear-rings (через секунду =
He was ready to go. With his hat jammed down on his head, and his overcoat buttoned up to his chin, he came to kiss her. He would be miserable all the day if he went without. She allowed herself to be kissed. Her cheek was wet under his lips, and his heart burned. She hurt him so deeply. And she felt aggrieved, and did not quite forgive him.
In a moment she went upstairs to her ear-rings. Sweet they looked nestling in the little drawer – sweet! She examined them with voluptuous pleasure, she threaded them in her ears, she looked at herself, she posed and postured and smiled, and looked sad and tragic and winning and appealing, all in turn before the mirror. And she was happy, and very pretty.
She wore her ear-rings all morning, in the house (она носила серьги все утро в доме). She was self-conscious, and quite brilliantly winsome, when the baker came, wondering if he would notice (она была застенчива и весьма блестяще привлекательна =
She was stimulated all the day (она весь день была воодушевлена;
Meanwhile Whiston, a traveller and confidential support of a small firm (тем временем Уистон, коммивояжер и доверенное лицо одной мелкой фирмы;
She wore her ear-rings all morning, in the house. She was self-conscious, and quite brilliantly winsome, when the baker came, wondering if he would notice. All the tradesmen left her door with a glow in them, feeling elated, and unconsciously favouring the delightful little creature, though there had been nothing to notice in her behaviour.
She was stimulated all the day. She did not think about her husband. He was the permanent basis from which she took these giddy little flights into nowhere. At night, like chickens and curses, she would come home to him, to roost.
Meanwhile Whiston, a traveller and confidential support of a small firm, hastened about his work, his heart all the while anxious for her, yearning for surety, and kept tense by not getting it.
II
She had been a warehouse girl in Adams’s lace factory before she was married (она была кладовщицей на кружевной фабрике Адамса до того, как вышла замуж;
His fondness for the girls, or the fondness of the girls for him, was notorious (его интерес к девушкам, или интерес девушек к нему, был печально известен;
She had been a warehouse girl in Adams’s lace factory before she was married. Sam Adams was her employer. He was a bachelor of forty, growing stout, a man well dressed and florid, with a large brown moustache and thin hair. From the rest of his well-groomed, showy appearance, it was evident his baldness was a chagrin to him. He had a good presence, and some Irish blood in his veins.
His fondness for the girls, or the fondness of the girls for him, was notorious. And Elsie, quick, pretty, almost witty little thing – she seemed witty, although, when her sayings were repeated, they were entirely trivial – she had a great attraction for him.
He would come into the warehouse dressed in a rather sporting reefer coat, of fawn colour (он приходил на склад, одетый в довольно спортивного вида бушлат желтовато-коричневого цвета;
But meanwhile Whiston was courting her (но в то же время за ней ухаживал Уистон), and – she made splendid little gestures, before her bedroom mirror, of the constant-and-true sort (и она делала блестящие маленькие жесты перед зеркалом в спальне верного и преданного типа = она упражнялась перед зеркалом в спальне делать прекрасные жесты, выражающие любовь и преданность;
He would come into the warehouse dressed in a rather sporting reefer coat, of fawn colour, and trousers of fine black-and-white check, a cap with a big peak and a scarlet carnation in his button-hole, to impress her. She was only half impressed. He was too loud for her good taste. Instinctively perceiving this, he sobered down to navy blue. Then a well-built man, florid, with large brown whiskers, smart navy blue suit, fashionable boots, and manly hat, he was the irreproachable. Elsie was impressed.
But meanwhile Whiston was courting her, and – she made splendid little gestures, before her bedroom mirror, of the constant-and-true sort.
“True, true till death (верна, верна до смерти…) —”
That was her song (такова была ее песня). Whiston was made that way (Уистон был создан таким образом = был верным сам по себе, от природы), so there was no need to take thought for him (так что не было нужды беспокоиться за него;
Every Christmas Sam Adams gave a party at his house (каждое рождество Сэм Адамс устраивал прием гостей в своем доме;
Two years ago Elsie had attended this Christmas-party for the last time (два года назад Элси посетила этот рождественский прием в последний раз). Whiston had accompanied her (Уистон сопровождал ее). At that time he worked for Sam Adams (в то время он работал на Сэма Адамса).
“True, true till death —”
That was her song. Whiston was made that way, so there was no need to take thought for him.
Every Christmas Sam Adams gave a party at his house, to which he invited his superior work-people – not factory hands and labourers, but those above. He was a generous man in his way, with a real warm feeling for giving pleasure.
Two years ago Elsie had attended this Christmas-party for the last time. Whiston had accompanied her. At that time he worked for Sam Adams.
She had been very proud of herself (она очень собою гордилась;
They passed through the park gates, and her spirits rose (они прошли через ворота парка, и она воодушевилась;
They were rather late (они довольно сильно опоздали;
She had been very proud of herself, in her close-fitting, full-skirted dress of blue silk. Whiston called for her. Then she tripped beside him, holding her large cashmere shawl across her breast. He strode with long strides, his trousers handsomely strapped under his boots, and her silk shoes bulging the pockets of his full-skirted overcoat.
They passed through the park gates, and her spirits rose. Above them the Castle Rock looked grandly in the night, the naked trees stood still and dark in the frost, along the boulevard.
They were rather late. Agitated with anticipation, in the cloak-room she gave up her shawl, donned her silk shoes, and looked at herself in the mirror.
The loose bunches of curls on either side of her face danced prettily, her mouth smiled (распущенные пучки локонов =
She hung a moment in the door of the brilliantly lighted room (она помедлила немного в дверях ярко освещенной залы;
In an instant Sam Adams was coming forward (в тот же миг Сэм Адамс /уже/ приближался /к ней/;
“Come late, would you,” he shouted, “like royalty (поздновато вы, – прокричал он, – как лица королевских кровей;
The loose bunches of curls on either side of her face danced prettily, her mouth smiled.
She hung a moment in the door of the brilliantly lighted room. Many people were moving within the blaze of lamps, under the crystal chandeliers, the full skirts of the women balancing and floating, the side-whiskers and white cravats of the men bowing above. Then she entered the light.
In an instant Sam Adams was coming forward, lifting both his arms in boisterous welcome. There was a constant red laugh on his face.
“Come late, would you,” he shouted, “like royalty.”
He seized her hands and led her forward (он схватил ее за руки и повел вперед). He opened his mouth wide when he spoke (он открывал рот широко, когда говорил), and the effect of the warm, dark opening behind the brown whiskers was disturbing (и впечатление от теплого темного отверстия за каштановыми бакенбардами было тревожащим;
“Now then,” he said, taking her card to write down the dances (ну-ка, – сказал он, беря ее карточку, чтобы вписать свои танцы), “I’ve got carte blanche, haven’t I (у меня карт-бланш/свобода действий, не так ли)?”
“Mr. Whiston doesn’t dance (мистер Уистон не танцует),” she said.
“I am a lucky man!” he said, scribbling his initials (я счастливчик! – сказал он, небрежно выводя свои инициалы;
He wrote on, quietly (он продолжал писать молча). She blushed and laughed, not knowing what it meant (она покраснела и засмеялась, не зная, что это значит).
“Why, what is that?” she said (а что это такое? – спросила она;
He seized her hands and led her forward. He opened his mouth wide when he spoke, and the effect of the warm, dark opening behind the brown whiskers was disturbing. But she was floating into the throng on his arm. He was very gallant.
“Now then,” he said, taking her card to write down the dances, “I’ve got carte blanche, haven’t I?”
“Mr. Whiston doesn’t dance,” she said.
“I am a lucky man!” he said, scribbling his initials. “I was born with an amourette in my mouth.”
He wrote on, quietly. She blushed and laughed, not knowing what it meant.
“Why, what is that?” she said.
“It’s you, even littler than you are, dressed in little wings (это вы, даже поменьше, чем вы, с маленькими крылышками;
“I should have to be pretty small to get in your mouth (мне нужно быть довольно маленькой, чтобы поместиться в ваш рот;
“You think you’re too big, do you!” he said easily (вы думаете, вы слишком большая, вот как! – сказал он непринужденно).
He handed her her card, with a bow (он протянул ей ее карточку с поклоном).
“Now I’m set up, my darling, for this evening (теперь, дорогая, я составил планы на этот вечер;
Then, quick, always at his ease, he looked over the room (затем быстро, /как/ всегда непринужденно, он оглядел залу;
“It’s you, even littler than you are, dressed in little wings,” he said.
“I should have to be pretty small to get in your mouth,” she said.
“You think you’re too big, do you!” he said easily.
He handed her her card, with a bow.
“Now I’m set up, my darling, for this evening,” he said.
Then, quick, always at his ease, he looked over the room. She waited in front of him. He was ready. Catching the eye of the band, he nodded. In a moment, the music began. He seemed to relax, giving himself up.
“Now then, Elsie,” he said, with a curious caress in his voice (ну, Элси, – сказал он с необыкновенной лаской в голосе;
He was an excellent dancer (он был превосходным танцором). He seemed to draw her close in to him by some male warmth of attraction (казалось, он притягивал ее к себе каким-то мужским теплом привлекательности = мужской теплой привлекательностью;
“Now then, Elsie,” he said, with a curious caress in his voice that seemed to lap the outside of her body in a warm glow, delicious. She gave herself to it. She liked it.
He was an excellent dancer. He seemed to draw her close in to him by some male warmth of attraction, so that she became all soft and pliant to him, flowing to his form, whilst he united her with him and they lapsed along in one movement. She was just carried in a kind of strong, warm flood, her feet moved of themselves, and only the music threw her away from him, threw her back to him, to his clasp, in his strong form moving against her, rhythmically, deliriously.
When it was over, he was pleased and his eyes had a curious gleam (когда танец закончился, Адамс был доволен, в его глазах был странный огонек;
She went, driven by an opposite, heavier impulse, to Whiston (она подошла, движимая противоположным, более сильным порывом, к Уистону;
“Aren’t you going to play whist?” she asked (разве ты не идешь играть в вист? – спросила она).
“Aye (иду: «да/так точно»),” he said. “Directly (немедленно;
When it was over, he was pleased and his eyes had a curious gleam which thrilled her and yet had nothing to do with her. Yet it held her. He did not speak to her. He only looked straight into her eyes with a curious, gleaming look that disturbed her fearfully and deliriously. But also there was in his look some of the automatic irony of the roué. It left her partly cold. She was not carried away.
She went, driven by an opposite, heavier impulse, to Whiston. He stood looking gloomy, trying to admit that she had a perfect right to enjoy herself apart from him. He received her with rather grudging kindliness.
“Aren’t you going to play whist?” she asked.
“Aye,” he said. “Directly.”
“I do wish you could dance (мне бы очень хотелось, чтобы ты умел танцевать/как жаль, что ты не умеешь танцевать;
“Well, I can’t (что ж, не умею),” he said. “So you enjoy yourself (поэтому веселись /сама/).”
“But I should enjoy it better if I could dance with you (но я бы веселилась больше, если бы могла танцевать с тобой;
“Nay, you’re all right (нет, тебе и так хорошо;
“Then you ought to be!” she cried (тогда тебе нужно научиться! – воскликнула она).
“Well, it’s my fault, not yours (что ж, это мой недостаток, не твой). You enjoy yourself,” he bade her (а ты веселись, – пожелал он ей;
She went with anticipation to the arms of Sam Adams (она пошла с предвкушением в объятия Сэма Адамса), when the time came to dance with him (когда пришло время танцевать с ним). It was so gratifying, irrespective of the man (это было так приятно, независимо от мужчины;
“I do wish you could dance.”
“Well, I can’t,” he said. “So you enjoy yourself.”
“But I should enjoy it better if I could dance with you.”
“Nay, you’re all right,” he said. “I’m not made that way.”
“Then you ought to be!” she cried.
“Well, it’s my fault, not yours. You enjoy yourself,” he bade her. Which she proceeded to do, a little bit irked.
She went with anticipation to the arms of Sam Adams, when the time came to dance with him. It was so gratifying, irrespective of the man.
And she felt a little grudge against Whiston (и она почувствовала небольшую обиду на Уистона;
She was getting warmed right through (она согревалась полностью, вся;
When she got a chance, she escaped from the dancing-room to the card-room (когда у нее выдалась возможность, она сбежала из танцевального зала в игорный;
And she felt a little grudge against Whiston, soon forgotten when her host was holding her near to him, in a delicious embrace. And she watched his eyes, to meet the gleam in them, which gratified her.
She was getting warmed right through, the glow was penetrating into her, driving away everything else. Only in her heart was a little tightness, like conscience.
When she got a chance, she escaped from the dancing-room to the card-room. There, in a cloud of smoke, she found Whiston playing cribbage. Radiant, roused, animated, she came up to him and greeted him. She was too strong, too vibrant a note in the quiet room. He lifted his head, and a frown knitted his gloomy forehead.
“Are you playing cribbage (ты играешь в криббидж)? Is it exciting (это интересно;
He looked at her (он посмотрел на нее). None of these questions needed answering (ни один из этих вопросов не требовал ответа), and he did not feel in touch with her (и он не чувствовал себя связанным с нею/не чувствовал связи между ней и собой;
“Are you white or red?” she asked (у тебя белые или красные? – спросила она).
“He’s red,” replied the partner (у него красные, – ответил партнер).
“Then you’re losing,” she said, still to Whiston (тогда ты проигрываешь, – сказала она, по-прежнему /обращаясь к/ Уистону;
“Now put it back in its right place,” said Whiston (ну-ка поставь обратно, на свое место, – сказал Уистон).
“Are you playing cribbage? Is it exciting? How are you getting on?” she chattered.
He looked at her. None of these questions needed answering, and he did not feel in touch with her. She turned to the cribbage-board.
“Are you white or red?” she asked.
“He’s red,” replied the partner.
“Then you’re losing,” she said, still to Whiston. And she lifted the red peg from the board. “One – two – three – four – five – six – seven – eight – Right up there you ought to jump —”
“Now put it back in its right place,” said Whiston.
“Where was it?” she asked gaily, knowing her transgression (где он был? – спросила она весело, осознавая свой проступок). He took the little red peg away from her and stuck it in its hole (он забрал у нее маленький красный колышек и вставил его в отверстие /на доске/;
The cards were shuffled (карты были перемешаны = карты стасовали;
“What a shame you’re losing!” said Elsie (какой стыд, что ты проигрываешь! – сказала Элси).
“You’d better cut for him,” said the partner (вам лучше снять за него, – сказал партнер;
She did so, hastily (она так и сделала, торопливо). The cards were dealt (сдали карты;
“It’s good,” she cried, “isn’t it (хорошо, – воскликнула она, – не правда ли)?”
He did not answer, but threw down two cards (он не ответил, а сбросил две карты).
“Where was it?” she asked gaily, knowing her transgression. He took the little red peg away from her and stuck it in its hole.
The cards were shuffled.
“What a shame you’re losing!” said Elsie.
“You’d better cut for him,” said the partner.
She did so, hastily. The cards were dealt. She put her hand on his shoulder, looking at his cards.
“It’s good,” she cried, “isn’t it?”
He did not answer, but threw down two cards.
It moved him more strongly than was comfortable (это взволновало его сильнее, чем было спокойно = для него невыносимо было;
At that moment Sam Adams appeared, florid and boisterous (в эту минуту появился Сэм Адамс, цветущий и шумный), intoxicated more with himself, with the dancing, than with wine (опьяненный больше самим собой и танцами, чем вином). In his eyes the curious, impersonal light gleamed (в его глазах мерцал всё тот же странный, отчужденный огонек;
“I thought I should find you here, Elsie (я так и думал, что найду вас здесь, Элси),” he cried boisterously, a disturbing, high note in his voice (громко выкрикнул он, с волнующей высокой нотой в голосе).
“What made you think so (что заставило вас так думать)?” she replied, the mischief rousing in her (ответила она с пробуждающимся озорством;
The florid, well-built man narrowed his eyes to a smile (цветущий, хорошо сложенный человек прищурился и улыбнулся: «сузил глаза до улыбки»).
It moved him more strongly than was comfortable, to have her hand on his shoulder, her curls dangling and touching his ears, whilst she was roused to another man. It made the blood flame over him.
At that moment Sam Adams appeared, florid and boisterous, intoxicated more with himself, with the dancing, than with wine. In his eyes the curious, impersonal light gleamed.
“I thought I should find you here, Elsie,” he cried boisterously, a disturbing, high note in his voice.
“What made you think so?” she replied, the mischief rousing in her.
The florid, well-built man narrowed his eyes to a smile.
“I should never look for you among the ladies (я бы никогда не стал искать вас среди дам),” he said, with a kind of intimate, animal call to her (сказал он со своего рода интимным, животным призывом к ней;
“Madam, the music waits (мадам, музыка ждет).”
She went almost helplessly, carried along with him, unwilling, yet delighted (она ушла почти беспомощно, увлекаемая им, против воли, однако счастливая;
That dance was an intoxication to her (этот танец был для нее опьяняющим;
“I should never look for you among the ladies,” he said, with a kind of intimate, animal call to her. He laughed, bowed, and offered her his arm.
“Madam, the music waits.”
She went almost helplessly, carried along with him, unwilling, yet delighted.
That dance was an intoxication to her. After the first few steps, she felt herself slipping away from herself. She almost knew she was going, she did not even want to go. Yet she must have chosen to go. She lay in the arm of the steady, close man with whom she was dancing, and she seemed to swim away out of contact with the room, into him.
She had passed into another, denser element of him, an essential privacy (она перетекла в другую, более сокровенную его часть, в самую глубину души;
She had passed into another, denser element of him, an essential privacy. The room was all vague around her, like an atmosphere, like under sea, with a flow of ghostly, dumb movements. But she herself was held real against her partner, and it seemed she was connected with him, as if the movements of his body and limbs were her own movements, yet not her own movements – and oh, delicious! He also was given up, oblivious, concentrated, into the dance. His eye was unseeing. Only his large, voluptuous body gave off a subtle activity. His fingers seemed to search into her flesh. Every moment, and every moment, she felt she would give way utterly, and sink molten: the fusion point was coming when she would fuse down into perfect unconsciousness at his feet and knees.
But he bore her round the room in the dance (но он кружил ее по залу в танце;
It was exquisite (это было бесподобно;
But he bore her round the room in the dance, and he seemed to sustain all her body with his limbs, his body, and his warmth seemed to come closer into her, nearer, till it would fuse right through her, and she would be as liquid to him, as an intoxication only.
It was exquisite. When it was over, she was dazed, and was scarcely breathing. She stood with him in the middle of the room as if she were alone in a remote place. He bent over her. She expected his lips on her bare shoulder, and waited. Yet they were not alone, they were not alone. It was cruel.
“’Twas good, wasn’t it, my darling (это было хорошо, не правда ли, дорогая;
She was not aware of what she was doing, only a little grain of resistant trouble was in her (она не сознавала, что делает, лишь крупица противящейся тревоги была в ней;
“’Twas good, wasn’t it, my darling?” he said to her, low and delighted. There was a strange impersonality about his low, exultant call that appealed to her irresistibly. Yet why was she aware of some part shut off in her? She pressed his arm, and he led her towards the door.
She was not aware of what she was doing, only a little grain of resistant trouble was in her. The man, possessed, yet with a superficial presence of mind, made way to the dining-room, as if to give her refreshment, cunningly working to his own escape with her. He was molten hot, filmed over with presence of mind, and bottomed with cold disbelief.
In the dining-room was Whiston, carrying coffee to the plain, neglected ladies (в столовой был Уистон, подносивший кофе невзрачным дамам, оставшимся без кавалеров;
But she was growing cooler (но она остывала;
“Have you finished your cribbage?” she asked, with hasty evasion of him (ты уже закончил свой криббидж? – спросила она с поспешным уклонением от него = поспешно предваряя его вопрос;
In the dining-room was Whiston, carrying coffee to the plain, neglected ladies. Elsie saw him, but felt as if he could not see her. She was beyond his reach and ken. A sort of fusion existed between her and the large man at her side. She ate her custard, but an incomplete fusion all the while sustained and contained her within the being of her employer.
But she was growing cooler. Whiston came up. She looked at him, and saw him with different eyes. She saw his slim, young man’s figure real and enduring before her. That was he. But she was in the spell with the other man, fused with him, and she could not be taken away.
“Have you finished your cribbage?” she asked, with hasty evasion of him.
“Yes,” he replied (да, – ответил он). “Aren’t you getting tired of dancing (ты не устаешь танцевать;
“Not a bit (ни капельки),” she said.
“Not she,” said Adams heartily (только не она, – с жаром сказал Адамс;
Whilst they sipped the wine, Adams watched Whiston almost cunningly, to find his advantage (пока они потягивали вино, Адамс наблюдал за Уистоном почти хитро, чтобы обнаружить его преимущество = понять, в чем тот превосходит его;
“We’d better be getting back – there’s the music (нам лучше возвращаться – музыка играет),” he said. “See the women get something to eat, Whiston, will you, there’s a good chap (позаботьтесь о том, чтобы дамы что-нибудь съели: «получили что-нибудь съесть», Уистон, будьте добры, вы славный малый;
And he began to draw away (и он начал удаляться). Elsie was drifting helplessly with him (Элси беспомощно пошла с ним;
“Yes,” he replied. “Aren’t you getting tired of dancing?”
“Not a bit,” she said.
“Not she,” said Adams heartily. “No girl with any spirit gets tired of dancing. – Have something else, Elsie. Come – sherry. Have a glass of sherry with us, Whiston.”
Whilst they sipped the wine, Adams watched Whiston almost cunningly, to find his advantage.
“We’d better be getting back – there’s the music,” he said. “See the women get something to eat, Whiston, will you, there’s a good chap.”
And he began to draw away. Elsie was drifting helplessly with him.
But Whiston put himself beside them, and went along with them (но Уистон пристроился: «поставил себя» рядом и пошел вместе с ними;
A man came hurrying forward, claiming Elsie, and Adams went to his other partner (какой-то мужчина спешил к ним, требуя /свой танец с/ Элси, и Адамс ушел к другой партнерше;
But Whiston put himself beside them, and went along with them. In silence they passed through to the dancing-room. There Adams hesitated, and looked round the room. It was as if he could not see.
A man came hurrying forward, claiming Elsie, and Adams went to his other partner. Whiston stood watching during the dance. She was conscious of him standing there observant of her, like a ghost, or a judgment, or a guardian angel. She was also conscious, much more intimately and impersonally, of the body of the other man moving somewhere in the room. She still belonged to him, but a feeling of distraction possessed her, and helplessness. Adams danced on, adhering to Elsie, waiting his time, with the persistence of cynicism.
The dance was over (танец закончился;
“Are you enjoying yourself?” he asked (ты весело проводишь время? – спросил он).
“Ever so,” she replied, with a fervent, yet detached tone (очень, – ответила она пылким, однако отчужденным голосом;
“It’s going on for one o’clock (/время/ близится к часу;
“Is it?” she answered (правда? – спросила она). It meant nothing to her (это ничего для нее не значило).
“Should we be going (может, нам пора уходить)?” he said.
The dance was over. Adams was detained. Elsie found herself beside Whiston. There was something shapely about him as he sat, about his knees and his distinct figure, that she clung to. It was as if he had enduring form. She put her hand on his knee.
“Are you enjoying yourself?” he asked.
“Ever so,” she replied, with a fervent, yet detached tone.
“It’s going on for one o’clock,” he said.
“Is it?” she answered. It meant nothing to her.
“Should we be going?” he said.
She was silent (она молчала). For the first time for an hour or more an inkling of her normal consciousness returned (в первый раз за час или более нечто похожее на ее нормальное сознание вернулось;
“What for (зачем)?” she said.
“I thought you might have had enough (я подумал, может, ты уже достаточно /потанцевала/),” he said.
A slight soberness came over her (легкая трезвость охватила ее = ее сознание немного прояснилось), an irritation at being frustrated of her illusion (/она почувствовала/ раздражение оттого, что ее иллюзии рассеяли;
“Why (почему)?” she said.
“We’ve been here since nine (мы тут с девяти /часов/),” he said.
That was no answer, no reason (это не было ни ответом, ни основанием). It conveyed nothing to her (это ей ни о чем не говорило;
She was silent. For the first time for an hour or more an inkling of her normal consciousness returned. She resented it.
“What for?” she said.
“I thought you might have had enough,” he said.
A slight soberness came over her, an irritation at being frustrated of her illusion.
“Why?” she said.
“We’ve been here since nine,” he said.
That was no answer, no reason. It conveyed nothing to her. She sat detached from him. Across the room Sam Adams glanced at her. She sat there exposed for him.
“You don’t want to be too free with Sam Adams,” said Whiston cautiously, suffering (тебе не нужно быть слишком вольной =
“How, free?” she asked (как /это/ – вольничать? – спросила она).
“Why – you don’t want to have too much to do with him (ну… тебе не надо слишком уж знаться с ним;
She sat silent (она сидела молча). He was forcing her into consciousness of her position (он принуждал ее осознать свое положение;
“I like him,” she said (мне он нравится, – сказала она).
“What do you find to like in him?” he said, with a hot heart (что ты в нем находишь? – спросил он с горячим сердцем).
“I don’t know – but I like him (не знаю… но он мне нравится),” she said.
“You don’t want to be too free with Sam Adams,” said Whiston cautiously, suffering. “You know what he is.”
“How, free?” she asked.
“Why – you don’t want to have too much to do with him.”
She sat silent. He was forcing her into consciousness of her position. But he could not get hold of her feelings, to change them. She had a curious, perverse desire that he should not.
“I like him,” she said.
“What do you find to like in him?” he said, with a hot heart.
“I don’t know – but I like him,” she said.
She was immutable (она была непреклонна;
She was immutable. He sat feeling heavy and dulled with rage. He was not clear as to what he felt. He sat there unliving whilst she danced. And she, distracted, lost to herself between the opposing forces of the two men, drifted. Between the dances, Whiston kept near to her. She was scarcely conscious. She glanced repeatedly at her card, to see when she would dance again with Adams, half in desire, half in dread. Sometimes she met his steady, glaucous eye as she passed him in the dance. Sometimes she saw the steadiness of his flank as he danced. And it was always as if she rested on his arm, were borne along, upborne by him, away from herself. And always there was present the other’s antagonism. She was divided.
The time came for her to dance with Adams (пришло время ей танцевать с Адамсом). Oh, the delicious closing of contact with him, of his limbs touching her limbs, his arm supporting her (о, это восхитительное соприкосновение с ним, с его руками, ногами, касающимися ее рук и ног, его рука, поддерживающая ее;
But she breathed heavily, beginning to suffer from the closeness of strain (но она тяжело дышала, начиная страдать от неистового напряжения;
The time came for her to dance with Adams. Oh, the delicious closing of contact with him, of his limbs touching her limbs, his arm supporting her. She seemed to resolve. Whiston had not made himself real to her. He was only a heavy place in her consciousness.
But she breathed heavily, beginning to suffer from the closeness of strain. She was nervous. Adams also was constrained. A tightness, a tension was coming over them all. And he was exasperated, feeling something counteracting physical magnetism, feeling a will stronger with her than his own, intervening in what was becoming a vital necessity to him.
Elsie was almost lost to her own control (Элси была почти потеряна для собственного контроля = почти утратила над собой контроль). As she went forward with him to take her place at the dance (когда она шла с ним, чтобы занять свое место для танца), she stooped for her pocket-handkerchief (то наклонилась за своим носовым платком;
Elsie was almost lost to her own control. As she went forward with him to take her place at the dance, she stooped for her pocket-handkerchief. The music sounded for quadrilles. Everybody was ready. Adams stood with his body near her, exerting his attraction over her. He was tense and fighting. She stooped for her pocket-handkerchief, and shook it as she rose. It shook out and fell from her hand. With agony, she saw she had taken a white stocking instead of a handkerchief. For a second it lay on the floor, a twist of white stocking. Then, in an instant, Adams picked it up, with a little, surprised laugh of triumph.
“That’ll do for me,” he whispered – seeming to take possession of her (это меня устроит, – прошептал он, будто завладев ею;
The dance began (танец начался). She felt weak and faint, as if her will were turned to water (она чувствовала слабость и головокружение, словно ее воля превратилась в воду;
When the dance was over, Adams yielded her up (когда танец закончился, Адамс оставил ее;
“What was it as you dropped?” Whiston asked (что это ты уронила? – спросил Уистон).
“I thought it was my handkerchief – I’d taken a stocking by mistake (я думала, это мой платок… я взяла чулок по ошибке),” she said, detached and muted (сказала она, отчужденная и притихшая;
“And he’s got it (и он /теперь/ у него)?”
“Yes.”
“That’ll do for me,” he whispered – seeming to take possession of her. And he stuffed the stocking in his trousers pocket, and quickly offered her his handkerchief.
The dance began. She felt weak and faint, as if her will were turned to water. A heavy sense of loss came over her. She could not help herself anymore. But it was peace.
When the dance was over, Adams yielded her up. Whiston came to her.
“What was it as you dropped?” Whiston asked.
“I thought it was my handkerchief – I’d taken a stocking by mistake,” she said, detached and muted.
“And he’s got it?”
“Yes.”
“What does he mean by that (что он этим хочет сказать)?”
She lifted her shoulders (она подняла плечи = пожала плечами).
“Are you going to let him keep it?” he asked (ты собираешься позволить ему оставить чулок? – спросил он;
“I don’t let him (я ему не позволяю).”
There was a long pause (наступила долгая пауза).
“Am I to go and have it out with him (мне пойти и разобраться с ним
“No,” she said, pale (нет, – сказала она, побледнев;
“Why (почему)?”
“What does he mean by that?”
She lifted her shoulders.
“Are you going to let him keep it?” he asked.
“I don’t let him.”
There was a long pause.
“Am I to go and have it out with him?” he asked, his face flushed, his blue eyes going hard with opposition.
“No,” she said, pale.
“Why?”
“No – I don’t want to say anything about it (нет… не хочу ничего говорить об этом).”
He sat exasperated and nonplussed (он сидел разгневанный и растерянный;
“You’ll let him keep it, then?” he asked (значит, ты позволишь ему оставить чулок? – спросил он).
She sat silent and made no form of answer (она сидела молча и не дала никакого ответа: «не сделала никакой формы ответа»).
“What do you mean by it?” he said, dark with fury (что ты этим хочешь сказать? – спросил он, темный от ярости). And he started up (и вскочил).
“No!” she cried (нет! – воскликнула она;
It made him black with rage (это сделало его черным от ярости = заставило его почернеть от ярости;
“Why (почему)?” he said.
“No – I don’t want to say anything about it.”
He sat exasperated and nonplussed.
“You’ll let him keep it, then?” he asked.
She sat silent and made no form of answer.
“What do you mean by it?” he said, dark with fury. And he started up.
“No!” she cried. “Ted!” And she caught hold of him, sharply detaining him.
It made him black with rage.
“Why?” he said.
Then something about her mouth was pitiful to him (в ее губах было что-то, вызывающее у него жалость;
“Then I’m not stopping here (тогда я здесь не останусь),” he said. “Are you coming with me (ты идешь со мной)?”
She rose mutely, and they went out of the room (она безмолвно поднялась, и они вышли из комнаты). Adams had not noticed (Адамс не заметил).
In a few moments they were in the street (через несколько секунд они были на улице).
“What the hell do you mean?” he said, in a black fury (что, черт возьми, это значит? – спросил он в черной ярости;
She went at his side, in silence, neutral (она шла рядом с ним, в молчании =
“That great hog, an’ all,” he added (вот ведь огромный боров, – прибавил он;
Then something about her mouth was pitiful to him. He did not understand, but he felt she must have her reasons.
“Then I’m not stopping here,” he said. “Are you coming with me?”
She rose mutely, and they went out of the room. Adams had not noticed.
In a few moments they were in the street.
“What the hell do you mean?” he said, in a black fury.
She went at his side, in silence, neutral.
“That great hog, an’ all,” he added.
Then they went a long time in silence through the frozen, deserted darkness of the town (потом они шли долгое время в молчании сквозь промерзшую, пустынную тьму города). She felt she could not go indoors (она почувствовала, что не может войти в дом;
“I don’t want to go home,” she suddenly cried in distress and anguish (не хочу идти домой, – вдруг воскликнула она в горе и страдании). “I don’t want to go home.”
He looked at her (он посмотрел на нее).
“Why don’t you (почему ты не хочешь)?” he said.
“I don’t want to go home,” was all she could sob (не хочу домой, – вот и всё, что она смогла промолвить, рыдая;
He heard somebody coming (он услышал, как кто-то идет).
“Well, we can walk a bit further,” he said (что ж, мы можем пройти немного дальше;
Then they went a long time in silence through the frozen, deserted darkness of the town. She felt she could not go indoors. They were drawing near her house.
“I don’t want to go home,” she suddenly cried in distress and anguish. “I don’t want to go home.”
He looked at her.
“Why don’t you?” he said.
“I don’t want to go home,” was all she could sob.
He heard somebody coming.
“Well, we can walk a bit further,” he said.
She was silent again (она снова замолчала). They passed out of the town into the fields (они вышли из города в поля). He held her by the arm – they could not speak (он держал ее под руку – они не могли говорить).
“What’s a-matter?” he asked at length, puzzled (что стряслось/в чем дело? – спросил он наконец, озадаченный;
She began to cry again (она снова начала плакать).
At last he took her in his arms, to soothe her (наконец он обнял ее: «взял ее в свои руки», чтобы успокоить). She sobbed by herself, almost unaware of him (она всхлипывала, словно была одна, почти не замечая его;
“Tell me what’s a-matter, Elsie (скажи мне, в чем дело, Элси),” he said. “Tell me what’s a-matter – my dear – tell me, then (скажи мне, что случилось… милая… ну скажи же…;
He kissed her wet face, and caressed her (он целовал ее мокрое лицо и ласкал ее). She made no response (она никак не отвечала;
She was silent again. They passed out of the town into the fields. He held her by the arm – they could not speak.
“What’s a-matter?” he asked at length, puzzled.
She began to cry again.
At last he took her in his arms, to soothe her. She sobbed by herself, almost unaware of him.
“Tell me what’s a-matter, Elsie,” he said. “Tell me what’s a-matter – my dear – tell me, then —”
He kissed her wet face, and caressed her. She made no response. He was puzzled and tender and miserable.
At length she became quiet (наконец она утихла). Then he kissed her, and she put her arms round him (тогда он поцеловал ее, и она обхватила его), and clung to him very tight, as if for fear and anguish (и прижалась к нему очень крепко, будто от страха и страданий). He held her in his arms, wondering (он держал ее в руках =
“Ted!” she whispered, frantic (Тед! – жарко прошептала она;
“What, my love?” he answered, becoming also afraid (что, любовь моя/любимая? – спросил он, тоже начиная бояться;
“Be good to me,” she cried (будь добр ко мне! – воскликнула она). “Don’t be cruel to me (не будь жесток ко мне).”
“No, my pet,” he said, amazed and grieved (конечно, лапочка, – сказал он, изумленный и опечаленный;
“Oh, be good to me,” she sobbed (о, будь добр ко мне, – всхлипывала она).
And he held her very safe, and his heart was white-hot with love for her (и он обнимал ее очень бережно, и сердце его раскалилось добела от любви к ней;
At length she became quiet. Then he kissed her, and she put her arms round him, and clung to him very tight, as if for fear and anguish. He held her in his arms, wondering.
“Ted!” she whispered, frantic. “Ted!”
“What, my love?” he answered, becoming also afraid.
“Be good to me,” she cried. “Don’t be cruel to me.”
“No, my pet,” he said, amazed and grieved. “Why?”
“Oh, be good to me,” she sobbed.
And he held her very safe, and his heart was white-hot with love for her. His mind was amazed. He could only hold her against his chest that was white-hot with love and belief in her. So she was restored at last.
III
She refused to go to her work at Adams’s any more (она отказалась снова выходить на работу на /фабрике/ Адамса). Her father had to submit and she sent in her notice – she was not well (ее отец вынужден был подчиниться, и она подала заявление /об уходе/ – ей нездоровилось;
In a few weeks, she and Whiston were married (через несколько недель они с Уистоном поженились;
She refused to go to her work at Adams’s any more. Her father had to submit and she sent in her notice – she was not well. Sam Adams was ironical. But he had a curious patience. He did not fight.
In a few weeks, she and Whiston were married. She loved him with passion and worship, a fierce little abandon of love that moved him to the depths of his being, and gave him a permanent surety and sense of realness in himself. He did not trouble about himself any more: he felt he was fulfilled and now he had only the many things in the world to busy himself about. Whatever troubled him, at the bottom was surety. He had found himself in this love.
They spoke once or twice of the white stocking (они говорили один или два раза о белом чулке).
“Ah!” Whiston exclaimed (ах! – восклицал Уистон). “What does it matter (какое это имеет значение;
He was impatient and angry, and could not bear to consider the matter (он был раздражен и зол и терпеть не мог обсуждать это дело;
She was quite happy at first, carried away by her adoration of her husband (она была весьма счастлива поначалу, охваченная обожанием мужа). Then gradually she got used to him (затем постепенно она к нему привыкла). He always was the ground of her happiness (он всегда был основой ее счастья;
Inside of marriage she found her liberty (в супружестве она нашла свободу). She was rid of the responsibility of herself (она была избавлена от ответственности за себя;
They spoke once or twice of the white stocking.
“Ah!” Whiston exclaimed. “What does it matter?”
He was impatient and angry, and could not bear to consider the matter. So it was left unresolved.
She was quite happy at first, carried away by her adoration of her husband. Then gradually she got used to him. He always was the ground of her happiness, but she got used to him, as to the air she breathed. He never got used to her in the same way.
Inside of marriage she found her liberty. She was rid of the responsibility of herself. Her husband must look after that. She was free to get what she could out of her time.
So that, when, after some months, she met Sam Adams (поэтому, когда через несколько месяцев она встретила Сэма Адамса;
When Valentine’s day came, which was near the first anniversary of her wedding day (когда настал Валентинов день, который был близко к первой годовщине ее свадьбы;
So that, when, after some months, she met Sam Adams, she was not quite as unkind to him as she might have been. With a young wife’s new and exciting knowledge of men, she perceived he was in love with her, she knew he had always kept an unsatisfied desire for her. And, sportive, she could not help playing a little with this, though she cared not one jot for the man himself.
When Valentine’s day came, which was near the first anniversary of her wedding day, there arrived a white stocking with a little amethyst brooch. Luckily Whiston did not see it, so she said nothing of it to him. She had not the faintest intention of having anything to do with Sam Adams, but once a little brooch was in her possession, it was hers, and she did not trouble her head for a moment how she had come by it. She kept it.
Now she had the pearl ear-rings (теперь у нее были жемчужные серьги). They were a more valuable and a more conspicuous present (они были более дорогим и более заметным подарком). She would have to ask her mother to give them to her, to explain their presence (ей придется попросить свою мать подарить их ей, чтобы объяснить их присутствие;
Now she had the pearl ear-rings. They were a more valuable and a more conspicuous present. She would have to ask her mother to give them to her, to explain their presence. She made a little plan in her head. And she was extraordinarily pleased. As for Sam Adams, even if he saw her wearing them, he would not give her away. What fun, if he saw her wearing his ear-rings! She would pretend she had inherited them from her grandmother, her mother’s mother. She laughed to herself as she went down town in the afternoon, the pretty drops dangling in front of her curls. But she saw no one of importance.
Whiston came home tired and depressed (Уистон пришел домой усталый и подавленный). All day the male in him had been uneasy, and this had fatigued him (весь день мужское начало в нем было неспокойно, и это его ослабило;
She knew he was in a state of suppressed irritation (она знала, что он находится в состоянии подавленного раздражения). The veins stood out on the backs of his hands, his brow was drawn stiffly (вены выступили на тыльной стороне его ладоней, брови были угрюмо нахмурены;
“What did you do wi’ that white stocking (что ты сделала с тем белым чулком;
“I put it in a drawer – why?” she replied flippantly (положила его в ящик, а что? – дерзко ответила она;
Whiston came home tired and depressed. All day the male in him had been uneasy, and this had fatigued him. She was curiously against him, inclined, as she sometimes was nowadays, to make mock of him and jeer at him and cut him off. He did not understand this, and it angered him deeply. She was uneasy before him.
She knew he was in a state of suppressed irritation. The veins stood out on the backs of his hands, his brow was drawn stiffly. Yet she could not help goading him.
“What did you do wi’ that white stocking?” he asked, out of a gloomy silence, his voice strong and brutal.
“I put it in a drawer – why?” she replied flippantly.
“Why didn’t you put it on the fire back?” he said harshly (почему ты не сунула его поглубже в камин? – спросил он грубо;
“I’m not hoarding it up (я его не храню),” she said. “I’ve got a pair (у меня пара).”
He relapsed into gloomy silence (он снова погрузился в угрюмое молчание;
Presently she came down in them (вскоре она спустилась в них). Her husband still sat immovable and glowering by the fire (ее муж по-прежнему сидел у камина, неподвижный и сердитый;
“Look (смотри)!” she said. “They’ll do beautifully (они прекрасно подходят).”
“Why didn’t you put it on the fire back?” he said harshly. “What are you hoarding it up for?”
“I’m not hoarding it up,” she said. “I’ve got a pair.”
He relapsed into gloomy silence. She, unable to move him, ran away upstairs, leaving him smoking by the fire. Again she tried on the earrings. Then another little inspiration came to her. She drew on the white stockings, both of them.
Presently she came down in them. Her husband still sat immovable and glowering by the fire.
“Look!” she said. “They’ll do beautifully.”
And she picked up her skirts to her knees, and twisted round (и она подняла юбки до колен и /стала/ вертеться;
He filled with unreasonable rage, and took the pipe from his mouth (он исполнился беспричинного гнева и вынул трубку изо рта).
“Don’t they look nice (разве они не выглядят мило;
And she looked over her shoulders at her pretty calves, and the dangling frills of her knickers (и она смотрела через плечи на свои прелестные икры и свисающие оборки панталон;
“Put your skirts down and don’t make a fool of yourself (опусти юбки и не валяй дурака;
“Why a fool of myself?” she asked (почему это дурака? – спросила она).
And she picked up her skirts to her knees, and twisted round, looking at her pretty legs in the neat stockings.
He filled with unreasonable rage, and took the pipe from his mouth.
“Don’t they look nice?” she said. “One from last year and one from this, they just do. Save you buying a pair.”
And she looked over her shoulders at her pretty calves, and the dangling frills of her knickers.
“Put your skirts down and don’t make a fool of yourself,” he said.
“Why a fool of myself?” she asked.
And she began to dance slowly round the room (и она начала медленно танцевать по комнате), kicking up her feet half reckless, half jeering, in a ballet-dancer’s fashion (вскидывая ноги наполовину беспечно, наполовину насмешливо, подобно балерине;
“You little fool, ha’ done with it (дурочка, довольно;
“I shan’t (не сожгу;
He lifted his head and watched her, with lighted, dangerous eyes (он поднял голову и внимательно посмотрел на нее вспыхнувшими опасными глазами).
“You’ll put ’em on the fire back, I tell you (ты положишь их в камин, говорю же тебе;
And she began to dance slowly round the room, kicking up her feet half reckless, half jeering, in a ballet-dancer’s fashion. Almost fearfully, yet in defiance, she kicked up her legs at him, singing as she did so. She resented him.
“You little fool, ha’ done with it,” he said. “And you’ll backfire them stockings, I’m telling you.” He was angry. His face flushed dark, he kept his head bent. She ceased to dance.
“I shan’t,” she said. “They’ll come in very useful.”
He lifted his head and watched her, with lighted, dangerous eyes.
“You’ll put ’em on the fire back, I tell you,” he said.
It was a war now (теперь это была война). She bent forward, in a ballet-dancer’s fashion (она наклонилась вперед, точно балерина), and put her tongue between her teeth (и показала язык: «просунула язык между зубов»).
“I shan’t backfire them stockings,” she sang, repeating his words (я не сожгу эти чулки, – пропела она, повторяя слова), “I shan’t, I shan’t, I shan’t (не сожгу, не сожгу, не сожгу).”
And she danced round the room doing a high kick to the tune of her words (и она в танце кружилась по комнате, делая высокий удар ногой =
“We’ll see whether you will or not,” he said, “trollops (посмотрим, сожжешь или нет, потаскуха)! You’d like Sam Adams to know you was wearing ’em, wouldn’t you (тебе бы хотелось, чтобы Сэм Адамс знал, что ты носишь эти чулки, не правда ли)? That’s what would please you (вот что тебе бы понравилось;
“Yes, I’d like him to see how nicely they fit me, he might give me some more then (да, мне бы хотелось, чтобы он увидел, как хорошо они мне идут, тогда, может, он мне еще подарит;
And she looked down at her pretty legs (и она посмотрела на свои красивые ноги;
It was a war now. She bent forward, in a ballet-dancer’s fashion, and put her tongue between her teeth.
“I shan’t backfire them stockings,” she sang, repeating his words, “I shan’t, I shan’t, I shan’t.”
And she danced round the room doing a high kick to the tune of her words. There was a real biting indifference in her behaviour.
“We’ll see whether you will or not,” he said, “trollops! You’d like Sam Adams to know you was wearing ’em, wouldn’t you? That’s what would please you.”
“Yes, I’d like him to see how nicely they fit me, he might give me some more then.”
And she looked down at her pretty legs.
He knew somehow that she would like Sam Adams to see how pretty her legs looked in the white stockings (каким-то образом он знал, что она хочет, чтобы Сэм Адамс увидел, как прекрасно ее ноги выглядят в белых чулках). It made his anger go deep, almost to hatred (это заставило его гнев возрасти, почти до ненависти;
“Yer nasty trolley,” he cried (ах ты мерзкая потаскушка! – вскричал он;
“I’m not foul-minded (я не непотребная),” she said. “My legs are my own (мои ноги – мои собственные). And why shouldn’t Sam Adams think they’re nice (и почему бы Сэм Адамс не счел их красивыми)?”
There was a pause (наступила пауза). He watched her with eyes glittering to a point (он пристально смотрел на нее глазами, сверкавшими /и сузившимися/ до точки).
“Have you been havin’ owt to do with him?” he asked (ты с ним знаешься? – спросил он;
“I’ve just spoken to him when I’ve seen him (я только поговорила с ним, когда его встретила),” she said. “He’s not as bad as you would make out (он не так плох, как ты уверяешь;
He knew somehow that she would like Sam Adams to see how pretty her legs looked in the white stockings. It made his anger go deep, almost to hatred.
“Yer nasty trolley,” he cried. “Put yer petticoats down, and stop being so foul-minded.”
“I’m not foul-minded,” she said. “My legs are my own. And why shouldn’t Sam Adams think they’re nice?”
There was a pause. He watched her with eyes glittering to a point.
“Have you been havin’ owt to do with him?” he asked.
“I’ve just spoken to him when I’ve seen him,” she said. “He’s not as bad as you would make out.”
“Isn’t he?” he cried, a certain wakefulness in his voice (лучше? – воскликнул он с некоторым бодрствованием в голосе = словно очнувшись;
“Why, what are you frightened of him for?” she mocked (а за что ты его боишься? – с насмешкой спросила она;
She was rousing all his uncontrollable anger (она пробуждала всю его неукротимую ярость;
A curious little grin of hate came on his face (странная легкая усмешка ненависти возникла на его лице;
“Isn’t he?” he cried, a certain wakefulness in his voice. “Them who has anything to do wi’ him is too bad for me, I tell you.”
“Why, what are you frightened of him for?” she mocked.
She was rousing all his uncontrollable anger. He sat glowering. Every one of her sentences stirred him up like a red-hot iron. Soon it would be too much. And she was afraid herself; but she was neither conquered nor convinced.
A curious little grin of hate came on his face. He had a long score against her.
“What am I frightened of him for?” he repeated automatically (почему я его боюсь? – машинально повторил он;
She flushed (она вспыхнула). The insult went deep into her, right home (оскорбление глубоко проникло в нее, прямо в цель;
“Well, if you’re so dull —” she said, lowering her eyelids, and speaking coldly, haughtily (что ж, если ты настолько туп… – произнесла она, опуская веки и говоря холодно, надменно;
“If I’m so dull I’ll break your neck the first word you speak to him,” he said, tense (если я так туп, то сломаю тебе шею при первом слове, которое ты ему скажешь, – сказал он напряженно;
“Pf!” she sneered (пф! – ухмыльнулась она). “Do you think I’m frightened of you (ты думаешь, я тебя боюсь)?” She spoke coldly, detached (она говорила холодно, отрешенно;
She was frightened, for all that, white round the mouth (она была напугана, тем не менее, белая вокруг рта = даже губы побелели;
His heart was getting hotter (его сердце становилось всё горячее).
“What am I frightened of him for?” he repeated automatically. “What am I frightened of him for? Why, for you, you stray-running little bitch.”
She flushed. The insult went deep into her, right home.
“Well, if you’re so dull —” she said, lowering her eyelids, and speaking coldly, haughtily.
“If I’m so dull I’ll break your neck the first word you speak to him,” he said, tense.
“Pf!” she sneered. “Do you think I’m frightened of you?” She spoke coldly, detached.
She was frightened, for all that, white round the mouth.
His heart was getting hotter.
“You will be frightened of me, the next time you have anything to do with him (ты меня испугаешься, в следующий раз, как спутаешься с ним),” he said.
“Do you think you’d ever be told – ha (думаешь, тебе вообще сообщат… ха)!”
Her jeering scorn made him go white-hot, molten (ее презрительная насмешка заставила его стать раскаленным добела, расплавленным = раскалила его добела, расплавила). He knew he was incoherent, scarcely responsible for what he might do (он сознавал, что мысли его путаются, что он едва отвечает за то, что может сделать;
He stood leaning against the garden fence, unable either to see or hear (он стоял, прислонившись к садовой изгороди, не способный ни видеть, ни слышать;
“You will be frightened of me, the next time you have anything to do with him,” he said.
“Do you think you’d ever be told – ha!”
Her jeering scorn made him go white-hot, molten. He knew he was incoherent, scarcely responsible for what he might do. Slowly, unseeing, he rose and went out of doors, stifled, moved to kill her.
He stood leaning against the garden fence, unable either to see or hear. Below him, far off, fumed the lights of the town. He stood still, unconscious with a black storm of rage, his face lifted to the night.
Presently, still unconscious of what he was doing, he went indoors again (вскоре, по-прежнему не сознавая, что делает, он снова вошел в дом). She stood, a small stubborn figure with tight-pressed lips (она стояла, маленькая упрямая фигурка с плотно сжатыми губами) and big, sullen, childish eyes, watching him, white with fear (и большими, сердитыми, ребяческими глазами наблюдала за ним, белая от страха;
There was a silence (царило молчание).
“You’re not going to tell me everything I shall do, and everything I shan’t (ты не будешь говорить мне всё, что я должна делать, и всё, что не должна),” she broke out at last (выпалила она наконец;
He lifted his head (он поднял голову).
“I tell you this,” he said, low and intense (я говорю тебе это =
She laughed, shrill and false (она засмеялась, пронзительно и фальшиво).
Presently, still unconscious of what he was doing, he went indoors again. She stood, a small stubborn figure with tight-pressed lips and big, sullen, childish eyes, watching him, white with fear. He went heavily across the floor and dropped into his chair.
There was a silence.
“You’re not going to tell me everything I shall do, and everything I shan’t,” she broke out at last.
He lifted his head.
“I tell you this,” he said, low and intense. “Have anything to do with Sam Adams, and I’ll break your neck.”
She laughed, shrill and false.
“How I hate your word ‘break your neck’,” she said, with a grimace of the mouth (как я ненавижу твои слова «сломаю тебе шею», – сказала она, скривив рот: «с гримасой рта»). “It sounds so common and beastly (они звучат так вульгарно и противно;
There was a dead silence (наступила мертвая тишина).
“And besides,” she said, with a queer chirrup of mocking laughter (и кроме того, – сказала она со странным смеха глумливым смешком;
“He what?” said Whiston, in a suddenly normal voice (он что? – спросил Уистон внезапно обычным голосом;
“Sent me a pair of pearl ear-rings, and an amethyst brooch (прислал мне пару жемчужных серег и аметистовую брошь),” she repeated, mechanically, pale to the lips (машинально повторила она, побледнев до губ).
“How I hate your word ’break your neck’,” she said, with a grimace of the mouth. “It sounds so common and beastly. Can’t you say something else —”
There was a dead silence.
“And besides,” she said, with a queer chirrup of mocking laughter, “what do you know about anything? He sent me an amethyst brooch and a pair of pearl ear-rings.”
“He what?” said Whiston, in a suddenly normal voice. His eyes were fixed on her.
“Sent me a pair of pearl ear-rings, and an amethyst brooch,” she repeated, mechanically, pale to the lips.
And her big, black, childish eyes watched him, fascinated, held in her spell (и ее большие черные ребяческие глаза пристально глядели на него, завороженно, застыв в очаровании;
He seemed to thrust his face and his eyes forward at her, as he rose slowly and came to her (он будто резко приблизил к ней свое лицо и глаза, когда медленно поднялся и подошел;
Then, quick as lightning, the back of his hand struck her with a crash across the mouth (потом, быстрая словно молния, тыльная сторона его ладони ударила ее по губам с глухим шлепком;
And her big, black, childish eyes watched him, fascinated, held in her spell.
He seemed to thrust his face and his eyes forward at her, as he rose slowly and came to her. She watched transfixed in terror. Her throat made a small sound, as she tried to scream.
Then, quick as lightning, the back of his hand struck her with a crash across the mouth, and she was flung back blinded against the wall. The shock shook a queer sound out of her. And then she saw him still coming on, his eyes holding her, his fist drawn back, advancing slowly. At any instant the blow might crash into her.
Mad with terror, she raised her hands with a queer clawing movement to cover her eyes and her temples (обезумев от ужаса, она подняла руки со странным царапающим движением, чтобы закрыть глаза и виски;
But he had seen her standing there, a piteous, horrified thing (но он видел, как она там стоит, жалкое, напуганное существо), and he turned his face aside in shame and nausea (и отвернул лицо в сторону от стыда и отвращения;
Mad with terror, she raised her hands with a queer clawing movement to cover her eyes and her temples, opening her mouth in a dumb shriek. There was no sound. But the sight of her slowly arrested him. He hung before her, looking at her fixedly, as she stood crouched against the wall with open, bleeding mouth, and wide-staring eyes, and two hands clawing over her temples. And his lust to see her bleed, to break her and destroy her, rose from an old source against her. It carried him. He wanted satisfaction.
But he had seen her standing there, a piteous, horrified thing, and he turned his face aside in shame and nausea.
He went and sat heavily in his chair (он пошел и тяжело опустился в кресло), and a curious ease, almost like sleep, came over his brain (и необычная легкость, почти как сон, охватила его мозг).
She walked away from the wall towards the fire, dizzy, white to the lips (она отошла от стены к камину, пошатываясь, белая до губ;
At length he lifted his head (наконец он поднял голову). His eyes were glowing again, fixed on her (его глаза снова горели, неотрывно глядя на нее).
“And what did he give them you for (и за что же он тебе их подарил)?” he asked, in a steady, unyielding voice (спросил он твердым, непреклонным голосом).
Her crying dried up in a second (ее плач прекратился в один миг;
He went and sat heavily in his chair, and a curious ease, almost like sleep, came over his brain.
She walked away from the wall towards the fire, dizzy, white to the lips, mechanically wiping her small, bleeding mouth. He sat motionless. Then, gradually, her breath began to hiss, she shook, and was sobbing silently, in grief for herself. Without looking, he saw. It made his mad desire to destroy her come back.
At length he lifted his head. His eyes were glowing again, fixed on her.
“And what did he give them you for?” he asked, in a steady, unyielding voice.
Her crying dried up in a second. She also was tense.
“They came as valentines,” she replied, still not subjugated, even if beaten (они прибыли в качестве подарков на Валентинов день, – ответила она, по-прежнему не покоренная, хоть и избитая;
“When, today (когда, сегодня)?”
“The pearl ear-rings today – the amethyst brooch last year (жемчужные серьги сегодня… аметистовая брошь в прошлом году).”
“You’ve had it a year (она была у тебя /целый/ год)?”
“Yes.”
She felt that now nothing would prevent him if he rose to kill her (она поняла, что теперь ничто не помешает ему, если он встанет, чтобы убить ее). She could not prevent him any more (она больше не могла ему помешать). She was yielded up to him (она сдалась ему;
“What have you had to do with him?” he asked, in a barren voice (что у тебя с ним было? – спросил он равнодушным голосом;
“They came as valentines,” she replied, still not subjugated, even if beaten.
“When, today?”
“The pearl ear-rings today – the amethyst brooch last year.”
“You’ve had it a year?”
“Yes.”
She felt that now nothing would prevent him if he rose to kill her. She could not prevent him any more. She was yielded up to him. They both trembled in the balance, unconscious.
“What have you had to do with him?” he asked, in a barren voice.
“I’ve not had anything to do with him,” she quavered (ничего у меня с ним не было, – ответила она дрожащим голосом;
“You just kept ’em because they were jewellery (ты просто оставила их, потому что это драгоценности)?” he said.
A weariness came over him (усталость охватила его). What was the worth of speaking any more of it (что толку дальше говорить об этом;
She began to cry again, but he took no notice (она снова начала плакать, но он не обращал внимания). She kept wiping her mouth on her handkerchief (она то и дело вытирала рот платком;
When she began to move about again (когда она снова начала двигаться), he raised his head once more from his dead, motionless position (он еще раз поднял голову из своего мертвого, неподвижного положения).
“I’ve not had anything to do with him,” she quavered.
“You just kept ’em because they were jewellery?” he said.
A weariness came over him. What was the worth of speaking any more of it? He did not care any more. He was dreary and sick.
She began to cry again, but he took no notice. She kept wiping her mouth on her handkerchief. He could see it, the blood-mark. It made him only more sick and tired of the responsibility of it, the violence, the shame.
When she began to move about again, he raised his head once more from his dead, motionless position.
“Where are the things?” he said (где эти вещи? – спросил он).
“They are upstairs,” she quavered (они наверху, – дрожащим голосом произнесла она). She knew the passion had gone down in him (она понимала, что на него нахлынула ярость;
“Bring them down (принеси их),” he said.
“I won’t,” she wept, with rage (не принесу, – плакала она от злости;
And she sobbed again (и она снова зарыдала). He looked at her in contempt and compassion and in rising anger (он смотрел на нее с презрением, жалостью и возрастающим гневом).
“Where are they (где они)?” he said.
“They’re in the little drawer under the looking-glass,” she sobbed (они в маленьком ящичке под зеркалом, – проговорила она, всхлипывая).
“Where are the things?” he said.
“They are upstairs,” she quavered. She knew the passion had gone down in him.
“Bring them down,” he said.
“I won’t,” she wept, with rage. “You’re not going to bully me and hit me like that on the mouth.”
And she sobbed again. He looked at her in contempt and compassion and in rising anger.
“Where are they?” he said.
“They’re in the little drawer under the looking-glass,” she sobbed.
He went slowly upstairs, struck a match, and found the trinkets (он медленно поднялся наверх, зажег спичку и нашел побрякушки;
“These?” he said, looking at them as they lay in his palm (эти? – спросил он, глядя на них, лежащих в его ладони).
She looked at them without answering (она посмотрела на них, не ответив). She was not interested in them any more (больше они ее не интересовали).
He looked at the little jewels (он посмотрел на маленькие драгоценности). They were pretty (они были прелестные).
“It’s none of their fault,” he said to himself (это не их вина, – сказал он самому себе = подумал про себя).
And he searched round slowly, persistently, for a box (и он медленно и настойчиво стал искать коробочку). He tied the things up and addressed them to Sam Adams (он перевязал /упакованные/ вещи и надписал адрес Сэма Адамса). Then he went out in his slippers to post the little package (потом вышел в домашних туфлях, чтобы отправить эту маленькую посылку).
When he came back she was still sitting crying (когда он вернулся, она по-прежнему сидела и плакала).
He went slowly upstairs, struck a match, and found the trinkets. He brought them downstairs in his hand.
“These?” he said, looking at them as they lay in his palm.
She looked at them without answering. She was not interested in them any more.
He looked at the little jewels. They were pretty.
“It’s none of their fault,” he said to himself.
And he searched round slowly, persistently, for a box. He tied the things up and addressed them to Sam Adams. Then he went out in his slippers to post the little package.
When he came back she was still sitting crying.
“You’d better go to bed (тебе лучше пойти спать;
She paid no attention (она не обратила внимания;
“I’m sleeping down here (я сплю здесь),” he said. “Go you to bed (иди же спать).”
In a few moments she lifted her tear-stained, swollen face (через несколько секунд она подняла свое заплаканное, опухшее лицо;
“I never meant (я вовсе не хотела…) —”
“My love – my little love (любовь моя… моя крошка…;
“You’d better go to bed,” he said.
She paid no attention. He sat by the fire. She still cried.
“I’m sleeping down here,” he said. “Go you to bed.”
In a few moments she lifted her tear-stained, swollen face and looked at him with eyes all forlorn and pathetic. A great flash of anguish went over his body. He went over, slowly, and very gently took her in his hands. She let herself be taken. Then as she lay against his shoulder, she sobbed aloud:
“I never meant —”
“My love – my little love —” he cried, in anguish of spirit, holding her in his arms.
Wintry Peacock
(Зимний павлин)
There was thin, crisp snow on the ground (тонкий, хрустящий снег лежал на земле), the sky was blue (небо было голубое), the wind very cold, the air clear (ветер очень холодный, воздух чистый). Farmers were just turning out the cows for an hour or so in the midday (фермеры как раз выгоняли коров на час или около того в полдень;
There was thin, crisp snow on the ground, the sky was blue, the wind very cold, the air clear. Farmers were just turning out the cows for an hour or so in the midday, and the smell of cow-sheds was unendurable as I entered Tible. I noticed the ash-twigs up in the sky were pale and luminous, passing into the blue. And then I saw the peacocks. There they were in the road before me, three of them, and tailless, brown, speckled birds, with dark-blue necks and ragged crests. They stepped archly over the filigree snow, and their bodies moved with slow motion, like small, light, flat-bottomed boats. I admired them, they were curious.
Then a gust of wind caught them (затем порыв ветра подхватил их;
As I passed the end of the upper house (когда я миновал конец дома на пригорке;
Then a gust of wind caught them, heeled them over as if they were three frail boats, opening their feathers like ragged sails. They hopped and skipped with discomfort, to get out of the draught of the wind. And then, in the lee of the walls, they resumed their arch, wintry motion, light and unballasted now their tails were gone, indifferent. They were indifferent to my presence. I might have touched them. They turned off to the shelter of an open shed.
As I passed the end of the upper house, I saw a young woman just coming out of the back door. I had spoken to her in the summer. She recognised me at once, and waved to me.
She was carrying a pail, wearing a white apron (она несла ведро, одетая в белый передник) that was longer than her preposterously short skirt (который был длиннее, чем ее нелепо короткая юбка), and she had on the cotton bonnet (на голове у нее был хлопковый чепец;
“Do you mind waiting a minute?” she said (вас не затруднит подождать минутку? – спросила она;
She gave me a slight, odd smile, and ran back (она улыбнулась мне легкой, странной улыбкой и убежала назад). Her face was long and sallow and her nose rather red (лицо у нее было вытянутое, землистого цвета, нос довольно красный;
She was carrying a pail, wearing a white apron that was longer than her preposterously short skirt, and she had on the cotton bonnet. I took off my hat to her and was going on. But she put down her pail and darted with a swift, furtive movement after me.
“Do you mind waiting a minute?” she said. “I’ll be out in a minute.”
She gave me a slight, odd smile, and ran back. Her face was long and sallow and her nose rather red. But her gloomy black eyes softened caressively to me for a moment, with that momentary humility which makes a man lord of the earth.
I stood in the road, looking at the fluffy, dark-red young cattle (я стоял на дороге, глядя на пушистых темно-красных телят;
Presently the woman came forward again, her head rather ducked (вскоре женщина снова вышла, довольно сильно нагнув голову;
“Sorry to keep you waiting (извините, что заставила вас ждать;
I stood in the road, looking at the fluffy, dark-red young cattle that mooed and seemed to bark at me. They seemed happy, frisky cattle, a little impudent, and either determined to go back into the warm shed, or determined not to go back. I could not decide which.
Presently the woman came forward again, her head rather ducked. But she looked up at me and smiled, with that odd, immediate intimacy, something witch-like and impossible.
“Sorry to keep you waiting,” she said. “Shall we stand in this cart-shed – it will be more out of the wind.”
So we stood among the shafts of the open cart-shed, that faced the road (и мы встали среди оглоблей открытого сарая для телег, что выходил на дорогу;
“Can you speak French?” she asked me abruptly (вы говорите по-французски? – внезапно спросила она меня).
“More or less,” I replied (более или менее, – ответил я).
So we stood among the shafts of the open cart-shed, that faced the road. Then she looked down at the ground, a little sideways, and I noticed a small black frown on her brows. She seemed to brood for a moment. Then she looked straight into my eyes, so that I blinked and wanted to turn my face aside. She was searching me for something and her look was too near. The frown was still on her keen, sallow brow.
“Can you speak French?” she asked me abruptly.
“More or less,” I replied.
“I was supposed to learn it at school (считается, что я его учила в школе;
“No good keeping your mind full of scraps,” I answered (незачем держать ум полным обрывков =
But she had turned aside her sallow, long face, and did not hear what I said (но она /уже/ отвернула в сторону свое бледное, вытянутое лицо и не слышала, что я сказал). Suddenly again she looked at me (вдруг она снова посмотрела на меня). She was searching (она всматривалась /в меня/). And at the same time she smiled at me (и в то же время она улыбалась мне), and her eyes looked softly, darkly, with infinite trustful humility into mine (и ее глаза смотрели мягко, загадочно, с бесконечной доверчивой покорностью в мои;
“Would you mind reading a letter for me, in French (вы не против прочитать для меня письмо на французском)?” she said, her face immediately black and bitter-looking (спросила она, и ее лицо мгновенно потемнело и /приняло/ горькое выражение). She glanced at me, frowning (она бросила на меня взгляд, нахмурившись).
“I was supposed to learn it at school,” she said. “But I don’t know a word.” She ducked her head and laughed, with a slightly ugly grimace and a rolling of her black eyes.
“No good keeping your mind full of scraps,” I answered.
But she had turned aside her sallow, long face, and did not hear what I said. Suddenly again she looked at me. She was searching. And at the same time she smiled at me, and her eyes looked softly, darkly, with infinite trustful humility into mine. I was being cajoled.
“Would you mind reading a letter for me, in French?” she said, her face immediately black and bitter-looking. She glanced at me, frowning.
“Not at all (вовсе нет),” I said.
“It’s a letter to my husband,” she said, still scrutinising (это письмо к моему мужу, – сказала она, по-прежнему всматриваясь /в мое лицо/;
I looked at her, and didn’t quite realise (я смотрел на нее и не совсем понимал;
“Not at all,” I said.
“It’s a letter to my husband,” she said, still scrutinising.
I looked at her, and didn’t quite realise. She looked too far into me, my wits were gone. She glanced round. Then she looked at me shrewdly. She drew a letter from her pocket, and handed it to me. It was addressed from France to M. Alfred Goyte, at Tible. I took out the letter and began to read it, as mere words. “Mon cher Alfred” – it might have been a bit of a torn newspaper. So I followed the script: the trite phrases of a letter from a French-speaking girl to an Englishman. “I think of you always, always. Do you think sometimes of me?”
And then I vaguely realised that I was reading a man’s private correspondence (и тут я смутно понял, что читаю частную переписку /мужчины/). And yet, how could one consider these trivial, facile French phrases private (однако как можно считать эти тривиальные легковесные французские фразы личными;
Therefore I read with a callous heart the effusions of the Belgian damsel (поэтому я читал с недрогнувшим сердцем излияния бельгийской мамзель;
And then I vaguely realised that I was reading a man’s private correspondence. And yet, how could one consider these trivial, facile French phrases private? Nothing more trite and vulgar in the world than such a love-letter – no newspaper more obvious.
Therefore I read with a callous heart the effusions of the Belgian damsel. But then I gathered my attention. For the letter went on, “Notre cher petit bébé – our dear little baby was born a week ago. Almost I died, knowing you were far away, and perhaps forgetting the fruit of our perfect love. But the child comforted me. He has the smiling eyes and virile air of his English father.
I pray to the Mother of Jesus to send me the dear father of my child (я молюсь матери Иисуса =
I pray to the Mother of Jesus to send me the dear father of my child, that I may see him with my child in his arms, and that we may be united in holy family love. Ah, my Alfred, can I tell you how I miss you, how I weep for you? My thoughts are with you always, I think of nothing but you, I live for nothing but you and our dear baby. If you do not come back to me soon, I shall die, and our child will die. But no, you cannot come back to me. But I can come to you. I can come to England with our child. If you do not wish to present me to your good mother and father you can meet me in some town, some city, for I shall be so frightened to be alone in England with my child, and no one to take care of us.
Yet I must come to you, I must bring my child, my little Alfred, to his father (и все же я должна приехать к тебе, должна привезти ребенка, моего маленького Альфреда, к его отцу), the big, beautiful Alfred that I love so much (большому прекрасному Альфреду, которого я так сильно люблю). Oh, write and tell me where I shall come (о, напиши и скажи мне, куда приехать). I have some money (у меня есть деньги). I am not a penniless creature (я не нищая без гроша;
I read to the end (я прочел /его/ до конца). It was signed (оно было подписано): “Your very happy and still more unhappy Elise (твоя очень счастливая и еще более несчастная Элиза).” I suppose I must have been smiling (кажется, я, должно быть, улыбался).
“I can see it makes you laugh,” said Mrs. Goyte, sardonically (вижу, это вас веселит: «заставляет смеяться», – сардонически сказала миссис Гойт;
“It’s a love-letter, I know that,” she said (это любовное письмо, я это знаю, – сказала она). “There’s too many ‘Alfreds’ in it (в нем слишком много Альфредов).”
“One too many (слишком много),” I said.
Yet I must come to you, I must bring my child, my little Alfred, to his father, the big, beautiful Alfred that I love so much. Oh, write and tell me where I shall come. I have some money. I am not a penniless creature. I have money for myself and my dear baby —”
I read to the end. It was signed: “Your very happy and still more unhappy Elise.” I suppose I must have been smiling.
“I can see it makes you laugh,” said Mrs. Goyte, sardonically. I looked up at her.
“It’s a love-letter, I know that,” she said. “There’s too many ’Alfreds’ in it.”
“One too many,” I said.
“Oh yes. – And what does she say – Eliza (о да. И что она говорит/пишет… Элиза)? We know her name’s Eliza, that’s another thing (мы знаем, ее зовут Элиза, это другое дело).” She grimaced a little, looking up at me with a mocking laugh (она слегка скривила лицо, поднимая на меня взор с насмешливым смехом).
“Where did you get this letter (где вы взяли это письмо)?” I said.
“Postman gave it me last week (почтальон дал его мне на прошлой неделе).”
“And is your husband at home (а ваш муж дома)?”
“I expect him home tonight (я жду его дома сегодня вечером). He had an accident and hurt his leg (он попал в аварию и повредил ногу;
“Oh yes. – And what does she say – Eliza? We know her name’s Eliza, that’s another thing.” She grimaced a little, looking up at me with a mocking laugh.
“Where did you get this letter?” I said.
“Postman gave it me last week.”
“And is your husband at home?”
“I expect him home tonight. He had an accident and hurt his leg. He’s been abroad most of his time for this last four years. He’s chauffeur to a gentleman who travels about in one country and another, on some sort of business. Married? We married? Why, six years.
And I tell you I’ve seen little enough of him for four of them (и, скажу я вам, я его мало видела за четыре из них). But he always was a rake (но он всегда был повесой;
And I tell you I’ve seen little enough of him for four of them. But he always was a rake. He went through the South African War, and stopped out there for five years. I’m living with his father and mother. I’ve no home of my own now. My people had a big farm – over a thousand acres – in Oxfordshire. Not like here – no. Oh, they’re very good to me, his father and mother. Oh yes, they couldn’t be better. They think more of me than of their own daughters. – But it’s not like being in a place of your own, is it? You can’t really do as you like. No, there’s only me and his father and mother at home. Always a chauffeur? No, he’s been all sorts of things: was to be a farm-bailiff by rights. He’s had a good education – but he liked the motors better. – Then he was five years in the Cape Mounted Police. I met him when he came back from there, and married him – more fool me —”
At this point the peacocks came round the corner on a puff of wind (в этот момент павлины обогнули угол на порыве ветра = ветер вынес из-за угла павлинов;
“Hello, Joey!” she called, and one of the birds came forward, on delicate legs (привет, Джоуи! – позвала она, и одна из птиц выступила вперед на тонких ногах). Its grey speckled back was very elegant (ее серая пестрая спина была очень элегантна), it rolled its full, dark-blue neck as it moved to her (она выгибала полную, темно-синюю шею, подходя к ней;
“He loves you (он вас любит),” I said.
She twisted her face up at me with a laugh (он повернула лицо ко мне со смехом;
At this point the peacocks came round the corner on a puff of wind.
“Hello, Joey!” she called, and one of the birds came forward, on delicate legs. Its grey speckled back was very elegant, it rolled its full, dark-blue neck as it moved to her. She crouched down. “Joey dear,” she said, in an odd, saturnine caressive voice: “you’re bound to find me, aren’t you?” She put her face downward, and the bird rolled his neck, almost touching her face with his beak, as if kissing her.
“He loves you,” I said.
She twisted her face up at me with a laugh.
“Yes,” she said, “he loves me, Joey does (да, он меня любит, Джоуи любит)” – then, to the bird – “and I love Joey, don’t I (затем, /обращаясь к/ птице: А я люблю Джоуи, не так ли)? I do love Joey (я очень люблю Джоуи).” And she smoothed his feathers for a moment (и она приглаживала его перья недолго). Then she rose, saying: “He’s an affectionate bird (потом поднялась и сказала: Это ласковая птица;
I smiled at the roll of her “bir-rrd” (я улыбнулся тому, как она раскатисто произнесла «bir-rrd» = как она протянула: «пти-ица»;
“Oh yes, he is,” she protested (о да, так и есть, – заверила она;
Then she forgot the birds in the cart-shed, and turned to business again (потом она забыла птиц в сарае для телег и снова вернулась к делу).
“Won’t you read that letter?” she said (вы не прочитаете это письмо? – спросила она;
“Yes,” she said, “he loves me, Joey does” – then, to the bird – “and I love Joey, don’t I? I do love Joey.” And she smoothed his feathers for a moment. Then she rose, saying: “He’s an affectionate bird.”
I smiled at the roll of her “bir-rrd.”
“Oh yes, he is,” she protested. “He came with me from my home seven years ago. Those others are his descendants – but they’re not like Joey – are they, dee-urr?” Her voice rose at the end with a witch-like cry.
Then she forgot the birds in the cart-shed, and turned to business again.
“Won’t you read that letter?” she said. “Read it, so that I know what it says.”
“It’s rather behind his back (это весьма за его спиной = прямо так, за спиной мужа),” I said.
“Oh, never mind him,” she cried (о, за него не беспокойтесь, – воскликнула она;
Now I felt a distinct reluctance to do as she bid, and yet I began – “ ‘My dear Alfred (теперь я чувствовал явное нежелание делать так, как она просит, и все же начал: Мой дорогой Альфред).’”
“I guessed that much (так я и думала;
I told her, and she repeated the name with great contempt – Elise (я сказал ей, и она повторила имя с большим презрением: Элиз).
“It’s rather behind his back,” I said.
“Oh, never mind him,” she cried, “He’s been behind my back long enough. If he never did no worse things behind my back than I do behind his, he wouldn’t have cause to grumble. You read me what it says.”
Now I felt a distinct reluctance to do as she bid, and yet I began – “’My dear Alfred.’”
“I guessed that much,” she said. “Eliza’s dear Alfred.” She laughed. “How do you say it in French? Eliza?”
I told her, and she repeated the name with great contempt – Elise.
“Go on (продолжайте),” she said. “You’re not reading (вы не читаете).”
So I began – “ ‘I have been thinking of you sometimes – have you been thinking of me (и я начал: я думаю о тебе иногда… ты думаешь обо мне)?’”
“Of several others as well, beside her, I’ll wager (и о нескольких других тоже, помимо нее, держу пари;
“Probably not,” said I, and continued (вероятно, нет, – сказал я и продолжал). “ ‘A dear little baby was born here a week ago (дорогой малыш родился здесь неделю назад). Ah, can I tell you my feelings when I take my darling little brother into my arms (ах, могу ли я рассказать тебе о моих чувствах, когда я беру на руки моего милого младшего брата…) —’ ”
“I’ll bet it’s his,” cried Mrs. Goyte (я уверена, это его /ребенок/! – воскликнула миссис Гойт;
“No,” I said. “It’s her mother’s (нет, это ее матери).”
“Don’t you believe it,” she cried (как бы нет так: «не верьте этому»! – воскликнула она). “It’s a blind (это для отвода глаз;
“No,” I said. “It’s her mother’s. ‘He has sweet smiling eyes, but not like your beautiful English eyes (у него прелестные улыбчивые глаза, но не такие, как твои прекрасные английские…;
“Go on,” she said. “You’re not reading.”
So I began – “’I have been thinking of you sometimes – have you been thinking of me?’”
“Of several others as well, beside her, I’ll wager,” said Mrs. Goyte.
“Probably not,” said I, and continued. “’A dear little baby was born here a week ago. Ah, can I tell you my feelings when I take my darling little brother into my arms —’”
“I’ll bet it’s his,” cried Mrs. Goyte.
“No,” I said. “It’s her mother’s.”
“Don’t you believe it,” she cried. “It’s a blind. You mark, it’s her own right enough – and his.”
“No,” I said. “It’s her mother’s. ’He has sweet smiling eyes, but not like your beautiful English eyes —’”
She suddenly struck her hand on her skirt with a wild motion (вдруг она хлопнула себя по юбке резким движением;
“I’m forced to laugh at the beautiful English eyes (не могу не смеяться над прекрасными английскими глазами;
“Aren’t his eyes beautiful?” I asked (разве его глаза не прекрасные? – спросил я).
“Oh yes – very (о да, очень)! Go on (продолжайте)! – Joey dear, dee-urr Joey!” – this to the peacock (Джоуи, милый, ми-и-илый Джоуи! – это /уже/ павлину).
“– Er – ‘We miss you very much (э-э… мы очень по тебе скучаем). We all miss you (мы все по тебе скучаем). We wish you were here to see the darling baby (нам хотелось бы, чтобы ты был здесь и видел чудного малыша). Ah, Alfred, how happy we were when you stayed with us (ах, Альфред, как счастливы мы были, когда ты гостил у нас;
She suddenly struck her hand on her skirt with a wild motion, and bent down, doubled with laughter. Then she rose and covered her face with her hand.
“I’m forced to laugh at the beautiful English eyes,” she said.
“Aren’t his eyes beautiful?” I asked.
“Oh yes – very! Go on! – Joey dear, dee-urr Joey!” – this to the peacock.
“– Er – ’We miss you very much. We all miss you. We wish you were here to see the darling baby. Ah, Alfred, how happy we were when you stayed with us. We all loved you so much. My mother will call the baby Alfred so that we shall never forget you —’”
“Of course it’s his right enough,” cried Mrs. Goyte (разумеется, это его /ребенок/, непременно, – воскликнула миссис Гойт).
“No,” I said. “It’s the mother’s (нет, ее матери). Er – ‘My mother is very well (м-м… моя мама /чувствует себя/ очень хорошо). My father came home yesterday – from Lille (папа приехал вчера домой – из Лилля). He is delighted with his son, my little brother (он восхищен своим маленьким сыном, моим младшим братом;
“How did he find his dear wife!” cried Mrs. Goyte (как поживала его дорогая жена! – воскликнула миссис Гайт). “He never told her that he had one (он ни разу ей не сказал, что у него есть жена;
“Of course it’s his right enough,” cried Mrs. Goyte.
“No,” I said. “It’s the mother’s. Er – ’My mother is very well. My father came home yesterday – from Lille. He is delighted with his son, my little brother, and wishes to have him named after you, because you were so good to us all in that terrible time, which I shall never forget. I must weep now when I think of it. Well, you are far away in England, and perhaps I shall never see you again. How did you find your dear mother and father? I am so happy that your leg is better, and that you can nearly walk —’”
“How did he find his dear wife!” cried Mrs. Goyte. “He never told her that he had one. Think of taking the poor girl in like that!”
“ ‘We are so pleased when you write to us (мы так рады, когда ты нам пишешь;
“A bit too well – eh, Joey!” cried the wife (чуть-чуть слишком добр, а, Джоуи! – воскликнула жена).
“ ‘If it had not been for you we should not be alive now (если бы не ты, нас бы теперь не было в живых;
“’We are so pleased when you write to us. Yet now you are in England you will forget the family you served so well —’”
“A bit too well – eh, Joey!” cried the wife.
“’If it had not been for you we should not be alive now, to grieve and to rejoice in this life, that is so hard for us. But we have recovered some of our losses, and no longer feel the burden of poverty. The little Alfred is a great comforter to me. I hold him to my breast and think of the big, good Alfred, and I weep to think that those times of suffering were perhaps the times of a great happiness that is gone for ever.’”
“Oh, but isn’t it a shame to take a poor girl in like that!” cried Mrs. Goyte (о, ну разве не стыдно так обманывать бедную девушку! – воскликнула миссис Гойт). “Never to let on that he was married, and raise her hopes – I call it beastly, I do (ни разу не обмолвиться, что женат, и вселять в нее надежды… я называю это свинством, вот как;
“You don’t know (вы не знаете),” I said. “You know how anxious women are to fall in love, wife or no wife (вы знаете, как мечтают женщины влюбиться, есть жена или нет жены;
“He could have helped it if he’d wanted to (мог бы, если бы захотел).”
“Well (что ж),” I said. “We aren’t all heroes (не все мы герои).”
“Oh, but that’s different! – The big, good Alfred! (о, но это другое! большой, славный Альфред) – did you ever hear such Tommy-rot in your life (вы когда-нибудь слышали подобную чепуху в своей жизни;
“Oh, but isn’t it a shame to take a poor girl in like that!” cried Mrs. Goyte. “Never to let on that he was married, and raise her hopes – I call it beastly, I do.”
“You don’t know,” I said. “You know how anxious women are to fall in love, wife or no wife. How could he help it, if she was determined to fall in love with him?”
“He could have helped it if he’d wanted to.”
“Well,” I said. “We aren’t all heroes.”
“Oh, but that’s different! – The big, good Alfred! – did you ever hear such Tommy-rot in your life? – Go on – what does she say at the end?”
“Er – ‘We shall be pleased to hear of your life in England (э-э… мы будем рады услышать о твоей жизни в Англии). We all send many kind regards to your good parents (мы все шлем добрые пожелания твоим милым родителям;
There was silence for a moment, during which Mrs. Goyte remained with her head dropped, sinister and abstracted (на минуту наступило молчание, во время которого миссис Гойт стояла с опущенной головой, мрачная и отрешенная;
“Oh, but I call it beastly, I call it mean, to take a girl in like that (о, но я называю это свинством =
“Nay (нет;
“Er – ’We shall be pleased to hear of your life in England. We all send many kind regards to your good parents. I wish you all happiness for your future days. Your very affectionate and ever-grateful Elise.’”
There was silence for a moment, during which Mrs. Goyte remained with her head dropped, sinister and abstracted. Suddenly she lifted her face, and her eyes flashed.
“Oh, but I call it beastly, I call it mean, to take a girl in like that.”
“Nay,” I said. “Probably he hasn’t taken her in at all. Do you think those French girls are such poor innocent things? I guess she’s a great deal more downy than he.”
“Oh, he’s one of the biggest fools that ever walked,” she cried (о, это один из самых больших дураков, что когда-либо ходили /по земле/, – воскликнула она).
“There you are (вот видите;
“But it’s his child right enough (но это точно его ребенок),” she said.
“I don’t think so (я так не думаю),” said I.
“I’m sure of it (я в этом уверена).”
“Oh well,” I said – “if you prefer to think that way (ну хорошо, если вы предпочитаете так думать).”
“What other reason has she for writing like that (какие еще у нее причины, чтобы писать так…) —?”
I went out into the road and looked at the cattle (я вышел на дорогу и посмотрел на скот).
“Oh, he’s one of the biggest fools that ever walked,” she cried.
“There you are!” said I.
“But it’s his child right enough,” she said.
“I don’t think so,” said I.
“I’m sure of it.”
“Oh well,” I said – “if you prefer to think that way.”
“What other reason has she for writing like that —?”
I went out into the road and looked at the cattle.
“Who is this driving the cows (кто это гонит коров)?” I said. She too came out (она тоже вышла).
“It’s the boy from the next farm (это мальчик с соседней фермы),” she said.
“Oh well,” said I, “those Belgian girls (ох уж эти бельгийские девушки)! You never know where their letters will end (никогда не знаешь, где =
“Oh —!” she cried, with rough scorn (ах! – воскликнула она с грубым презрением) – “it’s not me that bothers (это не я беспокоюсь). But it’s the nasty meanness of it (но эта мерзкая низость). Me writing him such loving letters (я писала ему такие нежные письма…)” – she put her hands before her face and laughed malevolently (она приложила руки к лицу и злобно засмеялась) – “and sending him nice little cakes and bits I thought he’d fancy all the time (и отправляла ему чудесные маленькие пирожные и всё такое прочее, о которых, как я думала, он мечтает всё время;
“Who is this driving the cows?” I said. She too came out.
“It’s the boy from the next farm,” she said.
“Oh well,” said I, “those Belgian girls! You never know where their letters will end. – And after all, it’s his affair – you needn’t bother.”
“Oh —!” she cried, with rough scorn – “it’s not me that bothers. But it’s the nasty meanness of it. Me writing him such loving letters” – she put her hands before her face and laughed malevolently – “and sending him nice little cakes and bits I thought he’d fancy all the time. You bet he fed that gurrl on my things – I know he did. It’s just like him. – I’ll bet they laughed together over my letters. I’ll bet anything they did —”
“Nay (нет),” said I. “He’d burn your letters for fear they’d give him away (он бы сжег ваши письма из страха, что они его выдадут).”
There was a black look on her yellow face (на ее желтом лице возникло хмурое выражение). Suddenly a voice was heard calling (внезапно послышался голос, который звал). She poked her head out of the shed, and answered coolly (она высунула голову из сарая и спокойно ответила):
“All right (хорошо)!” Then, turning to me (затем, повернувшись ко мне): “That’s his mother looking after me (это его мать за мной присматривает).”
She laughed into my face, witch-like, and we turned down the road (она рассмеялась мне в лицо ведьмовским смехом, и мы свернули на дорогу).
When I awoke, the morning after this episode (когда я проснулся на следующее после этого происшествия утро;
“Nay,” said I. “He’d burn your letters for fear they’d give him away.”
There was a black look on her yellow face. Suddenly a voice was heard calling. She poked her head out of the shed, and answered coolly:
“All right!” Then, turning to me: “That’s his mother looking after me.”
She laughed into my face, witch-like, and we turned down the road.
When I awoke, the morning after this episode, I found the house darkened with deep, soft snow, which had blown against the large west windows, covering them with a screen.
I went outside, and saw the valley all white and ghastly below me (я вышел на улицу и увидел, что долина подо мной совсем белая, мертвенно-бледная;
I went outside, and saw the valley all white and ghastly below me, the trees beneath black and thin looking like wire, the rock-faces dark between the glistening shroud, and the sky above sombre, heavy, yellowish-dark, much too heavy for the world below of hollow bluey whiteness figured with black. I felt I was in a valley of the dead. And I sensed I was a prisoner, for the snow was everywhere deep, and drifted in places. So all the morning I remained indoors, looking up the drive at the shrubs so heavily plumed with snow, at the gateposts raised high with a foot or more of extra whiteness. Or I looked down into the white-and-black valley, that was utterly motionless and beyond life, a hollow sarcophagus.
Nothing stirred the whole day (ничто не шелохнулось за весь день;
In the faint glow of half-clear light that came about four o’clock in the afternoon (в слабом свете сумерек: «наполовину ясного света», которые наступили около четырех часов дня), I was roused to see a motion in the snow away below (я встряхнулся, увидев какое-то движение в снегу далеко внизу;
Nothing stirred the whole day – no plume fell off the shrubs, the valley was as abstracted as a grove of death. I looked over at the tiny, half-buried farms away on the bare uplands beyond the valley hollow, and I thought of Tible in the snow, of the black, witch-like little Mrs. Goyte. And the snow seemed to lay me bare to influences I wanted to escape.
In the faint glow of half-clear light that came about four o’clock in the afternoon, I was roused to see a motion in the snow away below, near where the thorn-trees stood very black and dwarfed, like a little savage group, in the dismal white. I watched closely. Yes, there was a flapping and a struggle – a big bird, it must be, labouring in the snow. I wondered.
Our biggest birds, in the valley, were the large hawks (нашими самыми крупными птицами в долине были большие ястребы) that often hung flickering opposite my windows, level with me (которые часто зависали паря напротив моих окон, вровень со мной;
Still it laboured and strove, then was still, a dark spot, then struggled again (она все еще билась и боролась, потом стала неподвижной, темным пятном, потом опять билась;
Yes, it was a bird (да, это была птица). It was Joey (это был Джоуи). It was the grey-brown peacock with a blue neck (серо-коричневый павлин с синей шеей). He was snow-wet and spent (он был мокрый от снега и изможденный;
Our biggest birds, in the valley, were the large hawks that often hung flickering opposite my windows, level with me, but high above some prey on the steep valley-side. This was much too big for a hawk – too big for any known bird. I searched in my mind for the largest English wild birds – geese, buzzards.
Still it laboured and strove, then was still, a dark spot, then struggled again. I went out of the house and down the steep slope, at risk of breaking my leg between the rocks. I knew the ground so well – and yet I got well shaken before I drew near the thorn-trees.
Yes, it was a bird. It was Joey. It was the grey-brown peacock with a blue neck. He was snow-wet and spent.
“Joey – Joey de-urr!” I said, staggering unevenly towards him (Джоуи, Джоуи, ми-илый! – позвал я, подходя к нему шаткой походкой;
“Joey dee-urr! Dee-urr!” I said caressingly to him (Джоуи, ми-илый! Ми-илый! – ласково сказал я ему). And at last he lay still, blinking, in the surged and furrowed snow (и наконец он лежал неподвижно, моргая, в изрытом и взрыхленном снегу;
“Joey – Joey de-urr!” I said, staggering unevenly towards him. He looked so pathetic, rowing and struggling in the snow, too spent to rise, his blue neck stretching out and lying sometimes on the snow, his eyes closing and opening quickly, his crest all battered.
“Joey dee-urr! Dee-urr!” I said caressingly to him. And at last he lay still, blinking, in the surged and furrowed snow, whilst I came near and touched him, stroked him, gathered him under my arm. He stretched his long, wetted neck away from me as I held him, none the less he was quiet in my arm, too tired, perhaps, to struggle. Still he held his poor, crested head away from me, and seemed sometimes to droop, to wilt, as if he might suddenly die.
He was not so heavy as I expected (он не бал таким тяжелым, как я ожидал), yet it was a struggle to get up to the house with him again (однако снова подняться с ним к дому было весьма затруднительно;
He was not so heavy as I expected, yet it was a struggle to get up to the house with him again. We set him down, not too near the fire, and gently wiped him with cloths. He submitted, only now and then stretched his soft neck away from us, avoiding us helplessly. Then we set warm food by him. I put it to his beak, tried to make him eat. But he ignored it. He seemed to be ignorant of what we were doing, recoiled inside himself inexplicably. So we put him in a basket with cloths, and left him crouching oblivious. His food we put near him. The blinds were drawn, the house was warm, it was night. Sometimes he stirred, but mostly he huddled still, leaning his queer crested head on one side. He touched no food, and took no heed of sounds or movements. We talked of brandy or stimulants. But I realised we had best leave him alone.
In the night, however, we heard him thumping about (ночью, однако, мы услышали, как он шумно расхаживает;
The next day was clear, and the snow had frozen (следующий день был ясен, снег замерз;
In the night, however, we heard him thumping about. I got up anxiously with a candle. He had eaten some food, and scattered more, making a mess. And he was perched on the back of a heavy arm-chair. So I concluded he was recovered, or recovering.
The next day was clear, and the snow had frozen, so I decided to carry him back to Tible. He consented, after various flappings, to sit in a big fish-bag with his battered head peeping out with wild uneasiness. And so I set off with him, slithering down into the valley, making good progress down in the pale shadows beside the rushing waters, then climbing painfully up the arrested white valley-side, plumed with clusters of young pine-trees, into the paler white radiance of the snowy upper regions, where the wind cut fine.
Joey seemed to watch all the time with wide, anxious, unseeing eyes, brilliant and inscrutable (Джоуи, казалось, все время наблюдал широко раскрытыми, тревожными, невидящими глазами, блестящими и непроницаемыми;
Mrs. Goyte came darting past the end of the house (миссис Гойт примчалась стрелой мимо конца дома = из-за дома), her head sticking forward in sharp scrutiny (вытянув вперед голову в пристальном внимании;
Joey seemed to watch all the time with wide, anxious, unseeing eyes, brilliant and inscrutable. As I drew near to Tible township, he stirred violently in the bag, though I do not know if he had recognised the place. Then, as I came to the sheds, he looked sharply from side to side, and stretched his neck out long. I was a little afraid of him. He gave a loud, vehement yell, opening his sinister beak, and I stood still, looking at him as he struggled in the bag, shaken myself by his struggles, yet not thinking to release him.
Mrs. Goyte came darting past the end of the house, her head sticking forward in sharp scrutiny. She saw me, and came forward.
“Have you got Joey?” she cried sharply, as if I were a thief (у вас Джоуи? – резко крикнула она, будто я был вором).
I opened the bag, and he flopped out, flapping as if he hated the touch of the snow, now (я открыл сумку, и он вывалился, хлопая крыльями, словно теперь ненавидел прикосновение снега;
She had been followed by a grey-haired woman with a round, rather sallow face and a slightly hostile bearing (за ней следовала седовласая женщина с круглым, довольно бледным лицом и немного недружелюбной позой;
“Did you bring him with you, then?” she asked sharply (значит, вы принесли его с собой? – резко спросила она). I answered that I had rescued him the previous evening (я ответил, что спас его прошлым вечером;
“Have you got Joey?” she cried sharply, as if I were a thief.
I opened the bag, and he flopped out, flapping as if he hated the touch of the snow, now. She gathered him up and put her lips to his beak. She was flushed and handsome, her eyes bright, her hair slack, thick, but more witch-like than ever. She did not speak.
She had been followed by a grey-haired woman with a round, rather sallow face and a slightly hostile bearing.
“Did you bring him with you, then?” she asked sharply. I answered that I had rescued him the previous evening.
From the background slowly approached a slender man with a grey moustache and large patches on his trousers (медленно приблизился человек с седыми усами и большими заплатками на штанах).
“You’ve got ’im back ’gain, Ah see (
“Ah,” went on the grey man (о, – продолжал седой человек). “It wor our Alfred scarred him off, back your life (
“They are,” I answered (да, такие, – ответил я). “This isn’t their country (это не их местность = эти места не для них;
“No, it isna,” replied Mr. Goyte (да, не для них, – ответила миссис Гойт;
From the background slowly approached a slender man with a grey moustache and large patches on his trousers.
“You’ve got ’im back ’gain, Ah see,” he said to his daughter-in-law. His wife explained how I had found Joey.
“Ah,” went on the grey man. “It wor our Alfred scarred him off, back your life. He must ’a’ flyed ower t’ valley. Tha ma’ thank thy stars as ’e wor fun, Maggie. ’E’d a bin froze. They a bit nesh, you know,” he concluded to me.
“They are,” I answered. “This isn’t their country.”
“No, it isna,” replied Mr. Goyte.
He spoke very slowly and deliberately, quietly (он говорил очень медленно, взвешенно, тихо;
“We mun tell ’im it’s come (
“Alfred – Alfred (Альфред! Альфред)! Wheer’s ter gotten to (
He spoke very slowly and deliberately, quietly, as if the soft pedal were always down in his voice. He looked at his daughter-in-law as she crouched, flushed and dark, before the peacock, which would lay its long blue neck for a moment along her lap. In spite of his grey moustache and thin grey hair, the elderly man had a face young and almost delicate, like a young man’s. His blue eyes twinkled with some inscrutable source of pleasure, his skin was fine and tender, his nose delicately arched. His grey hair being slightly ruffled, he had a debonnair look, as of a youth who is in love.
“We mun tell ’im it’s come,” he said slowly, and turning he called:
“Alfred – Alfred! Wheer’s ter gotten to?”
Then he turned again to the group (потом он снова повернулся к группе = к нам).
“Get up, then, Maggie, lass, get up wi’ thee (вставай же, Мэгги, вставай, доченька;
A young man approached, limping, wearing a thick short coat and knee-breeches (подошел молодой человек, прихрамывая, на нем было толстое короткое пальто =
“I’s come back, then,” said the father to the son (он вернулся, вот, – сказал отец сыну;
The son looked at me (сын посмотрел на меня). He had a devil-may-care bearing (держался он так, будто сам черт ему не брат;
Then he turned again to the group.
“Get up, then, Maggie, lass, get up wi’ thee. Tha ma’es too much o’ th’ bod.”
A young man approached, limping, wearing a thick short coat and knee-breeches. He was Danish-looking, broad at the loins.
“I’s come back, then,” said the father to the son – “leastwise, he’s bin browt back, flyed ower the Griff Low.”
The son looked at me. He had a devil-may-care bearing, his cap on one side, his hands stuck in the front pockets of his breeches. But he said nothing.
“Shall you come in a minute, Master?” said the elderly woman, to me (не зайдете ли на минутку, сударь? – сказала старуха мне;
“Ay, come in an’ ha’e a cup o’ tea or summat (
So we went indoors, into the rather stuffy, overcrowded living-room (и мы вошли в дом, в довольно душную, забитую гостиную;
“Tha’lt rouse thysen up a bit again now, Maggie,” the father-in-law said (теперь ты снова немножко встряхнешься, Мэгги, – сказал свекор;
“Shall you come in a minute, Master?” said the elderly woman, to me.
“Ay, come in an’ ha’e a cup o’ tea or summat. You’ll do wi’ summat, carryin’ that bod. Come on, Maggie wench, let’s go in.”
So we went indoors, into the rather stuffy, overcrowded living-room, that was too cosy and too warm. The son followed last, standing in the doorway. The father talked to me. Maggie put out the tea-cups. The mother went into the dairy again.
“Tha’lt rouse thysen up a bit again now, Maggie,” the father-in-law said – and then to me: “’Er’s not bin very bright sin’ Alfred come whoam, an’ the bod flyed awee.
’E come whoam a Wednesday night, Alfred did (
He twinkled maliciously to his daughter-in-law (он ехидно подмигнул невестке;
“Oh, be quiet, father (ох, помолчите, отец). You’re wound up, by the sound of you,” she said to him, as if crossly (вы раскипятились, судя по вашим словам, – сказала она ему как будто сердито;
“’Er’s got ’er colour back this mornin’,” continued the father-in-law slowly (
“Father, do stop talking (отец, перестаньте же говорить). You’d wear the leg off an iron pot (вы всё говорите без умолку;
’E come whoam a Wednesday night, Alfred did. But ay, you knowed, didna yer. Ay, ’e comed ’a Wednesday – an’ I reckon there wor a bit of a to-do between ’em, worn’t there, Maggie?”
He twinkled maliciously to his daughter-in-law, who was flushed brilliant and handsome.
“Oh, be quiet, father. You’re wound up, by the sound of you,” she said to him, as if crossly. But she could never be cross with him.
“’Er’s got ’er colour back this mornin’,” continued the father-in-law slowly. “It’s bin heavy weather wi’ ’er this last two days. Ay – ’er’s bin north-east sin ’er seed you a Wednesday.”
“Father, do stop talking. You’d wear the leg off an iron pot. I can’t think where you’ve found your tongue, all of a sudden,” said Maggie, with caressive sharpness.
“Ah’ve found it wheer I lost it (
But Alfred turned and disappeared (но Альфред отвернулся и исчез).
“’E’s got th’ monkey on ’is back, ower this letter job (
The mother came in again, and the talk became general (мать снова вошла, и разговор стал всеобщим). Maggie flashed her eyes at me from time to time, complacent and satisfied, moving among the men (Мэгги сверкала мне глазами время от времени, самодовольная и удовлетворенная, расхаживая среди мужчин). I paid her little compliments, which she did not seem to hear (я сделал ей небольшие комплименты, которые она, похоже, не услышала;
“Ah’ve found it wheer I lost it. Aren’t goin’ ter come in an’ sit thee down, Alfred?”
But Alfred turned and disappeared.
“’E’s got th’ monkey on ’is back, ower this letter job,” said the father secretly to me. “Mother ’er knows nowt about it. Lot o’ tomfoolery, isn’t it? Ay! What’s good o’ makin’ a peck o’ trouble ower what’s far enough off, an’ ned niver come no nigher. No – not a smite o’ use. That’s what I tell ’er. ’Er should ta’e no notice on’t. Ay, what can y’expect.”
The mother came in again, and the talk became general. Maggie flashed her eyes at me from time to time, complacent and satisfied, moving among the men. I paid her little compliments, which she did not seem to hear.
She attended to me with a kind of sinister, witch-like graciousness (она ухаживала за мной с какой-то зловещей, ведьмовской любезностью;
She sat on a low stool by the fire, near her father-in-law (она села на низкий стул у огня, возле свекра). Her head was dropped, she seemed in a state of abstraction (ее голова была опущена, она казалась в состоянии погруженности мысли = казалось, погрузилась в свои мысли). From time to time she would suddenly recover (время от времени она неожиданно приходила в себя;
She attended to me with a kind of sinister, witch-like graciousness, her dark head ducked between her shoulders, at once humble and powerful. She was happy as a child attending to her father-in-law and to me. But there was something ominous between her eyebrows, as if a dark moth were settled there – and something ominous in her bent, hulking bearing.
She sat on a low stool by the fire, near her father-in-law. Her head was dropped, she seemed in a state of abstraction. From time to time she would suddenly recover, and look up at us, laughing and chatting. Then she would forget again. Yet in her hulked black forgetting she seemed very near to us.
The door having been opened, the peacock came slowly in, prancing calmly (поскольку дверь была открыта, медленно вошел павлин, спокойно, с важным видом;
I rose also to go (я поднялся, чтобы тоже уйти). Maggie started as if coming to herself (Мэгги вздрогнула, словно приходя в себя).
The door having been opened, the peacock came slowly in, prancing calmly. He went near to her, and crouched down, coiling his blue neck. She glanced at him, but almost as if she did not observe him. The bird sat silent, seeming to sleep, and the woman also sat huddled and silent, seeming oblivious. Then once more there was a heavy step, and Alfred entered. He looked at his wife, and he looked at the peacock crouching by her. He stood large in the doorway, his hands stuck in front of him, in his breeches pockets. Nobody spoke. He turned on his heel and went out again.
I rose also to go. Maggie started as if coming to herself.
“Must you go?” she asked (вам надо идти? – спросила она), rising and coming near to me, standing in front of me (вставая и подходя ко мне, становясь передо мной), twisting her head sideways and looking up at me (наклоняя голову на бок и глядя на меня). “Can’t you stop a bit longer (вы не можете остаться немного дольше)? We can all be cosy today, there’s nothing to do outdoors (нам всем сегодня можно посидеть в тепле и уюте, на улице делать нечего;
I said I must go (я сказал, что должен идти). The peacock uncoiled and coiled again his long blue neck as he lay on the hearth (павлин вытянул и снова свернул кольцом длинную синюю шею, лежа на коврике у камина). Maggie still stood close in front of me (Мэгги по-прежнему стояла /совсем/ близко передо мной), so that I was acutely aware of my waistcoat buttons (так, что я остро чувствовал пуговицы моего жилета).
“Oh, well,” she said, “you’ll come again, won’t you (ну хорошо, – сказала она, – вы ведь придете снова, правда)? Do come again (приходите же).”
I promised (я обещал).
“Must you go?” she asked, rising and coming near to me, standing in front of me, twisting her head sideways and looking up at me. “Can’t you stop a bit longer? We can all be cosy today, there’s nothing to do outdoors.” And she laughed, showing her teeth oddly. She had a long chin.
I said I must go. The peacock uncoiled and coiled again his long blue neck as he lay on the hearth. Maggie still stood close in front of me, so that I was acutely aware of my waistcoat buttons.
“Oh, well,” she said, “you’ll come again, won’t you? Do come again.”
I promised.
“Come to tea one day – yes, do (приходите на чай когда-нибудь: «в один день»… да, приходите)!”
I promised – one day (я обещал – когда-нибудь).
The moment I was out of her presence I ceased utterly to exist for her (в тот миг, как я ушел от нее: «вышел из ее присутствия», я перестал существовать для нее) – as utterly as I ceased to exist for Joey (так же полностью, как перестал существовать для Джоуи). With her curious abstractedness she forgot me again immediately (со своей удивительной рассеянностью она тотчас меня забыла). I knew it as I left her (я знал это, уходя от нее). Yet she seemed almost in physical contact with me while I was with her (и все же она казалась почти в физическом контакте со мной, пока я был с ней = и все же я ощущал ее почти физически, когда мы стояли рядом).
The sky was all pallid again, yellowish (небо снова стало совсем бледным, желтоватым;
“Come to tea one day – yes, do!”
I promised – one day.
The moment I was out of her presence I ceased utterly to exist for her – as utterly as I ceased to exist for Joey. With her curious abstractedness she forgot me again immediately. I knew it as I left her. Yet she seemed almost in physical contact with me while I was with her.
The sky was all pallid again, yellowish. When I went out there was no sun; the snow was blue and cold. I hurried away down the hill, musing on Maggie. The road made a loop down the sharp face of the slope.
As I went crunching over the laborious snow I became aware of a figure (тяжело пробираясь по хрустящему снегу, я заметил фигуру;
“Excuse me,” he said as I came up (извините =
I came to a halt in front of him and looked into his sullen blue eyes (я остановился перед ним и заглянул в его голубые глаза;
As I went crunching over the laborious snow I became aware of a figure striding awkwardly down the steep scarp to intercept me. It was a man with his hands in front of him, half stuck in his breeches pockets, and his shoulders square – a real knock-about fellow. Alfred, of course. He waited for me by the stone fence.
“Excuse me,” he said as I came up.
I came to a halt in front of him and looked into his sullen blue eyes. He had a certain odd haughtiness on his brows. But his blue eyes stared insolently at me.
“Do you know anything about a letter – in French (вы что-нибудь знаете о письме… на французском…) – that my wife opened – a letter of mine (которое вскрыла моя жена… письме для меня)?”
“Yes,” said I. “She asked me to read it to her (она попросила меня прочесть его ей).”
He looked square at me (он смотрел прямо на меня;
“What was there in it?” he asked (что в нем было? – спросил он).
“Why (а что)?” I said. “Don’t you know (разве вы не знаете)?”
“She makes out she’s burnt it (она уверяет, что сожгла его;
“Without showing it you?” I asked (не показав его вам? – спросил я).
He nodded slightly (он слегка кивнул).
“Do you know anything about a letter – in French – that my wife opened – a letter of mine?”
“Yes,” said I. “She asked me to read it to her.”
He looked square at me. He did not know exactly how to feel.
“What was there in it?” he asked.
“Why?” I said. “Don’t you know?”
“She makes out she’s burnt it,” he said.
“Without showing it you?” I asked.
He nodded slightly.
He seemed to be meditating as to what line of action he should take (он, казалось, раздумывал над тем, какую линию поведения избрать). He wanted to know the contents of the letter: he must know (он желал знать содержание письма; он должен знать): and therefore he must ask me, for evidently his wife had taunted him (и поэтому должен спросить меня, поскольку, очевидно, его жена отделалась от него колкостями;
Suddenly he threw back his head and glanced down the valley (вдруг он запрокинул голову и мельком взглянул на долину). Then he changed his position and he looked at me more confidentially (потом изменил положение и посмотрел на меня более доверительно;
“She burnt the blasted thing before I saw it (она сожгла проклятое письмо прежде, чем я его увидел;
He seemed to be meditating as to what line of action he should take. He wanted to know the contents of the letter: he must know: and therefore he must ask me, for evidently his wife had taunted him. At the same time, no doubt, he would like to wreak untold vengeance on my unfortunate person. So he eyed me, and I eyed him, and neither of us spoke. He did not want to repeat his request to me. And yet I only looked at him, and considered.
Suddenly he threw back his head and glanced down the valley. Then he changed his position and he looked at me more confidentially.
“She burnt the blasted thing before I saw it,” he said.
“Well,” I answered slowly (что ж, – медленно ответил я), “she doesn’t know herself what was in it (она сама не знает, что в нем было).”
He continued to watch me narrowly (он продолжал пристально следить за мной;
“I didn’t like to read her out what there was in it,” I continued (мне не хотелось зачитывать ей то, что там было, – продолжал я;
He suddenly flushed out so that the veins in his neck stood out, and he stirred again uncomfortably (внезапно он залился краской так, что вены на его шее выступили, и снова неловко пошевелился).
“The Belgian girl said her baby had been born a week ago (бельгийская девушка говорила, что ее ребенок родился неделю назад), and that they were going to call it Alfred,” I told him (и что они собираются назвать его Альфредом, – сообщил я ему).
He met my eyes (он встретил мой взгляд). I was grinning (я ухмылялся). He began to grin, too (он тоже начал ухмыляться).
“Good luck to her,” he said (удачи ей, – сказал он;
“Well,” I answered slowly, “she doesn’t know herself what was in it.”
He continued to watch me narrowly. I grinned to myself.
“I didn’t like to read her out what there was in it,” I continued.
He suddenly flushed out so that the veins in his neck stood out, and he stirred again uncomfortably.
“The Belgian girl said her baby had been born a week ago, and that they were going to call it Alfred,” I told him.
He met my eyes. I was grinning. He began to grin, too.
“Good luck to her,” he said.
“Best of luck (всего наилучшего),” said I.
“And what did you tell her?” he asked (и что вы ей сказали? – спросил он).
“That the baby belonged to the old mother – that it was brother to your girl (что ребенок принадлежит старой матери – что это брат вашей девушки), who was writing to you as a friend of the family (которая пишет вам как другу семьи).”
He stood smiling, with the long, subtle malice of a farmer (он стоял, улыбаясь, с неспешной коварной злобой фермера;
“And did she take it in?” he asked (и она поверила? – спросил он;
“As much as she took anything else (так же, как поверила чему-либо другому = насколько вообще способна поверить).”
He stood grinning fixedly (он стоял, неизменно ухмыляясь = с застывшей усмешкой на губах;
“Best of luck,” said I.
“And what did you tell her?” he asked.
“That the baby belonged to the old mother – that it was brother to your girl, who was writing to you as a friend of the family.”
He stood smiling, with the long, subtle malice of a farmer.
“And did she take it in?” he asked.
“As much as she took anything else.”
He stood grinning fixedly. Then he broke into a short laugh.
“Good for her!” he exclaimed cryptically (тем лучше для нее: «хорошо для нее»! – загадочно воскликнул он).
And then he laughed aloud once more (и тут он снова громко рассмеялся), evidently feeling he had won a big move in his contest with his wife (очевидно, думая, что выиграл большой ход в состязании с женой = одержал крупную победу в борьбе с женой;
“What about the other woman?” I asked (а что насчет другой женщины? – спросил я).
“Who (кого)?”
“Elise (Элиз).”
“Oh” – he shifted uneasily – “she was all right (о, – он неловко заерзал, – она была хороша…;
“You’ll be getting back to her (вы будете возвращаться к ней),” I said.
“Good for her!” he exclaimed cryptically.
And then he laughed aloud once more, evidently feeling he had won a big move in his contest with his wife.
“What about the other woman?” I asked.
“Who?”
“Elise.”
“Oh” – he shifted uneasily – “she was all right —”
“You’ll be getting back to her,” I said.
He looked at me (он посмотрел на меня). Then he made a grimace with his mouth (затем скривил губы: «сделал гримасу ртом»).
“Not me (только не я),” he said. “Back your life it’s a plant (будьте уверены, это обман;
“You don’t think the cher petit bébé is a little Alfred (вы не думаете, что cher petit bébé – это маленький Альфред)?”
“It might be (возможно),” he said.
“Only might (только возможно)?”
“Yes – an’ there’s lots of mites in a pound of cheese (да… и в фунте сыра полно сырных клещей = спелое яблочко не одного червячка влечет;
“What did she say, exactly?” he asked (что она в точности говорила? – спросил он;
I began to repeat, as well as I could, the phrases of the letter (я начал повторять, насколько мог, фразы из письма):
He looked at me. Then he made a grimace with his mouth.
“Not me,” he said. “Back your life it’s a plant.”
“You don’t think the cher petit bébé is a little Alfred?”
“It might be,” he said.
“Only might?”
“Yes – an’ there’s lots of mites in a pound of cheese.” He laughed boisterously but uneasily.
“What did she say, exactly?” he asked.
I began to repeat, as well as I could, the phrases of the letter:
“Mon cher Alfred, – Figure-toi comme je suis désolée (мой дорогой Альфред, представь себе, как я расстроена…
He listened with some confusion (он слушал с некоторым смущением). When I had finished all I could remember, he said (когда я закончил /говорить/ всё, что мог вспомнить, он сказал):
“They know how to pitch you out a letter, those Belgian lasses (они знают, как преподнести вам письмо, эти бельгийские девицы;
“Practice (опыт;
“They get plenty (они получают его с избытком;
There was a pause (наступила пауза).
“Oh well (ну хорошо),” he said. “I’ve never got that letter, anyhow (во всяком случае, я так и не получил это письмо;
The wind blew fine and keen, in the sunshine, across the snow (ветер дул резкий и пронизывающий, поднимая снег, ярко светило солнце;
“Mon cher Alfred, – Figure-toi comme je suis désolée —”
He listened with some confusion. When I had finished all I could remember, he said:
“They know how to pitch you out a letter, those Belgian lasses.”
“Practice,” said I.
“They get plenty,” he said.
There was a pause.
“Oh well,” he said. “I’ve never got that letter, anyhow.”
The wind blew fine and keen, in the sunshine, across the snow. I blew my nose and prepared to depart.
“And she doesn’t know anything (и она ничего не знает)?” he continued, jerking his head up the hill in the direction of Tible (продолжал он, вздернув голову к холму, в направлении Тайбла).
“She knows nothing but what I’ve said (она не знает ничего, кроме того, что я сказал) – that is, if she really burnt the letter (то есть, если она действительно сожгла письмо).”
“I believe she burnt it,” he said, “for spite (думаю, что сожгла – назло/из злобы;
“Why (почему)?” he said. “Why didn’t you wring that b – peacock’s neck – that b – Joey (почему вы не свернули этому ч… павлину шею… этому ч… Джоуи)?”
“Why?” I said. “What for (для чего)?”
“I hate the brute (ненавижу эту тварь;
I laughed (я засмеялся). He stood and mused (он стоял и размышлял).
“And she doesn’t know anything?” he continued, jerking his head up the hill in the direction of Tible.
“She knows nothing but what I’ve said – that is, if she really burnt the letter.”
“I believe she burnt it,” he said, “for spite. She’s a little devil, she is. But I shall have it out with her.” His jaw was stubborn and sullen. Then suddenly he turned to me with a new note.
“Why?” he said. “Why didn’t you wring that b – peacock’s neck – that b – Joey?”
“Why?” I said. “What for?”
“I hate the brute,” he said. “I let fly at him the night I got back —”
I laughed. He stood and mused.
“Poor little Elise,” he murmured (бедная маленькая Элиз, – пробормотал он).
“Was she small – petite?” I asked (она была маленькая, petite? – спросил я;
“No,” he said. “Rather tall (нет, довольно высокая).”
“Taller than your wife, I suppose (выше, чем ваша жена, полагаю).”
Again he looked into my eyes (он снова посмотрел мне в глаза). And then once more he went into a loud burst of laughter (а потом снова разразился громким смехом;
“God, it’s a knockout!” he said, thoroughly amused (господи, это нокаут! – сказал он, полностью довольный;
“But I’ll do that blasted Joey in (но я прикончу этого проклятого Джоуи…;
“Poor little Elise,” he murmured.
“Was she small – petite?” I asked. He jerked up his head.
“No,” he said. “Rather tall.”
“Taller than your wife, I suppose.”
Again he looked into my eyes. And then once more he went into a loud burst of laughter that made the still, snow-deserted valley clap again.
“God, it’s a knockout!” he said, thoroughly amused. Then he stood at ease, one foot out, his hands in his breeches pocket, in front of him, his head thrown back, a handsome figure of a man.
“But I’ll do that blasted Joey in —” he mused, I ran down the hill, shouting also with laughter.